What are these goals you drivel on about?..
Renal failure?..Dialysis?...Stroke?
How do you want to leave this earth?
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@Jin23 said, OP you are fucking delusional. You should wake the fuck up before you hurt yourself and those around you.
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Let me share something with you.
Pic above is myself after +35lbs of LBM & -24lbs of fat in the course of 24 months.
It took 2 very moderate, very slow test only cycles(My 1st and 2nd cycles)to achieve these results with proper training, nutrition and sleep.
You're using more MG's on a weekly basis than I used in an entire cycle.
Yet I still had 20lbs on you @ 5'6.
Take your *more is better bullshit* and push/pull it back and forth in & out of your ass while it tickles your supersized prostate you ignorant fuck.
You're nuking your receptors and poisoning your organs just to look like an average gym-going sarm junkie.
Either you just don't have the genetics and have to compensate by blasting grams of hormones- or you don't have your affairs in order in terms of diet, training and sleep.
If the previous dialogue in this thread serve as any indication, I'm sure everything I've just said to you will go right over your head.
But IMO it's worth trying to save someone who is self-determined to be on trajectory for a bodybag in 5-10 years.
Good look.