The Don’t Fucking Relapse Thread - Post here instead of submitting to cravings

[little]

I know a lot of us are addicts, relapsed very bad last night, father in law had to tackle me as I was about to dig out my wrists. I wanted to get high and it cost me some nice stitches and a damaged marriage.

Benzos are my thing.

We spent the night at her parents and the whole time I’m going back and fourth from the site I get my benzos from. “Well she’ll be gone when the mail runs this day if I order today” FUCKING WRONG.

Its fucking hard, it takes lives, families, everything. Especially with covid we can’t just go to the gym.

Please. If your having cravings and seriously thinking of relapsing. Post here and ask me what I think about that decision.

 

[Jjay]

I'm also a recovering heroin addict. I work for at a treatment facility if anyone needs to talk some shit out. I'maways here for that struggle. No matter who it is

 

[BigBaldBeardGuy]

I know a lot of us are addicts, relapsed very bad last night, father in law had to tackle me as I was about to dig out my wrists. I wanted to get high and it cost me some nice stitches and a damaged marriage.

Benzos are my thing.

We spent the night at her parents and the whole time I’m going back and fourth from the site I get my benzos from. “Well she’ll be gone when the mail runs this day if I order today” FUCKING WRONG.

Its fucking hard, it takes lives, families, everything. Especially with covid we can’t just go to the gym.

Please. If your having cravings and seriously thinking of relapsing. Post here and ask me what I think about that decision.

Get better man. Thanks for starting this thread. It’s going to help a lot of people.

 

[bambam333]

I know a lot of us are addicts, relapsed very bad last night, father in law had to tackle me as I was about to dig out my wrists. I wanted to get high and it cost me some nice stitches and a damaged marriage.

Benzos are my thing.

We spent the night at her parents and the whole time I’m going back and fourth from the site I get my benzos from. “Well she’ll be gone when the mail runs this day if I order today” FUCKING WRONG.

Its fucking hard, it takes lives, families, everything. Especially with covid we can’t just go to the gym.

Please. If your having cravings and seriously thinking of relapsing. Post here and ask me what I think about that decision.

Good thread. You know the deal you know you have 2 paths now and the one to take is the one where you take this screw up on the chin learn from it as a fresh reminder and keep moving along

 

[little]

Good thread. You know the deal you know you have 2 paths now and the one to take is the one where you take this screw up on the chin learn from it as a fresh reminder and keep moving along

Right, we can just keep choosing to move forward

getting high or drunk is taking steps back

I wanna look like Dallas mccarver not a fatty liver fuck in benzo withdrawal

 

[bambam333]

Right, we can just keep choosing to move forward

getting high or drunk is taking steps back

I wanna look like Dallas mccarver not a fatty liver fuck in benzo withdrawal

Yea man it’s all good unfortunately sometimes for us thick headed motherfuckers we need a rude reminder of how shitty things get when using to take 2 steps forward. We are cut different and know that it will NEVER end well for us. If I was able to smoke crack and shoot dope like a gentlemen best believe I would still be doing it but there is no off switch for me and it took me alottttt of beatin my self into accepting that

 

[juicy122]

To be honest mine is ghb I use to do it on weekends and ever since this lockdown I've been doing once a day with a day off here and there. I gotta stop but this shit is hard because it doesn't give me a calm down like other drugs and even enhances my workouts fk me..

 

[bambam333]

To be honest mine is ghb I use to do it on weekends and ever since this lockdown I've been doing once a day with a day off here and there. I gotta stop but this shit is hard because it doesn't give me a calm down like other drugs and even enhances my workouts fk me..

Poor it down the sink my man and don’t look back

 

[bambam333]

That’s of course if your ready unfortunately. Are you ready? I used to throw my pipe out every day saying I was done and then just end up buying a new one from the bodega every morning until the pain was great enough to force me to change

 

[little]

To be honest mine is ghb I use to do it on weekends and ever since this lockdown I've been doing once a day with a day off here and there. I gotta stop but this shit is hard because it doesn't give me a calm down like other drugs and even enhances my workouts fk me..

Like bambam said you gotta be ready for it, beat down and tired

Once your tired enough your wanna pour it out, but then the next day you’ll be thinking of getting more smh

it’s fuckjng viscous

I abused the fuck out of gbl too

nothing that you have to take EVERYDAY to change the way you feel is okay

 

[little]

And what did panda and dragon make readily available recently? Fucking gbl fuck me

 

[juicy122]

Like bambam said you gotta be ready for it, beat down and tired

Once your tired enough your wanna pour it out, but then the next day you’ll be thinking of getting more smh

it’s fuckjng viscous

I abused the fuck out of gbl too

nothing that you have to take EVERYDAY to change the way you feel is okay

I know it's really tough . Honestly can't throw it out atm but I will for sure stop this when I'm rdy for now I gotta ease back on it and slowly curb the habit.

 

[juicy122]

And what did panda and dragon make readily available recently? Fucking gbl fuck me

What do you mean panda and dragon? Lol

 

[little]

What do you mean panda and dragon? Lol

Nothing lol

 

[little]

I know it's really tough . Honestly can't throw it out atm but I will for sure stop this when I'm rdy for now I gotta ease back on it and slowly curb the habit.

We’re here to talk when your ready if you need

 

[ickyrica]

When I read the thread name fast I always think it says prolapse...

 

[bambam333]

I know it's really tough . Honestly can't throw it out atm but I will for sure stop this when I'm rdy for now I gotta ease back on it and slowly curb the habit.

Well at least your honest. I’m always available

 

[juicy122]

Oh yeah I forgot vaping. My god this shit is the most addicting thing I've ever experienced. That is srsly something I have to stop I've thrown it out so many times and I find myself back at the gas station buying another one!

 

[bambam333]

Oh yeah I forgot vaping. My god this shit is the most addicting thing I've ever experienced. That is srsly something I have to stop I've thrown it out so many times and I find myself back at the gas station buying another one!

I feel ya I vape just nicotine but it never leaves my hand even when I’m sleeping. I went from 3 packs a day to probably more nicotine with this vape but it’s the only thing I have left but in time I’ll have to let it go too

 

[juicy122]

I feel ya I vape just nicotine but it never leaves my hand even when I’m sleeping. I went from 3 packs a day to probably more nicotine with this vape but it’s the only thing I have left but in time I’ll have to let it go too

lmao i swear its just always in your hands LOL. and every night i have enough of it and tell myself tom im going to cut down on it and you wake up all fresh to vape all day again lol. crazy habit.