I like to stand in a dark corner in my whitey tighties and cut myself on cold dark nights. Lol.
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Some Motivation Please!!!
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I like to stand in a dark corner in my whitey tighties and cut myself on cold dark nights. Lol.
BITCH MODE
Took the word out of my mouth!
Bro there is no amount of supplimention that will give you drive. That comes from the heart.. Those days you dont feel like going tell your self im only going to go fir 5 mins. I guarantee 5 mins turns to hours!
Also no to get in ur business. If you are scared of being homeless there are alot of churches and organizations that can help you financially. Get on you feet.
WTF!!! Do you believe some one like myself would ever let fall that far lol
Ben is just trying to motivate the OP in his own unique style. You guys who are new and don't know him yet are taking it all wrong. Ben's poetry is legendary. He paints a picture with words like no one else. Once you get to know him, you'll understand.
Ya I don't understand. Thats like me coming in your house and hitting you with a ball peen hammer!
Ah dont worry its just how he is you'll understand
Ah dont worry its just how he is you'll understand
You said something about being homeless?
Never mind
ironwill1951
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i get my motivation from inside i actually love to lift , it gives me like a runners high.
test will help but you have to really want it, im in better shape than 90 percent of the guys at the gym and im 40 yrs older than most of them, it takes loving what you do to be good at it....
test will help but you have to really want it, im in better shape than 90 percent of the guys at the gym and im 40 yrs older than most of them, it takes loving what you do to be good at it....
I hate to go against the grain fellas but test has changed my life, I didnt want to bang the wife or any strange. I got my mojo back I feel like iam 15 again I can tear through the weight pile get up and do it again the next day, not to mention bang the shit out of the wife till she can't walk right. To greatwhite just show up at the gym you will have no choice but to lift our shame us all jk. Just show up.
Keep in mind @biggerben69 just got locked up mid cycle for more than five months- his test was probably negative 228... I am betting the plus amenities at san bern county had him training even as sick as he was.
If you think you need drugs to motivate you that is a very slippery slope... and it isn't fulfilling when you reach the bottom.
What I think you meant to say is you are anxious to cycle and your pack is late... instead you whined about dealing with stuff everyone else deals with. Suck it up and order another pack, amd stop blaming being depressed on your natty self.
Have you cycled before in the past? Is your test low because of prior usage or is it just low? I was just trying to rule out everything here. Lifestyle, diet, and stress can play a major role in test production, that was the only point I was making here
dnml
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Everything you are describing is low T. No offense to some of the posters here but it's clear many have never dealt with it. It's not about "drugs" (hate it when people call aas drugs- they're hormones... don't get you high) or cycling, it's about your health.
You need to address your low T before you cycle, get feeling normal again.
With your numbers you should be able to walk into a damn gp's office for a script. May take a couple docs but you'll have pharm grade. Or just go to a trt clinic, more money but sounds like you're doing ok.
I fought trt for a couple years, but I have an extensive cycle history. After a massive pct, plus every natural remedy I could find (vit e, daa, etc.) and a year of dealing with low T and letting my body recover, my levels went from 175 to 300. That was a shitty year so I feel for ya man.
I finally threw in the towel and cruise and blast now, best thing I ever did considering pct/cycling-off wasn't an option.
Within 2-3 days of pinning you'll start feeling better. Screw your ugl order and get to a damn doc Marine!
And to echo demondosages question, why are your levels low at your age with never cycling? The doc may want to rule out a brain growth pressing against the hypothalamus fyi.
You need to address your low T before you cycle, get feeling normal again.
With your numbers you should be able to walk into a damn gp's office for a script. May take a couple docs but you'll have pharm grade. Or just go to a trt clinic, more money but sounds like you're doing ok.
I fought trt for a couple years, but I have an extensive cycle history. After a massive pct, plus every natural remedy I could find (vit e, daa, etc.) and a year of dealing with low T and letting my body recover, my levels went from 175 to 300. That was a shitty year so I feel for ya man.
I finally threw in the towel and cruise and blast now, best thing I ever did considering pct/cycling-off wasn't an option.
Within 2-3 days of pinning you'll start feeling better. Screw your ugl order and get to a damn doc Marine!
And to echo demondosages question, why are your levels low at your age with never cycling? The doc may want to rule out a brain growth pressing against the hypothalamus fyi.
After a brief stint at a poorly devised TRT plan devised by an anti-aging clinic doc, my hormones are all sorts of fucked up. I keep hitting the iron though because as much as it sucks to have your gains stalled, it sucks even more to lose everything you worked for. Last winter I dropped muscle like a coma patient after taking 2 months off due to a combination of low T (~250) and a 60+ hour work week kicking my ass. It started missing 1 session a week, then 2 ... soon it was a week, then 2. Before I knew it, it was 2 months. Now any time I feel like shit and even THINK about skipping more than 1 scheduled day, I just remember how I felt the day I looked in the mirror and saw at least a year's worth of work disappear in 2 months.
Never cycled
Now that's feedback. You had more help to in your 1st sentence than most of this entire thread. Like you and @Demondosage said its likely these others dont have the experience with low t. Otherwise they would drop the tough guy act.
I was at a trt clinic that's where I got my bloods. Pharmaceutical grade test once per week was gonna run me $35/shot. So I did my research and found that I could buy an entire vile for damn near $35. Im finding out its really not uncommon for guys my age to experience this. Must be genetics like everything else. Maybe its the diet. Maybe its my time in the military. Maybe its work who knows. But I gotta work alot my wife stays at home takes care of our kids. When my youngest gets in school I plan on putting her to work. Maybe then ill ease off on the blistering pace. I been running this work schedule for 10 years now. Thats what a man is supposed to do!
I doubt the brain growth thing tho
I am interested in blast/cruise. I dont think my t levels do me any favors. Ill geton a good blood donating schedule and try to do as safely as possible. Like @Ach3r0n said its extremely difficult putting in quality work and watch it fizzle out to nothing.
Marcus
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I think it's time to re-order my friend... Then at least if your order arrives, you'll have double. Just order from a different source. See you're up earlier today... Gym time?
No gym today Marcus. Work has been killing me this week. I sleep in till 0400 on off days. Just sitting here sipping coffee reading MESO
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