Haha. Me too. “Total request Live”, you remember that shit?!?
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Haha. Me too. “Total request Live”, you remember that shit?!?
This is unfortunate. I didn't realize that many people had a bad reaction to MCT. ever since I tried MCT I will never go back to GSO. Hopefully more people. Request it from you. Thank you for the reply
WeMadeItToAndromeda
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At the risk of opening myself up to ridicule, I just want you to know that you are not alone in your Walk, brother.
I was agnostic for a long time before I finally quit wrestling with God and came to him. I was finally given "ears to hear and eyes to see". AAS just happen to be my struggle and I pray every day that I am able to step away from them fully and repent before my time comes. I am trying, every injection makes me feel like I am spitting in the face of God (I'm not talking about TRT doses) and it fills me with guilt.
For a long time, I tried to justify it as me keeping up with the competition (I compete in Strongman as an amateur hoping to get my pro card and powerlifting). I find it harder to justify that every day, and I've finally accepted the fact that a lot of it is the pride and vanity of being the biggest and strongest dude in the gym.
I'm only 29 (I'll be 30 in a few months), but we never know when our time will be up. Jon Pall Sigmarsson was only 32 when he died from a heart condition while deadlifting. His heart condition was exacerbated by his use of AAS. You never know, that could be me.
Anyway brother, I'll not muddy up the thread with this, I just wanted to let you know we all have our struggles and you aren't alone in that. I'll be praying for you, that the Lord may stay his hand for both of us until we are both right in his eyes and are able to stand before him during our eventual judgement knowing we repented.
I do think MCT will eventually be a choice for all of my injectables. It will be one of those things that I will have to collect data for, in the form of requests; and interpret the amount of that line to stock.
At the moment, my main point of concentration is maintaining what I have already while restocking to a point in which I can divert attention to new compounds and/or carrier oils.
This is a continuous learning process for me and I intend to proceed at a rate in which I am comfortable in my ability to provide a consistent level of care and attention to detail. I could imagine that many UGL downfalls result from an owner's inability to say no because of the fear of missed sales. Please know that I have conditioned myself to these thoughts over nearly 2 years in preparation for today. I refuse to extend myself beyond my capabilities because I won't disrespect my work or my conscience for income.
One step at a time is my motto.
Thank you for your request and for sharing your experience with MCT as a carrier oil.
Oh, man, your post is greatly appreciated.
I too struggled with that same apprehension of ridicule that you mentioned. Then I remembered that the fear of ridicule is one of the greatest deterrents to witnessing everywhere. So I commend you for willfully placing yourself out there and assuming that risk.
Convictions and feelings of guilt are all individual and not subject to the judgement of mortals. If I'm wrong for what I do and have done; I will be judged eventually. The judgement will not, however, come from a peer; so I abandoned my fear of ridicule before I made my first post here. Ridicule away, I say!
Have a good wek.
I can appreciate this post. I am not going to throw stones. I used to be mr bible. I was active in church, tithed, even played drums on the worship team for years. I don’t have anything against the church but, I can tell you that ship has sailed for me. After begging God for years to help me with certain things, I learned I was asking for help from the wind. Nobody was listening. Nobody cared. It taught me we are supposed to handle our shit on our own. We need to own it and deal with it or we can let it run our lives. We all have our “it”. It may be drugs, porn, sex, women, men, money, acceptance, love. There is always something in the way of us becoming who we want to be. The guilt of us trying to please god is overwhelming and un-ending.
I hope you find your peace.
Pierced
Member
If I may quote Penn Jillitte, "Men do Gods work because there is no God to do it".
I don’t think MESO is going to ridicule people’s religious beliefs just as long as it doesn’t become a thread-clogger.
There’s a whole world within MESO outside of the Underground. If you want to talk religion go find that thread of like-minded conversations.
Same with anything else you want to discuss outside of SymBiotics products and using said products. The threads are all categorized. Let’s not jam up this thread with pages of bullshit.
There’s a whole world within MESO outside of the Underground. If you want to talk religion go find that thread of like-minded conversations.
Same with anything else you want to discuss outside of SymBiotics products and using said products. The threads are all categorized. Let’s not jam up this thread with pages of bullshit.
Pierced
Member
Really? Most of these threads, especially TGI, are full of off topic bullshit.
WeMadeItToAndromeda
Member
I think there was a lesson to be learned there and from what I've gathered, people would prefer source threads to be just that. Threads where the subject matter pertains to the source, the quality of the source, reviews , questions to the source etc.
When source threads turn into a place where people hangout and talk about random stuff, apparently it becomes a conspiracy breeding ground and people come up with conspiracies from within the thread and people from the outside looking into the thread develop conspiracies.
Just from what I've seen.
I didn't want to start a debate or anything, merely to offer my words of support pertaining to the world outside of Meso. I definitely think it is a good idea to keep source threads just about sources, and I fully respect that notion and will abide with it.
I know you’ve heard this before... but God does things in his time and not yours. If you weren’t granted with your prayer requests it’s because you wasn’t ready for it. I believe God prepares us and doesn’t give handouts. He prepares us by opening doors for us to CHOOSE what direction we want. He makes it to where you have to work and then it’ll be more appreciated. It will make us stronger and more wise in the process.
I am far from a religious person but I’ve read most of the Bible and I do believe in God.
I’m done with my sermon now
Oh and @BigBaldBeardGuy good luck keeping threads on topic the entire time
lol. It’s almost an impossible task. I do agree it shouldn’t be pages on pages of BS. I like it personally though cause the off topic banter is how I get a feel for other members.
Lunch break is over now. Back to work I go...
Yea I know. I’m merely suggesting that we don’t do the same with this one.
It has nothing to do about religion specifically.
It would be nice to see a source at the top of the list because of the product and not the bullshit day to day chitter chatter.
Oh and @BigBaldBeardGuy good luck keeping threads on topic the entire time
I do agree it shouldn’t be pages on pages of BS. I like it personally though cause the off topic banter is how I get a feel for other members.
Lunch break is over now. Back to work I go...
I know but I figured I’d give it a shot at least.
I definitely have zero interest in policing on topic posts. [emoji12][emoji379]
T&H
Well-known Member
I see people talking about mct and gso. Is one completely clear and the other yellow? The only oil I'm super familiar with is guiacol because it smells terrible.
WeMadeItToAndromeda
Member
Yes, MCT oil is clear. GSO is yellowish. MCT oil also flows better in my opinion.
T&H
Well-known Member
Perfect, thanks. I've gotten both in the past but not sure I prefer one over the other.
WeMadeItToAndromeda
Member
Some people have reactions to one or the other, seems like more people experience negative reactions to MCT oil.
Mig840 is actually my favorite carrier oil. It'll hold higher concentrations and literally flows like water, it's so nice to pin. However, people who experience bad reactions to MCT oil usually experience that with Mig840 as well.
MisterSuperGod
Well-known Member
Every source thread has off topic talk. It's unavoidable, but a reminder every so often to remember the purpose of a thread may be a good idea, based on past experiences.
i think i speak for many when i say we don't want to see this turn into another 3000 page miscellaneous, anything goes thread.
Somebody said that atheists are the best Christians. Because when they do good , they dont do it because they were told to.
But mct always makes me swell for some reason. Always get pip almost exactly 2.5 days later
But mct always makes me swell for some reason. Always get pip almost exactly 2.5 days later
