Fuck that bro.Best thing i did was leave my ex of 13 years.Shit was toxic as fuck and it was not fair to the kids.It was a tough move but now i realize how bad this kind of shit brings you down.Not worth it bro.
When I said cunts I was referring to people in general not just women lol. Stress doesn't increase my bp at all really, but it does make my heart skip beats/flutter. I doubt I'll ever light up again, but it's nice at times to think about it lol