Substance induced?? Beer, Amphetamines, lack of pref for benzo's??!!??
Did someone go an clone me....??? And DAMMIT -
I thought I cornered the market on drug induced rabble round here.... LOL[
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FYI - They are no magicians at spotting a man on amphetamines... I set the pace around here a long time ago.[
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I will also say that my recent "ketamine games" have taken me to another/different level. But the net result has been credence and caution unfortunately with a form of paranoia never before rendered. Not an unjustified one either. I'm just finding it difficult to bring back with me on those ventures - only recollections as ideals and "hints" at best - for now... I find Ketamine to be some kind of "Dis-assemly language" or sorts, in that it seems to provide vision to core construction PHILOSOPHICALLY SPEAKING. ( as opposed to say LSD I recall back in college clearly rendering how mathematical and ordered things really are).. A good example would be my running joke is that I AM CERTAIN that the three super-criminals (and demons) from Superman 2 are trapped in my bathroom wall tiles kinda like a PHANTOM ZONE of sorts. L......O......L...... But really the truth is as a good example that there are simply a TON of NEGATIVE WAVES in the art factor of the print on this particular porcelain tile.. I could not see them when I purchased the tile. So its kinda like the NORMAL look at them in store noted a quality - I just could not discern precisely WHAT it was (Bad). And its not like a false "bad trip". There is simply no way to "turn that frown upside down" in the vibe these tiles deliver..!! SO THAT LESSON - in that it really makes you wonder HOW different folks SEE different things, WHAT they are drawn to, WHY (their filter and current life) they might choose them, etc... And the WORST PART being that I now understand that this particular tile is putting a negative twist on my life, because while I may not see it just passing by, or pending regular time around them - ITS THERE and killing my happiness in a way... And unknown to me prior...
is there a message there? Or just rabble.. My boat floats...