@thoroughlyconfused I wanted to make more fun of you, as I felt like the flak you caught from others, as well as me, was well deserved, given how you carried yourself, but then something made me think twice, and having now read your older posts, in conjunction with having realised, that you posted your bloodwork -
I will outright admit to have been wrong. I did not realise the severity of your issue.
Though I should have known better, given I had basically already identified your mental health struggles in a previous post of mine.
This is your very first post from March, 2025:
Hi so introduction about myself .... I'm currently on tesamorelin, ipamorelin, bpc 157, tb4 and cardarine. ... Considering adding either tirz or reta because with this injury I gained a lot of weight and have been struggling with binge eating lately.
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This is from your thread titled: "
Which glp1 is best for my situation? Please help". It confirms what was alluded in the previous quote:
I'm going to start one of these [THREADS] due to binge eating issues.
I know how to track my calories, I have a good understanding of the science behind everything... But I fail with severe binge eating every few weeks. I gained a lot of weight through a injury and I've started eating very well again. I'm still losing weight but incredibly incredibly slowly from the binge eating which is usually 7000 calories for like a week straight every month or so
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And all this while telling yourself, as well as and others, this:
So your friends were significantly less healthy then me ...
I will now go out on a limb, and tell you, that you are almost certainly in a state of clinical depression, and are in absolute denial about it, as well as the state of your decaying physical health, at the age of just 23.
You take drugs, you have no business taking, and now want to add even more drugs, with much more severe long term consequences if mismanaged. All while you keep injuring yourself with your training attempts, with no end in sight.
You are trying to regain control over something, that you have lost control over. I will not go on to speculate what that might be, or when that has happened.
Do not attempt to use any more drugs to fix this issue, unless them being prescribed by a doctor, that you feel you can trust.
You will not be able to fix this situation yourself, so go find a therapist, counseling or whatever is suitable in your situation. Talk to your family, or whoever is in your inner circle, about this. Trying to hide it will only make it worse.
I am fine if you now feel the need to insult me in any shape, way or form, if that is your first visceral reaction. I will not hit back this time,
but ask for an apology.
Please read this message a few times, then let it sink in.
Then read it again a few days.
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You are 23 and your bloodwork has warning indicators written in it. Steroids are not the cure. Your lifestyle is.
Go get healthy man. Leave this place. It's not for you.
I can't add anything meaningful to that anymore. Please leave this forum behind you, you will not find what you were looking for here.
I hope that you will get better soon.
