SamuelJones
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Sorry to hear that man and thank you. Some people are just cursed. No reason for what they're going through besides the fact nature picked us out of billions to be lost and clueless about what's causing our issues and how to fix them.Sir, I’m saddened to see you speaking like this. You must remember that no ones life is perfect. Looking from the outside in we don’t truly know what is going on with people.
I recently found out I have leukemia, a cancer in the blood. Yeah, I’m bummed out. I know my time is limited. I have two very young kinds 1.5 and 5. I’ve been married to my wife just 7 years. After a lot of ups and downs we sort of finally figured one another out. And we get hit with this. I have lived a healthy life, don’t smoke, drink maybe on new years or a birthday. I have always avoid fast food, have been athletes as far back as I can remember. Cancer is not a commonality in my family. But it is what it is. This won’t be my crutch and I won’t let this get in the way of my objectives. Whatever happens will happen.
You can’t changer your past, and you have to play the cards you where delt. But you have come a long why, and you are apparently ambitious, and not afraid to seek out help. I know it hasn’t been easy from what you say, but persistence prevails. You’ve no doubt heard the expression “it ain’t over till it’s fucking over”! So don’t give up!
And no one will respect you until you respect yourself. So stop talking in those terms about yourself.
Medical research is as good as shit if the people who have the knowledge are contempt with their salaries and don't care to treat their patients. Life fucking sucks.
That positive attitudes shit is good and well when you're actively pursuing ways to fix your issues. But when everything you turn to fails it's mindless dribble. I'm not making light of your situation I feel bad for you man. I'm saying that not everyone is going to see a hopeless situation with as much positivity as you've managed too. I could pretend to enjoy all the bull shit and claim it's a good thing I haven't been able to find an answer to my problems but it wouldn't be real. I'd still be frustrated angry and feel like huge parts of my life are missing, which they are.
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