I really appreciate that, sorry to dump my purse out on the proverbial table that is this forum.Dude I’m sorry that happened to your partner. My one dream job in this world would be eliminating every single rapist from this planet, not kindly. I firmly believe those people are no longer people, they are things, and that their time on this earth is borrowed and tenuous.
It has been one of the most challenging times of my life. I have thought of some of the most evil and awful things I could do to the guy, I have gotten in my car and drove 2 hours to his house just to watch him.
Fortunately my rational brain took over, and I am attacking him in a different way instead. Really sucks when you have a public persona and people want to tell the world what a piece of shit you are haha.
But yeah I have been really close to throwing my life away for the sake of revenge, at the end of the day though I won't be able to be there for my partner if I do that. Seeing her heal from this is marginally more important than torturing some monster and burning the house down with him inside.


