Odie's First Log

I'm throwing around marriage in my head at the moment. I completely agree. Yes I'm referring to T lowering sperm count. I know many have conceived on gear but I also know that it's proven to lower sperm count. Thinking when I come off im gonna try hcg and see what happens.

Pump the brakes Odie!! You guys just got back together!! It's great to hear things are going well but give it some time before you start thinking about marriage and kids..
 
I take it your gf isn't into the lifting lifestyle or that you work a job that takes you away from home for a while at times, but there's room for compromise

Yeah she bounces in and out of the gym. When I met her she was very fit. She's just now getting back into it. Actually my job taking me away for weeks at a time makes are relationship better. Now that works slow we spend way to much time together. Lol
 
I'm throwing around marriage in my head at the moment. I completely agree. Yes I'm referring to T lowering sperm count. I know many have conceived on gear but I also know that it's proven to lower sperm count. Thinking when I come off im gonna try hcg and see what happens.

A good friend told me yesterday her father who has battled cancer 3 times already may have to do it again for a fourth time.

I asked her why she seemed so normal and happy especially that she just found out about this on Father's Day when she took her dad out. She told me

"I don't panic until there's a reason to. My dad has fought cancer 3 times now and made it his bitch. My dad is a fighter and no matter what I know he will fight it. If I panic now I'll be of no help to him when he actually needs it so I'll not worry about the worst until I know that's the only thing left"

Paraphrasing of course but hopefully the point isn't lost on you. While you're right sperm count drops while on gear there's nothing to suggest so far that you'll never be able to conceive now or later. If you are serious enough about it meet with a fertility specialist and see what they can tell you (don't admit gear part but maybe mention possibly going on TRT for low test and worried about kids in the future). There's no reason to argue about it now since you're not wanting the kids now, aren't married, and with so many ppl conceiving while you only need one little swimmer to make it through the channel so to speak lol.

The worst thing you can do right now is argue back and forth about it. Keep an open dialogue, listen to her don't just hear her, make her feel like she has a say and her feelings matter, and work through it together.
 
Whatever happens happens I guess. Just hate seeing her hurting because I'm selfish. It's just messing with my head.

I respect any man who respects women so props to you but what exactly is she "hurting" about? You haven't even attempted to have kids unless I'm mistaken so her hurt as of this point in time is unfounded, based on a worst case scenario, and may not even be the case. You may have some super Odie sperm genetics and your swimmers are like the michael Phelps of the conception world
 
Whatever happens happens I guess. Just hate seeing her hurting because I'm selfish. It's just messing with my head.
Maybe you should go buy her that 1/2 carat rock lol.

Seriously if you want to settle down then you should have a good think about it. You have a good job but if it isn't helping your love life any have you ever thought of changing jobs?
 
Man I'm not gonna lie. I knew my wife for about a year and half before dating. We dated for 3-4 months and moved in together. Then at 7-8 month we got engaged. Didn't actually get married for till 5 years later. We both were big believers in making sure we could live together and not in just fun happy times in the beginning. We went through all kinds of ups and downs. And trust me some of our downs I didn't think we would make it through. Buying the ring and being engaged is one thing. But a kid and marriage is whole other thing.
 
Thank yall. I needed to hear all this to bring me back. I was with a chick for 7 years and didn't marry her and I thank God I didn't cause that bitch was crazy. I do believe my GF is the one but she can wait to be Mrs. Odie. I won't make her wait to much longer though. I'm thinking Dec on a trip were taking I may pop the question. We will see that's a while from now. We've been together 3.5 years and have lived together almost 3 years of that. Yep I moved her in way to quick.
 
I got my second wife prego before we were married and it was the biggest mistake of my life. We ended up getting married because of it and stayed together for a minute. Had two kids and I love them dearly. But being a dad of part time kids is tough. Especially since my ex and I can't stand each other. Sure wish they could have been with someone else.
Reality check is if she doesn't agree with the lifestyle and you have kids together then split. She will use this against you until the bitter end. You may not see it now but brother things change especially when attorneys get involved. I pay big money in child support every month and have my kids a lot, almost 50/50.
Sorry if I'm peeing on the parade but it's a perspective you need to hear and know so you can make an informed decision bud.
 
Thank yall. I needed to hear all this to bring me back. I was with a chick for 7 years and didn't marry her and I thank God I didn't cause that bitch was crazy. I do believe my GF is the one but she can wait to be Mrs. Odie. I won't make her wait to much longer though. I'm thinking Dec on a trip were taking I may pop the question. We will see that's a while from now. We've been together 3.5 years and have lived together almost 3 years of that. Yep I moved her in way to quick.
At age 36 I met my wife at a friends B-day party..dated for a year and we knew we wanted to get married..used condoms entire times before marriage ...The nite we got married back at the condo I filled her up a few times for the 1st time..Granted to this point I have not come off gear in quite a few years and before that cycled...next morning she said I feel funny I think im preggo...my reaction was umm how you know you were never preggo or had kids..you cant tell the first 24 hours.. impossible you know I been on gear many years ..I said everything in the book to make rational sense she couldnt be...we flew out on our honey moon to vegas...the entire time there she didn't have a drink of alcohol or wine she said I cant until I know im not preggo..Trust me at the time I was having to shrug this off as umm on my wife finally showing me a weird side about her...all in all she was right weeks later she took a test and instant positive..we had a baby girl who without a doubt was the best thing that ever happened to me besides meeting my wife at a bday party....let you future wife read this..
 
Took a real early day at work today. Today was supposed to be a rest day but I needed to burn some of this tren energy. Plus my lake vacation is in 10 days.

Cardio

18 min treadmill on 15 incline speed set at 3.7

5 miles on the bike

2000 meters on the cross fit row machine

Abs

Crunches
100
100
80
75

Hanging leg raises with a twist ( 2 second pause at the top )
20
20
18
14
9
 
It isn't easy that's for sure. Especially on tren,but, mind over matter.

However i do feel like a fatty walking up some stairs and breathing like a whore in porn. Lol
 
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