My reply to you will stay consistent, kill yourself. Make the world a better place and kill yourself. Nobody likes you. Nobody loves you. Just end your suffering, even the people that you try to attach to and "defend" don't want you. In all seriousness, how does that feel? To know that if you die tonight nobody would care? That you'd likely wind up in Potters Field unless your parents care, so yeah, Potters Field for you. Just give up kid, your whole life history has been not fitting in, not quite belonging, those laughs you hear when you're walking? Yeah, they're laughing at you. You're paper thin, so easy to see through pathetic little boy. Find a safer hobby kid, like jerking off to anime with 3 other fat guy friends, this ain't for you. You're not cut out for bodybuilding, powerlifting, World's Strongest Man, nothing. I'm thinking you could be the next Richard Simmons, you already meet 2 of 3 requirements, could be very successful. Well, could be, but since you're obviously born to lose, someone will do it and make a fortune, just not you. Cause you're a failure in every single way.