Thank you, I may should be paying attention, you all are right.
But I do always think, like a smoker may thinks: "The doc says I am sick, I gotta stop or I will die (faster)" and then I would not stop anyway, because I am brainfucked and want to get huge (not feeling huge ever anyway).... so I think, why should I go to the doc, if I won't listen to him anyway you know... :/
I never did growth hormone because my wife does not want me to do it, she is afraid of a may undected cancer that would grow faster and kill me... I mean she knows I am doing steroids, but not which and how many... I just bring the syringe with oil and let her inject it...
and since (afaik) HGH needs to be in the fridge constantly, I can't just put it there without risking her recognizing it.
But I had the idea to put the smallest needle I can find into on of my insulin pens, draw the insulin out, and inject it with the mixed hgh - that way I'd also have a "IU measurement" from the pen... but I just realized it won't work to measure it because there aren't 300 IU of hgh in 3 ml I guess
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Thank you for your input ♥ I did also think about going for like 12 IUs of growth per day, like 3 iu every 6 hours maybe... just gotta find a workaround with the insulin pen thing I mentioned above
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So you'd say go for 2g Test and lower the mast to like 700 mg... that would be more anabolic?
I just came from a long run of Tren / Deca and I really don't like the 19NOR feeling it gives me mentally.
Also I know I gotta get my food in place... I mean I eat whatever I want, whenever I want, and how much I want, just always high protein with every meal.