Is Dr Scallys still around? I need help in trying to do a restart. My AAS use is hideous though. I did AAS from age 26-33 off and on...mostly on, then came off with no pct...my body returned to homeostasis...never did blood work, just no I felt fine for 5 years with no AAS use. Unfortunately, I got back on AAS use, 500 mgs of test email and tren e for 3 yrs straight, no pct...abruptly stopped last Sept due to divorce and loss of job...needless to say, my endocrine system crashed...test levels never did come up...was as low as 68ng/dl...I've been battling for a year now with horrible symptoms of hypogonadism...got on trt 2 months ago, but it hasn't helped at all...in fact I may feel even worse. My energy levels are shot, skin changed and aged bad during this time...cardiovascular issues, no libido, testicles are small and scrotum is tight, penis shriveled up.. moody, depression and anxiety...horrible...I'm near disabled because of this...I'm still am unemployed with no insurance, no income...I'm still do have 30,00 ius of hcg, clomid and tamoxifen...enough to do the Scally protocol...but I have no idea what I'm doing...need help...last injection of test was 10 days ago..don't want to do trt anymore...never want to do gear again, have learned my lesson...can anyone give me suggestions? I'm in a unique situation because this is not really a pct...I'm just seeing if I can restart my own natural production and get my hormones to balance themselves. Don't know if I'm primary or secondary. My last lab work was 8/12/16...total test was 590 on trt..LH is low .2...didn't have fsh tested...estradiol was a little high...did 250 ius of hcg two times a week. Trt is not for me...I'll never have libido or energy on it and damn it for life. What can I do?