Stanford Pharmaceuticals

@size26s know I'm New here but I'm sorry u have to go thru something like this.. stay strong because life will go on and this doesn't have to be an end.
 
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Figured I’d post this here since a lot of members followed me last year leading up to my show. And haven’t posted much lately. Plus Stanford has always been good to me with my orders

There won’t be any shows any time. Soon I’ve gotten bad blood work lately. Saw another doc today and kinda knew what he was going to say. I have diabetes and don’t know how this is going to affect my passion of competing going forward, but as of know I need to chill. Not on any insulin as of yet but have to check bloods twice daily and take
Meds.

I’ll know more when I see my endocrinologist. I feel
Perfectly fine but guess my blood work doesn’t lie. It got it checked two different months to see how it came back.

I’ve spoke to a few guys on here who I really respect and know this isn’t the end but I gotta figure out my next move.

I’m cruising now at 250 a week last 8 weeks. Longest I have in a long time.

I’ve lost some size I know that and strength. But will keep
Pushing
My competing days are behind me but 4 years ago was diagnosed with full blown diabetes! Insulin and orals! Started back working out about a year ago and recently started a cycle 11 weeks ago. Started eating carbs trying to bulk up completely ignoring the fact I'm a diabetic and just pounding more insulin. 14 units of fast acting insulin wasnt touching my blood sugar and that's alot! Scared me! I've since cut carbs down next to nothing and my numbers are becoming better! Need to get in and get bloodwork done asap!! My suggestion is take care of yourself!! Shit is no joke but can be managed! At one point I was able to get off insulin! Doesn't run in my family so I wonder if competition diets and maybe steroids had something to do with it?
 
Figured I’d post this here since a lot of members followed me last year leading up to my show. And haven’t posted much lately. Plus Stanford has always been good to me with my orders

There won’t be any shows any time. Soon I’ve gotten bad blood work lately. Saw another doc today and kinda knew what he was going to say. I have diabetes and don’t know how this is going to affect my passion of competing going forward, but as of know I need to chill. Not on any insulin as of yet but have to check bloods twice daily and take
Meds.

I’ll know more when I see my endocrinologist. I feel
Perfectly fine but guess my blood work doesn’t lie. It got it checked two different months to see how it came back.

I’ve spoke to a few guys on here who I really respect and know this isn’t the end but I gotta figure out my next move.

I’m cruising now at 250 a week last 8 weeks. Longest I have in a long time.

I’ve lost some size I know that and strength. But will keep
Pushing
Keep your head up man. You got this.
 
I’ve never been an addict. But I have ex friends that were.

Addiction changes people, they become something they never dreamed themself to become and do things they always said they would never do. The moral compass that once guided them becomes blacked out by chasing dragons as the dark clouds come setting in over the horizon.

When one is done chasing the dragon they get that remorse, they want to make it right because the dark clouds moved on and the dragon layed down to sleep for the time being.

Be there for fellow man, but be weary of when that dragon might wake up. There is always hope that the dragon never wakes and the beacon of light returns and stays lite and fellow man can return to his morals.

How I always felt. Addiction can return at anytime. It's not if but when.

Listin pull in I came here to fix my mess. If u got a problem with it you get the fuck out of here. At least I'm here admitting I fucked up. I could have just opened a new account and started over like a some of the other ducks floating around. That being said @Kim I don't know if you missed the part where I said I was on a lot of drugs for a short period of time but if you did, allow me to repeat myself.. I was on a lot of drugs for a short period of time. 500 , 1000 whatever it was ill fix it. But I would appreciate if when your doing background checks you could do yourself a favor and ask me for my social... There are 4. People with my name in the state I reside, 2 within 50 miles of my home town. Ironically 3 have criminal records.. In not saying I'm perfect, but your little attempt at bringing to light whatever criminal past I have is very much pointed in the wrong direction.. Last time i checked you don't spend 12 years in the infantry and still have time to have a big ads criminal past .. All you mentioned would be felonies. So.... How does that work? I just kept getting breaks.... If your refwrinf to the guy with the felonies, when he got his 3rd distribution charge I was dodging bullets in Iraq ... March of 2003. He went to prison from 04 to 07 which means I must not have deployed with 2/137 or 1/138 light infantry in 05 and o6... You can make this out to be whatever you want it yo be, but th fact remains im here... Andbim trying to fix it so may be don't be such a bitch.

What gives you the right to tell people to get the fuck out of here?

Unlike most I take zero piddy on you for your drug habits. We make our lives and choices into our own hands. At a young age I had my cousins free basing in front me and shooting up. Parents who were coke addicts and king pins. My best friend was a coke head in high school and was offered it numerous times. Never once did I ever try it cause I know what road it could lead down.
I may not have had the self experience with addiction to drugs but I think I get a voice when I've attended so many funerals of close FAMILY members dieing from drugs or the diseases they carried.
I've heard this same sob fucking story 100x. Proof is in the pudding friend.

You wanna make shit better for members here that you scammed then don't sing it, bring it. As for your credibility? Shot for good. In my eyes.

But as I've always said, "I wish you the best of luck in your fight weather it be 10 days sober or 10 years. Addiction will always come knocking."
 
I'm new to exemestane in liquid form, anyone use it? and does it normally solidify at the top after sitting a while? Thanks
 
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