@olympia95 @bullet train @bleeding heart #Aesthetic journey to the best version of myself

[Bleeding heart]

Formally known as @Olympia95
Was 135 lbs and researching gear, got on a wild dose of Tren my first cycle and than got banned for suggesting people run high dose tren or GTFO.
Also people thought I trolled for having several infections and being in the hospital worried about amputation. It was because I was pinning high concentration gear and it was inflaming my glute each time and also when I'd see a doctor because I was naive they would freak out and think I had a cellulitus and I'd end up in the hospital.
The first time this happened I tried frontload test E 500mg per ml with 3CC. I still get pip from that concentration at even .5 CC.
Most people do.
3CC of that shit would put anybody in a world of hurt.

Than known as @Bullet train
Built up to 5'9 185ish pretty decent physique, dating a bunch and hyperfocused on women, had my head in the clouds, swore I was going to the Olympia and be a Frank zane reincarnate.
Banned for trolling after getting pissed for negative feedback, (which i needed and appreciate in hindsight, I really needed to cruise and cycle responsibly and become more aware of the competiveness of the physique I would need to attain to be a Mr. O men's phyisque champ, which also majorly is genetics too) and finally went on a posting rampage of asking to see millards tits. (Trolled and banned)

Now back as @Bleeding heart
Matured, conservative, socially and religiously, dosage wise I believe as well.
Cruised for 5 months, going on 6 months. Leaner, more proportioned, healthy, and normal blood pressure.

Wiser in my knoweldge of the sport of bodybuilding, and aware of what it takes to be an IFBB pro let alone a superstar.

It is not my goal, but it is appealing still not the less... I'm still making this journey, but it's because I love the sport. Not because I want to get be a star or compete even. (Although I may compete eventually.)

This log will document my future progress. I will post pics in 2 weeks on my cycle start date...

Cycle will start with...
500 test E
400 TREN E

(Doses and duration subject to change as I go)

 

[MindlessWork]

Welcome back and hope you do stick around this time to actually be productive. You wasted so much time playing hide and seek so now it is time to put up or shut up

Now just don’t dribble it out like MyoGen, lol.

 

[Kakarot]

I fuckin knew it!

 

[Wunderpus]

"Matured, conservative, socially and religiously", and then diagnosed as bipolar schizophrenic.

 

[Kakarot]

"Matured, conservative, socially and religiously", and then diagnosed as bipolar schizophrenic.

45% of the meso population is bulletrain the other 65% is odie so don't be judgey @Wunderpus if that's really you

 

[MisterSuperGod]

i was under the assumption that if you got banned, your new handle would get banned too, provided there's sufficient evidence it was the same person?

@Millard Baker if that's the case, we have here, submitted for your approval, a multi handle toting member admitting he was banned on more than one occasion.

No offense, but fuck this kid.
You need to create multiple handles because you have some mental problem that causes you to go apeshit and troll the forum. Then on top of that, some deep-seated need for acceptance that you keep coming back to try again and again? You need a fucking psychiatrist, end of story.

 

[Sk8man101]

i was under the assumption that if you got banned, your new handle would get banned too, provided there's sufficient evidence it was the same person?

@Millard Baker if that's the case, we have here, submitted for your approval, a multi handle toting member admitting he was banned on more than one occasion.

No offense, but fuck this kid.
You need to create multiple handles because you have some mental problem that causes you to go apeshit and troll the forum. Then on top of that, some deep-seated need for acceptance that you keep coming back to try again and again? You need a fucking psychiatrist, end of story.

Yeah I agree.
Fuck that, meso doesn't need this guy's contributions.

 

[macabremitch]

fucking wild shit man, you really need to stay off the internet.

 

[MisterSuperGod]

i was lurking around Outlaw Muscle the other day and they had a section in the forum for those busted running multiple handles.

Supposedly, it's an automated system that triggers when two different handles log in under the same IP.

Thought that would be an excellent idea here. Something tells me that thing would be triggered every couple hours.

 

[Eman]

i was lurking around Outlaw Muscle the other day and they had a section in the forum for those busted running multiple handles.

Supposedly, it's an automated system that triggers when two different handles log in under the same IP.

Thought that would be an excellent idea here. Something tells me that thing would be triggered every couple hours.

I don't think a system like that would operate accurately for it's intended purpose. Just because two different handles log in under the same IP address doesn't necessarily mean they're the same person.

 

[MisterSuperGod]

I don't think a system like that would operate accurately for it's intended purpose. Just because two different handles log in under the same IP address doesn't necessarily mean they're the same person.

True. i figured there would be flaws to the system, but it would be entertaining to see what pops up.

 

[Michael7]

I remember you @bleeding cock train95 .
You bashed everyone's physique because you didn't like criticism , go fuck yourself.

 

[AnTabolic73]

i was lurking around Outlaw Muscle the other day and they had a section in the forum for those busted running multiple handles.

Supposedly, it's an automated system that triggers when two different handles log in under the same IP.

Thought that would be an excellent idea here. Something tells me that thing would be triggered every couple hours.

That's a cool idea. But I think @Millard Baker has gone on record saying it's not against board rules to have multiple handles.

I think Millard has like 7 handles himself.

 

[MisterSuperGod]

That's a cool idea. But I think @Millard Baker has gone on record saying it's not against board rules to have multiple handles.

I think Millard has like 7 handles himself.

What if a couple of those handles were banned though?
For example. If CdnGuy or Just Fish created a new handle and said outright that it was them, would the new handle be banned as well?

 

[AnTabolic73]

What if a couple of those handles were banned though?
For example. If CdnGuy or Just Fish created a new handle and said outright that it was them, would the new handle be banned as well?

I don't know. Maybe @Millard Baker Can chime in.

 

[Eman]

I don't know. Maybe @Millard Baker Can chime in.

Millard is drinking Jameson today talking like, "can't you guys all just get along...!?"

 

[Millard]

That's a cool idea. But I think @Millard Baker has gone on record saying it's not against board rules to have multiple handles.

I think Millard has like 7 handles himself.

What if a couple of those handles were banned though?
For example. If CdnGuy or Just Fish created a new handle and said outright that it was them, would the new handle be banned as well?

Multiple handles are not banned but there are serious restrictions. If a person is banned under one handle, they are banned under any other handle. Creating multiple handles to self-promote, spam and/or troll the forum is prohibited. In most other instances, it is still a bad idea.

The primary justification for using multiple handles is so that members can provide honest feedback about sources without fear of retaliation. If a member uses that same handle to post feedback about a source that they use to conduct business with a source, the member's security is compromised and the source has undue influence over the member's freedom to provide truly honest feedback.

 

[Gbro]

I think bleedingshart should get a pass, on account of his obvious mental retardation.