I understand what you mean and it makes sense but I have some personal goals, one of which is to ensure that some people see me become a champion. I don't have any free years for that them already too old, also I need to build a stable career, I also live on $300 per month with my 2 lil bros and I earn a "lot of money for someone in my country", this is not the type of reality I want to live forever, want take my family out here also you have experience but don't consider other factors, not everyone can wait but i understand what u mean didnt risk my health for that and i got it i will compete some shows with only clen test and some npp prob and try work in my social media for maybe start get some money with that and go out from here looks more real than still here for years without try something
My country is dying like venezuela and i didnt want still here for a long time and the easier way to change it is focusing in something who i'm already good not making it for money i love it but i need focus in that for now i literally earn more than a lawyer here and i still fucked Sorry for the rant, I know your intentions are good but i cant hear them all but i will follow the biggest part ty for put some time giving advices take care sir