That's a beautiful collection
It's a fragile compound, and individually packed gelcaps is the way to keep them fresh. A far cry from a bag of dry UGL tablets.
No teratogenicity (birth defect) issues for men. The problem is its effect on developing embryos in women. The drug is out of your system 5 days after stopping, though they tell women to wait 30 to be sure,
Good luck! Persevere, knowing that whatever sides occur typically ease off after a few days at a given dose, so you can bump up when ready. Worst case scenario, drop back down. Even things like dry eyes at 20mg are often not as bad at 100mg later.
You'll likely see crazy, but brief breakouts that move from one area to the next, with the "hardest to treat" regions on the body, last, That's a good sign.
Hope you've got good lip balm....