Solocam
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5' 6 220lbs @ 52 years old.
A little history. Started lifting at 17 steady until 23. Got fairly strong for a smaller guy, never huge.(No drugs and not enough calories (protein). Topped out at 178lbs in what I would consider good condition (roughly 15% bf, never super lean but very faint abs). Took a short break, back at it again by 25 thru 30 years old. After that very off and on every 6-8 months. (Started 2 businesses and became a father to twins at 32, workouts stopped). Picked back up in 2012 when I hit 232lbs, was able to get down to 185 after 6 months of dieting. Lost both businesses shortly after, and got depressed. 2013 slight tear to my left calf, too tough to have surgery, so it healed that way. 2015 I injured both achilles tendons, both still hurt at times. Doc says there was no tears they could find. Felt like knife sticking into my heals for months. Gotta love baseball..... Spent the next 8 years half assing workouts and life. Dug out of deep depression last September and hit the home gym after years of dormancy. Weighed 219.8lbs on Sept.8th. (I journal everything). I had lost a ton of lean mass over the years. Down to 140ish LBM.... hella fat. Sept through Dec.27th, 3 day splits with cardio for 30 minutes pre workout and 1 hour on "off days". Dropped calories to 1500-1800 on most days. (I have a very sedantary desk job).... Kept carbs below 60g /protein 150ish daily / fats (looking at now) - way too high. 70-90g per day (olive oil on salads and MCT in protein shake).
I struggled to push through mightly in late december, no energy, exhausted at all hours, and I couldn't see any difference physically. Mentally I just couldn't concentrate. Sleep was and still is all messed up. (Maybe 5 to 6 hours of broken sleep). I took a home test to check T levels. Results came back low at 212.
Sick of being fat and tired, but not sure I want to commit to TRT for the next 20 years. Contemplated peptides, for fat loss along with a GHRP. However, it seems like those things are just a band aid, and covering the fact my hormones are out of wack.
Not really sure where to go from here. I want to lose the body fat and part of me still wants to get jacked..... ala "the sliced and diced grandpa thread". Biggest issue is lack of energy and motivation.
I attached my test results. Feel free to comment, criticize, etc.
A little history. Started lifting at 17 steady until 23. Got fairly strong for a smaller guy, never huge.(No drugs and not enough calories (protein). Topped out at 178lbs in what I would consider good condition (roughly 15% bf, never super lean but very faint abs). Took a short break, back at it again by 25 thru 30 years old. After that very off and on every 6-8 months. (Started 2 businesses and became a father to twins at 32, workouts stopped). Picked back up in 2012 when I hit 232lbs, was able to get down to 185 after 6 months of dieting. Lost both businesses shortly after, and got depressed. 2013 slight tear to my left calf, too tough to have surgery, so it healed that way. 2015 I injured both achilles tendons, both still hurt at times. Doc says there was no tears they could find. Felt like knife sticking into my heals for months. Gotta love baseball..... Spent the next 8 years half assing workouts and life. Dug out of deep depression last September and hit the home gym after years of dormancy. Weighed 219.8lbs on Sept.8th. (I journal everything). I had lost a ton of lean mass over the years. Down to 140ish LBM.... hella fat. Sept through Dec.27th, 3 day splits with cardio for 30 minutes pre workout and 1 hour on "off days". Dropped calories to 1500-1800 on most days. (I have a very sedantary desk job).... Kept carbs below 60g /protein 150ish daily / fats (looking at now) - way too high. 70-90g per day (olive oil on salads and MCT in protein shake).
I struggled to push through mightly in late december, no energy, exhausted at all hours, and I couldn't see any difference physically. Mentally I just couldn't concentrate. Sleep was and still is all messed up. (Maybe 5 to 6 hours of broken sleep). I took a home test to check T levels. Results came back low at 212.
Sick of being fat and tired, but not sure I want to commit to TRT for the next 20 years. Contemplated peptides, for fat loss along with a GHRP. However, it seems like those things are just a band aid, and covering the fact my hormones are out of wack.
Not really sure where to go from here. I want to lose the body fat and part of me still wants to get jacked..... ala "the sliced and diced grandpa thread". Biggest issue is lack of energy and motivation.
I attached my test results. Feel free to comment, criticize, etc.