Well, I'm nearing the 5 month point of when I started my restart protocal, so I thought it was time for a bump. Feel great, still lean, libido not fantastic,but it works well and actual sexual function is way way better than it ever was while on hrt, be it hcg or test or whatever. I'm over 40, so I'm thinking I am perfectly normal. I got my deprenyl finally and took 2.5 mg of it last night, not sure if it will change anything, but the antiaging benefits to it and other effects made me want to experiment a bit anyway. I'm remembering back to how hard the first bit of my restart protocal was, but I am so glad that I stuck it out and went through the rough times to achieve this goal. I did a very high dose of clomid but didn't really experience much in the way of side effects, other than moody depression at times, and only once did I get a visual tracer (I was on 300 mg of clomid). Just the memory of how difficult going through a pct is makes me not want to experiment with aas or hcg ever again, it sets you back so far and you have to go through all of that again. Sure it would be fun to go on tren again and be a superman and get all cyborg-like, but the suppression and hassles of trying to restart are just not worth it... healthy living is where it is at. I'm hoping those younger people that might be considering cycling or thinking that hrt is the easy road might learn a bit from those that have been through it.