For how I came on the boards and my first post was asking for legit sources. I got excited and let that speak for itslef rather than how i really am. 5 years ago I was overweight. My nutriton teacher inspired me to lose weight. I actually lost to much weigh to the point where I became anorexic. I went to the doctor and everything. I was sacred to gain weight and it ruined a year and a half of my life. Then I decided to get my life on track and I meet a amiture Body Builder and he got me started in body building 3 years ago. I loved the feeling of making gains in how much I could lift and gaining muscle I was starting to become happy with my body and my life. Body Building saved my life. I have abs and I can see them well. I am lean and a low body fat of about 7 percent. whenever I decide to bulk up I get to the point where I start to see my abs faid a bit and I cut back down. I guess I am still scared to become fat. I have only gained 10 pounds since I fixed my eating diorder and I dont gain any more wieght or lose and more. I do see my body change alot though. More cuts more definiton and more strenght. I just dont gain weight is any1 else like this? I like to be able to see my abdominal muscles and like how I feel at my weight. I bulk up and get bloated and gassey and feel uncomfrotable. so I will try to incerease my calories slowly and put on wieght slowly just like how I started. thank you guys again for this wonderfull board and again I appologize.