Totally agree but as I mentioned I already threw it all away was probably a little bit dumb of me.
What I also realized is that I found some black floaties in my Pharmacom Tren Ace right when starting it. I even made a thread about it: Black Floaties in Tren Ace
And here is my final Update:
Finally almost fully recovered. Today was my first day back in the gym. Obviously a lot weaker then I used to be and not really as massive anymore. Still around 90kg at 182cm (200 pounds at 6') with slightly visable abs. Will probably try to stay away from meso as it somehow makes me want to go back to juicing and try to just be patient and work harder to achieve my dream physique.
At this point I want to thank all of you guys again for the advice and the clear words on what to do. Meso really has a great and supportive community.
And finally my apologies if some of my text is not really comprehensible as English is not my first language.
