Ben’s random thoughts

[iris]

Do you believe in that phase?

I believe when you can feel safe, calmness in that person that it is beyond love. When you feel home.. that is pure love.
The form of love that comes once a life time.

Hmmmm...
Tough question.
I think things cannot not change and stay the same, from day one.
But, if it is the kind of thing you say, maybe it will be about those two people being willing to acknowledge, accept and adapt.
It's rare.
If it is worth it, it wouldn't even feel like a choice, you just go with it all.
No will, though, no way.
Maybe easier to abandon ship.
Idk. Maybe just wishful thinking.

 

[iris]

Hope they are all dead these motherfuckers
And then teachers say that communists are a lot better than fascists, to me are almost the same just in a smaller scale

Idk.
I want to have a Google, see if any are still alive.
They probs are.
And out of prison...

Ive never heard of this, brigate rosse.

Antifa of the 1970s for italy or? I only just did a little googlefu.

Terrorist group, but proper, more like the Irish guys, ira.
Antifa's got nothing on them, antifa is just what Boss would call "teppisti" and small time criminals.

Brigate was no joke

 

[bossetti]

Idk.
I want to have a Google, see if any are still alive.
They probs are.
And out of prison...


Terrorist group, but proper, more like the Irish guys, ira.
Antifa's got nothing on them, antifa is just what Boss would call "teppisti" and small time criminals.

Brigate was no joke

It was basically comunist isis loooooooooool

 

[iris]

It was basically comunist isis loooooooooool

But brigate were little cherubs compared to what you mention.
And the main issue being one is gone, the other Is going nowhere, and some.

 

[RekTest]

 

[RekTest]

 

[bossetti]

 

[bossetti]

Wtf????

 

[BabaJagga]

 

[BabaJagga]

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so update, i did half lap and car went into limp mode after downshift with revmatch. throttle position sensor is bad, cant do anything about it so after half lap im done.

terrible weather, cold, wet, slimy track, not good for dry or wet tyres, wasted hundreds of € today and im pissed.

 

[bossetti]

so update, i did half lap and car went into limp mode after downshift with revmatch. throttle position sensor is bad, cant do anything about it so after half lap im done.

terrible weather, cold, wet, slimy track, not good for dry or wet tyres, wasted hundreds of € today and im pissed.

Damn

 

[bossetti]

 

[BabaJagga]

i would say cialis is working. with 12,5mg of aromasin / week my bloat and water renetion is greatly reduced, one time i saw 135/75 bp at morning, never had it that high before. will closely monitor but so far so good. few pimples here and there, maybe 2-3 on chest for first time in my life but on other places norhing unussuall.

im +9kg so far, at morning fasted. ive got accused of blasting so far 2 times.

 

[bossetti]

Lol btw everyone ok?

 

[malfeasance]

View attachment 321263i would say cialis is working. with 12,5mg of aromasin / week my bloat and water renetion is greatly reduced, one time i saw 135/75 bp at morning, never had it that high before. will closely monitor but so far so good. few pimples here and there, maybe 2-3 on chest for first time in my life but on other places norhing unussuall.

im +9kg so far, at morning fasted. ive got accused of blasting so far 2 times.

I never saw blood pressure this low even when I was young, fit, and had never touched gear. I was always 120/70 about on the nose.

 

[BabaJagga]

I never saw blood pressure this low even when I was young, fit, and had never touched gear. I was always 120/70 about on the nose.

that sounds good for me i guess?
thats with 500mg test / week and lot of bloat & water, almost no cardio for few months...

RHR could be 10 points lower and i would be happy tbh. i had always lower bp, once i passed from too low bp after gym. im not sure if its problem or not. i hope it wont get higher, at least this blast.

edit: accused of gear use 3rd time today. its... i dont like it tbh. pushday today, never had pump on my chest like this before. it was from another world. chest is my weakest body part i would say and i dedicate most sets per week for it. i hope it will improve after these 16 weeks.

 

[BabaJagga]

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Lol btw everyone ok?

what u wanna hear? i ate almost nothing during weekend cause of trackday, cause i was pissed and cause i was shitting my brains out yesterday evening ...

pretty stressfull week in work in front of me, ate like ussuall today and had amazing workout. at friday i have big techno party comming where i dont rlly wanna go, but i will try it, completly sober. should be plenty of half naked chicks there so there is that...

what about you mate?

 

[bossetti]

edit: accused of gear use 3rd time today. its... i dont like it tbh. pushday today, never had pump on my chest like this before. it was from another world. chest is my weakest body part i would say and i dedicate most sets per week for it. i hope it will improve after these 16 weeks.

Just suffering from succes lol ,sunday i did a group ride i was first in the peloton and a friend came and said stop doing race pace i was Z2 and i let him see the garmin and i was like 135 bpm he asked me if i was on something, i thought in my mind "imagine what he is going to say when im going to be really on something loooooool" hes a friend but there is a sort of rivarly

View: https://youtu.be/0OkqEcUQbu8?si=g-6Y4ihBJCTsSk3H

 

[bossetti]

what u wanna hear? i ate almost nothing during weekend cause of trackday, cause i was pissed and cause i was shitting my brains out yesterday evening ...

pretty stressfull week in work in front of me, ate like ussuall today and had amazing workout. at friday i have big techno party comming where i dont rlly wanna go, but i will try it, completly sober. should be plenty of half naked chicks there so there is that...

what about you mate?

Im good rn this week tbh is amazing, going to skip school thirsday because i will go to the doctor(everything is right i just have to go check the sight because im pretty blind and have to change glasses lens) not much to study and on saturday im going to my grandma
The lask week was shitty had to skip or at least reduce training sessions because i had a crash while biking

 

[TurboJet]