Ian Smith
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I believe it would be (was for me) easier not believing,, I never considered myself an atheist,,, when someone would ask me if I believed in god,,, my answer was...."I dont know, Im somewhat lost right now"... Even when I was at my worst I still tried to do the best I could by everyone, and would still find myself praying every now and then,,, not for anything particular,,, you know typicle prayer....' please watch over my family" stuff like that..... Now I do consider myself a christian,, kind of in the baby phase,,, I have alot to learn, and still have questions that may never be answered,,,,, But thats what faith is----- Believing in something you cant easily prove to another person, or even yourself at first....
I believe it would be (was for me) easier not believing,, I never considered myself an atheist,,, when someone would ask me if I believed in god,,, my answer was...."I dont know, Im somewhat lost right now"... Even when I was at my worst I still tried to do the best I could by everyone, and would still find myself praying every now and then,,, not for anything particular,,, you know typicle prayer....' please watch over my family" stuff like that..... Now I do consider myself a christian,, kind of in the baby phase,,, I have alot to learn, and still have questions that may never be answered,,,,, But thats what faith is----- Believing in something you cant easily prove to another person, or even yourself at first....
