Alpha or crazy asshole

I was in the corps for 8 years, did my share of overseas pumps, I hate people as much as the next guy but shit dude sounds like you need a vacation.
 
Unfortunately I can relate to your post. A good rule of thumb is to keep this shit inside your head though because most people don't understand.

Basically all it is is a mixture of low self esteem, anxiety, and narcissism. You'll drive yourself crazy trying to be the best you can be because you'll never be good enough for your standards and to make yourself feel better you look down upon other people. Best thing to do is just try to be happy with where you are in life.
 
You walk around looking at these pathetic excuses for men with their punny physiques and feel disgusted they exist. If any one of these shit stains dares step out of line you'd rip their head of and shit down their neck. You size guys up everywhere you go and think how easy it would be to kill most with your bare hands. Idiots abound everywhere you go traffic, grocery store, hell even your other home the gym, you can't escape these cunts. You find yourself leaving home at unusual times to shop in peace with out the crowds of morons. You find yourself suppressing murderous rages in traffic. Even peace in the gym the most sacred of places can be disturbed by people lesser than ones self eating and various other useless activities hindering your workout...sound familiar to you guys or is it just me lol?
Layoff the tren broo NOT everyone gives a fuck about working out or the gym or nutrition some just dont care accept it
 
I think its just plain out all American to want to be the best. We all want the nicest cars and shit. A competitive nature is ingrained in us. Accompanied by this i am kind of an angry guy. I love fighting, been training and competing for years helps me not get into real trouble fighting in a bar or something. So i know i have some anger problems. Anyways don't really understand the gay shit, do homos run around all pissed or something or are you guys just busting my balls?
 
I think its just plain out all American to want to be the best. We all want the nicest cars and shit. A competitive nature is ingrained in us. Accompanied by this i am kind of an angry guy. I love fighting, been training and competing for years helps me not get into real trouble fighting in a bar or something. So i know i have some anger problems. Anyways don't really understand the gay shit, do homos run around all pissed or something or are you guys just busting my balls?

It's all busting chops. At the end of the day you are who you are and thanks for your service.
 
I have a good friend who joined the USMC. He was a relatively normal guy before hand. Somewhat mellow and level headed. But after the marines he changed. He became a lot like what you describe. He got discharged after a few years. Coming home he was very upset that he never got the chance to kill anyone. Eventually he took it upon himself to have that experience. I believe the military, Marines in particular can mentally fuck certain people up. People with specific traits. We aren't built the same. Mentally or physically. Every persons version of "normal" is different.
 
What kind of stack are you running? It must be good. I was having a hard time today in traffic, and I'm just on trt. The gyms I train in are cool. I'm friends with everyone there. I don't frequent bars anymore. That is where the action is.
 
I have a good friend who joined the USMC. He was a relatively normal guy before hand. Somewhat mellow and level headed. But after the marines he changed. He became a lot like what you describe. He got discharged after a few years. Coming home he was very upset that he never got the chance to kill anyone. Eventually he took it upon himself to have that experience. I believe the military, Marines in particular can mentally fuck certain people up. People with specific traits. We aren't built the same. Mentally or physically. Every persons version of "normal" is different.
So he was basically a head case and the marines just made him a more aggressive head case with training
What do you think they do in there?
Teach you to make birthday cakes?
 
So he was basically a head case and the marines just made him a more aggressive head case with training
What do you think they do in there?
Teach you to make birthday cakes?
Yeah, actually I thought they taught you how to tie knots and make clay pots to catch rain water.
 
So his dumbass just thought it would be cool to kill somebody simply for the fun?
You were kinda vague
Hope they locked him up for life
A scum of the earth prostitute robbed a friend of his for a decent bit of money. He "hired" her, got rid of her, then gave the money back to his friend. It's still wrong. He regrets it. It haunts him now.
 
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