Wow I never seen this much bro science and misinformation. Op if you are trying to get help read read read. All these clowns telling you is anecdotal and personal belief(bro science)
Your hpta is a very delicate balance can fuck You up for life if you keep doing what you are doing with no real understanding of the hormones you are getting in to. Your body is not an amusement park. It's going to give you back what you did to it. READ and read some more. You are given a false sense of security about very strong compounds
Do you know what 19nor means? Deca and tren both are and you shouldn't run them together for very specific side affects. If you didn't know that, it's time for you to educate yourself while you serve your probation.
Good luck bud just don't be thick headed idiot when it comes to your body you only get one per life time