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Listin pull in I came here to fix my mess. If u got a problem with it you get the fuck out of here. At least I'm here admitting I fucked up. I could have just opened a new account and started over like a some of the other ducks floating around. That being said @Kim I don't know if you missed the part where I said I was on a lot of drugs for a short period of time but if you did, allow me to repeat myself.. I was on a lot of drugs for a short period of time. 500 , 1000 whatever it was ill fix it. But I would appreciate if when your doing background checks you could do yourself a favor and ask me for my social... There are 4. People with my name in the state I reside, 2 within 50 miles of my home town. Ironically 3 have criminal records.. In not saying I'm perfect, but your little attempt at bringing to light whatever criminal past I have is very much pointed in the wrong direction.. Last time i checked you don't spend 12 years in the infantry and still have time to have a big ads criminal past .. All you mentioned would be felonies. So.... How does that work? I just kept getting breaks.... If your refwrinf to the guy with the felonies, when he got his 3rd distribution charge I was dodging bullets in Iraq ... March of 2003. He went to prison from 04 to 07 which means I must not have deployed with 2/137 or 1/138 light infantry in 05 and o6... You can make this out to be whatever you want it yo be, but th fact remains im here... Andbim trying to fix it so may be don't be such a bitch.
And on the NPP, my friend has some of SP's NPP 200. Crashes within a couple of hours of being reheated. He used a candle warmer, took a good half hour each time but worked well. He isn't real subject to PIP so maybe this is a bit biased but even at 200 the NPP is smooth.
I'm not directly involved in this so I can talk to you without emotions involved and without any disrespect.
First off Thank you for your service. Anyone who fought for our country to protect our freedoms deserves some respect.
Finding a way to bring up your service in virtually every post isn't helping your cause however as that service has nothing to do with the current situation and it comes off as an attempt to gain sympathy.
There have been a lot of inconsistencies in your posts. When I said you knew who you had stolen from and how much, you clarified that you did in fact know that. Then Kim said you owed her $500.
You said it wasn't $500 and you both new it implying that it was much less. Now after she posts proof that is was a bit over $500 you backtrack and say you were high at the time and it could have been $500 or $1,000 you were high and didn't know.
Changing your story doesn't help your credibility. Arguing back and forth about your criminal record also doesn't make a lot of sense. There are lots of guys here with a record who have served time. No one cares. The only reason it is relevant is because of your actions NOW.
Not sure why this is all being posted publicly anyway. If you are trying to make it right with those people you stole from as you say you are that could have all been done via pm. Then when it was done you could come back here and apologize and have a better shot of it being well received.
Your time now should be spent getting yourself better and turning your life around. Then you can make restitution with those you wronged both on and off of this board. After that if you want to post here then have at it.
And you pay who you stole from. If I owe you $100 and Bickel owes me a hundred it is my responsibility to pay you not to tell you Bickel owes me a hundred go collect from him. You owe Seven and Kim. Pay them. It will then be on Kim to contact Royal and work something out with them since they were stand up and covered for your stealing to make her whole.
If after you repay her in full she doesn't do the right thing and contact Royal then the board can call her out. But HER integrity isn't in question now YOURS is.
Get the help you need.
@StanfordPharma sorry for cluttering up the thread my friend. As others have said you don't have anything to explain to anyone. When there is an issue you always make it right. Hope things improve for you moving forward.
And on the NPP, my friend has some of SP's NPP 200. Crashes within a couple of hours of being reheated. He used a candle warmer, took a good half hour each time but worked well. He isn't real subject to PIP so maybe this is a bit biased but even at 200 the NPP is smooth.
This is my main concern...i've heard horror stories of gear crashing in the muscle after injection. i'll test a small injection after I've brought it back to life before plunging a couple cc's.
Your misunderstanding what I'm saying.. Also bringing up service in every post? Since when .. I said the person got in trouble while I was in Iraq. I'm not trying gone in over any hearts here. And frankly the friends I've made here are still very much my friends. They have been there and have called or emailed to check on me. All you guys who want to call me a thief , and a scammer can go whatever route u want with this but at the end of the day anyone who has had battles with addiction has done the same god dam thing. Maybe not to someone on a forum but to a family member or a friend. That's not an excuse its reality. This is the last time I'm gonna post on this matter. At the end of the day I'm gonna handle it the way I see fit. My reputation here at meso is the least of my concern. My health is my main focus. So like I've said already, I fucked up and I took her money. I've noticed that no other member has come forward to claim the same thing. Its a bit different when your facing your acusor. Where are they at Kim. You were the only person I took money from and anyone else who wants to claim it has had plenty of time to come forward.... Where are they??? Stop saying shit u know nothing about.. I came here to fix shit and your still talking shit...lmao.. Whatevs and for the army guy who wants to compare dick sizes. Gtfo.... Good job at th ranger bat... U and about a million others since 1944... I don't give a fuck about your respect. If u think I came back here for some pats on the back ur out your god dam mind. U guys are all so hung up in your screen names and being keyboard warriors.. Oh.. And jumping on any chick who happens to have an account u forget how to be a fucking man. .. Jesus Christ. People were right about going down hill.. Oh and whoever said I was obviously doing shit behind the scenes??? What the fuck do u th I k meso is. Its a front for a whole lot of behind the scenes shit. Open ur fucking eyes.. Kim. Ill be in touch. No more need to send emails that say we will get you... Lmao. I'm not hard to find...I got 3 weeks of treatment left and ill settle up Feb first. Deuces meso sorry to clog up your thread sp.. Good luck with the circus side show.I'm not directly involved in this so I can talk to you without emotions involved and without any disrespect.
First off Thank you for your service. Anyone who fought for our country to protect our freedoms deserves some respect.
Finding a way to bring up your service in virtually every post isn't helping your cause however as that service has nothing to do with the current situation and it comes off as an attempt to gain sympathy.
There have been a lot of inconsistencies in your posts. When I said you knew who you had stolen from and how much, you clarified that you did in fact know that. Then Kim said you owed her $500.
You said it wasn't $500 and you both new it implying that it was much less. Now after she posts proof that is was a bit over $500 you backtrack and say you were high at the time and it could have been $500 or $1,000 you were high and didn't know.
Changing your story doesn't help your credibility. Arguing back and forth about your criminal record also doesn't make a lot of sense. There are lots of guys here with a record who have served time. No one cares. The only reason it is relevant is because of your actions NOW.
Not sure why this is all being posted publicly anyway. If you are trying to make it right with those people you stole from as you say you are that could have all been done via pm. Then when it was done you could come back here and apologize and have a better shot of it being well received.
Your time now should be spent getting yourself better and turning your life around. Then you can make restitution with those you wronged both on and off of this board. After that if you want to post here then have at it.
And you pay who you stole from. If I owe you $100 and Bickel owes me a hundred it is my responsibility to pay you not to tell you Bickel owes me a hundred go collect from him. You owe Seven and Kim. Pay them. It will then be on Kim to contact Royal and work something out with them since they were stand up and covered for your stealing to make her whole.
If after you repay her in full she doesn't do the right thing and contact Royal then the board can call her out. But HER integrity isn't in question now YOURS is.
Get the help you need.
@StanfordPharma sorry for cluttering up the thread my friend. As others have said you don't have anything to explain to anyone. When there is an issue you always make it right. Hope things improve for you moving forward.
And on the NPP, my friend has some of SP's NPP 200. Crashes within a couple of hours of being reheated. He used a candle warmer, took a good half hour each time but worked well. He isn't real subject to PIP so maybe this is a bit biased but even at 200 the NPP is smooth.
Your misunderstanding what I'm saying.. Also bringing up service in every post? Since when .. I said the person got in trouble while I was in Iraq. I'm not trying gone in over any hearts here. And frankly the friends I've made here are still very much my friends. They have been there and have called or emailed to check on me. All you guys who want to call me a thief , and a scammer can go whatever route u want with this but at the end of the day anyone who has had battles with addiction has done the same god dam thing. Maybe not to someone on a forum but to a family member or a friend. That's not an excuse its reality. This is the last time I'm gonna post on this matter. At the end of the day I'm gonna handle it the way I see fit. My reputation here at meso is the least of my concern. My health is my main focus. So like I've said already, I fucked up and I took her money. I've noticed that no other member has come forward to claim the same thing. Its a bit different when your facing your acusor. Where are they at Kim. You were the only person I took money from and anyone else who wants to claim it has had plenty of time to come forward.... Where are they??? Stop saying shit u know nothing about.. I came here to fix shit and your still talking shit...lmao.. Whatevs and for the army guy who wants to compare dick sizes. Gtfo.... Good job at th ranger bat... U and about a million others since 1944... I don't give a fuck about your respect. If u think I came back here for some pats on the back ur out your god dam mind. U guys are all so hung up in your screen names and being keyboard warriors.. Oh.. And jumping on any chick who happens to have an account u forget how to be a fucking man. .. Jesus Christ. People were right about going down hill.. Oh and whoever said I was obviously doing shit behind the scenes??? What the fuck do u th I k meso is. Its a front for a whole lot of behind the scenes shit. Open ur fucking eyes.. Kim. Ill be in touch. No more need to send emails that say we will get you... Lmao. I'm not hard to find...I got 3 weeks of treatment left and ill settle up Feb first. Deuces meso sorry to clog up your thread sp.. Good luck with the circus side show.
You still hung up on me Junky ? Are you really that pathetic that you are sitting in Rehab still blaming other people for your actions or worse a drug you chose to take ? I’d get my money back from that facility. I’ve already said I had the same pain killer addiction yet I never stole from anyone ever, I even went and did my job every day. My attitude ended up hurting my career and my family. I don’t blame PTSD or Percocets, that blame lies squarely on my shoulders. I’d do the math for you about how many Rangers there have been since WW2 but I have the feeling you can’t count. Well under a million you imbecile. You clearly care what I think or you wouldn’t keep talking to me, I get it you were a proud man once and want the respect of other proud men. Get Kim’s bitcoin address and send her the money you owe her, It’s pretty simple, so simple even a junky can do it.Your misunderstanding what I'm saying.. Also bringing up service in every post? Since when .. I said the person got in trouble while I was in Iraq. I'm not trying gone in over any hearts here. And frankly the friends I've made here are still very much my friends. They have been there and have called or emailed to check on me. All you guys who want to call me a thief , and a scammer can go whatever route u want with this but at the end of the day anyone who has had battles with addiction has done the same god dam thing. Maybe not to someone on a forum but to a family member or a friend. That's not an excuse its reality. This is the last time I'm gonna post on this matter. At the end of the day I'm gonna handle it the way I see fit. My reputation here at meso is the least of my concern. My health is my main focus. So like I've said already, I fucked up and I took her money. I've noticed that no other member has come forward to claim the same thing. Its a bit different when your facing your acusor. Where are they at Kim. You were the only person I took money from and anyone else who wants to claim it has had plenty of time to come forward.... Where are they??? Stop saying shit u know nothing about.. I came here to fix shit and your still talking shit...lmao.. Whatevs and for the army guy who wants to compare dick sizes. Gtfo.... Good job at th ranger bat... U and about a million others since 1944... I don't give a fuck about your respect. If u think I came back here for some pats on the back ur out your god dam mind. U guys are all so hung up in your screen names and being keyboard warriors.. Oh.. And jumping on any chick who happens to have an account u forget how to be a fucking man. .. Jesus Christ. People were right about going down hill.. Oh and whoever said I was obviously doing shit behind the scenes??? What the fuck do u th I k meso is. Its a front for a whole lot of behind the scenes shit. Open ur fucking eyes.. Kim. Ill be in touch. No more need to send emails that say we will get you... Lmao. I'm not hard to find...I got 3 weeks of treatment left and ill settle up Feb first. Deuces meso sorry to clog up your thread sp.. Good luck with the circus side show.
Yeah when I was doing 1cc no problems very mild only if I pinned to fastI been running 500 mg/week
No problems
Doing 2ccs twice a week of stanny cyp no pip whatsoeverQuestion for you guys
Currently pinning 1.5mls twice a week of the test cyp and getting some nice PIP usually don’t get it at this volume I’ve tried heating the syringe barrel, rice sock before and after, massaged the area, and injecting pretty slowly
Using a 1” 25g dart
Any suggestions?
Lousy news to receive man, sorry to hear. Is the beetus a result of using HGH and slin?Figured I’d post this here since a lot of members followed me last year leading up to my show. And haven’t posted much lately. Plus Stanford has always been good to me with my orders
There won’t be any shows any time. Soon I’ve gotten bad blood work lately. Saw another doc today and kinda knew what he was going to say. I have diabetes and don’t know how this is going to affect my passion of competing going forward, but as of know I need to chill. Not on any insulin as of yet but have to check bloods twice daily and take
Meds.
I’ll know more when I see my endocrinologist. I feel
Perfectly fine but guess my blood work doesn’t lie. It got it checked two different months to see how it came back.
I’ve spoke to a few guys on here who I really respect and know this isn’t the end but I gotta figure out my next move.
I’m cruising now at 250 a week last 8 weeks. Longest I have in a long time.
I’ve lost some size I know that and strength. But will keep
Pushing
Lousy news to receive man, sorry to hear. Is the beetus a result of using HGH and slin?
Family history of it ?Have never done either. Only the basic steroids
My dad is pre diabeticFamily history of it ?