MESO-Rx

Anabolic Steroids

Meso drug addicts

DrinkFlintWater said:
View attachment 68101
Seeing shit like this makes me even more grateful I am no longer part of that world....
Fuck heroin and all that comes with it!
Click to expand...

When I was deep in my opiate addiction I used to wish I could get some carfentanil.

I can't believe I'm still alive honestly. I remember when I overdosed on pain pills, had to be revived and was in a coma for a few days the first thing I did when I got out of the hospital was hit my pill stash and get high.

Another time a good friend overdosed and later died at the hospital from eating half a fentanyl patch. While I was sitting up at the hospital I went ahead and put the other whole one I had in my mouth. I was worried about getting searched and wasn't going to just throw it away.

And another time I shot all the gel out of a 100mcg/hour patch, like 10mg total. Really can't believe that didn't end me. A buddy that was there said I hit the ground about a minute after i shot it. We packed me around in his car all day and made sure I kept breathing. He had felony warrants, so I'm not sure he would've taken me to a hospital or not. He did say my lips were a little blue and my breathing was really shallow.

Crazy what opiates do to your mind. Makes you just not care about your own life or anything. That's why I hate it so much, even the so called maintenance drugs.
 
Perrin Aybara said:
When I was deep in my opiate addiction I used to wish I could get some carfentanil.

I can't believe I'm still alive honestly. I remember when I overdosed on pain pills, had to be revived and was in a coma for a few days the first thing I did when I got out of the hospital was hit my pill stash and get high.

Another time a good friend overdosed and later died at the hospital from eating half a fentanyl patch. While I was sitting up at the hospital I went ahead and put the other whole one I had in my mouth. I was worried about getting searched and wasn't going to just throw it away.

And another time I shot all the gel out of a 100mcg/hour patch, like 10mg total. Really can't believe that didn't end me. A buddy that was there said I hit the ground about a minute after i shot it. We packed me around in his car all day and made sure I kept breathing. He had felony warrants, so I'm not sure he would've taken me to a hospital or not. He did say my lips were a little blue and my breathing was really shallow.

Crazy what opiates do to your mind. Makes you just not care about your own life or anything. That's why I hate it so much, even the so called maintenance drugs.
Click to expand...
It's a scary mess!!
No one knows what they are dealing with these days.....
 
Ive died,over and over. Each time waking up in an alternate parallel universe, giving me another chance everything the same, just slightly different somehow. Familiar faces different, judging.i keep being saved or am slipping through different stsges of hell. I wont give up, and will continue to persevere. I just ran into an old friend grocery shopping, he looks like crap. He doesnt have a phone anymore yet wanted my number, i said i didnt have one either.
 
PIZZABOY said:
Ive died,over and over. Each time waking up in an alternate parallel universe, giving me another chance everything the same, just slightly different somehow. Familiar faces different, judging.i keep being saved or am slipping through different stsges of hell. I wont give up, and will continue to persevere. I just ran into an old friend grocery shopping, he looks like crap. He doesnt have a phone anymore yet wanted my number, i said i didnt have one either.
Click to expand...
Dude, get out. You ain't gonna make it every time.. You are in danger, brother.
 
Perrin Aybara said:
When I was deep in my opiate addiction I used to wish I could get some carfentanil.

I can't believe I'm still alive honestly. I remember when I overdosed on pain pills, had to be revived and was in a coma for a few days the first thing I did when I got out of the hospital was hit my pill stash and get high.

Another time a good friend overdosed and later died at the hospital from eating half a fentanyl patch. While I was sitting up at the hospital I went ahead and put the other whole one I had in my mouth. I was worried about getting searched and wasn't going to just throw it away.

And another time I shot all the gel out of a 100mcg/hour patch, like 10mg total. Really can't believe that didn't end me. A buddy that was there said I hit the ground about a minute after i shot it. We packed me around in his car all day and made sure I kept breathing. He had felony warrants, so I'm not sure he would've taken me to a hospital or not. He did say my lips were a little blue and my breathing was really shallow.

Crazy what opiates do to your mind. Makes you just not care about your own life or anything. That's why I hate it so much, even the so called maintenance drugs.
Click to expand...
The insanity of it all bro....i remember seeking out the stamps that were killing people because i wanted to put myself to the test....still alive, glad to say. Cant say the same for a huge number of friends and family....everyone is gone...
 
But I lived in the life not long ago. Over dosing every day. My wife carry Narcan with her. With children cry herself to sleep at night. Doesn't have a good ending. When I come off fent, my central nervous system was in such shock , I ended up in wheelchair my legs wouldn't work for a while. A nurse would have to wipe my butt because I couldn't.. I know what it's like. The stuff out there now is poison.
 
Kratom is helping alot of people now I wish I had this or knew about it in 2008 to 2010 I loved my dope..

No more opiates or alcohol for me
I never even want them anymore but I'll always be looking for new highs..
I use DXM for a high
Kratom for energy and gear for sexdrive and kratom gear and dxm for that feeling of well being ...

I recommend people use a little caffeine for energy if they aren't addicts but for me I always think at least IM not dependent.. well physically anyway
I'll always have that mental addiction for a high ..
I stopped smoking weed I'm being tested from one job but other than that I'd still be smoking because I love it..

The thought of vodka disgusts me and I used to love the stuff...
 
Mrhat39 said:
But I lived in the life not long ago. Over dosing every day. My wife carry Narcan with her. With children cry herself to sleep at night. Doesn't have a good ending. When I come off fent, my central nervous system was in such shock , I ended up in wheelchair my legs wouldn't work for a while. A nurse would have to wipe my butt because I couldn't.. I know what it's like. The stuff out there now is poison.
Click to expand...
Its always nice to have people here we can talk to who actually know what it's like and don't just say "well why don't you just stop you're choosing the drugs over your family "
I tell people all the time that an addict isn't choosing an addict thinks they can have both drugs and family
And most the time use the drugs to be there to help and be with the family every day..
 
MANWHORE said:
Its always nice to have people here we can talk to who actually know what it's like and don't just say "well why don't you just stop you're choosing the drugs over your family "
I tell people all the time that an addict isn't choosing an addict thinks they can have both drugs and family
And most the time use the drugs to be there to help and be with the family every day..
Click to expand...
I can't understand standard it. And I would be lying if I said I was free from it all.
I'm not! I tried kartom for about a month. It made me so sick every time I took it. I know a lot of people that it's helped. The stuff that is out there is nothing like traditional opioids anymore. Fentanyl is a monster. I have the perfect family. Supportive wife that has loved me though it all. Kids that pray for me and beg me not to die. They need me. But I am always quitting. That's why I am setting here so sick I can't move.
Because every thing cost too much to sustain. So you end up on stuff that no one should fool with. There is no harder life, that I know of. Bodybuilding is the thing that has helped me. But you have to feel like doing it. And there is times, that's hard to do.
 
Mrhat39 said:
I can't understand standard it. And I would be lying if I said I was free from it all.
I'm not! I tried kartom for about a month. It made me so sick every time I took it. I know a lot of people that it's helped. The stuff that is out there is nothing like traditional opioids anymore. Fentanyl is a monster. I have the perfect family. Supportive wife that has loved me though it all. Kids that pray for me and beg me not to die. They need me. But I am always quitting. That's why I am setting here so sick I can't move.
Because every thing cost too much to sustain. So you end up on stuff that no one should fool with. There is no harder life, that I know of. Bodybuilding is the thing that has helped me. But you have to feel like doing it. And there is times, that's hard to do.
Click to expand...
Some kratom makes me sick if I take too much I don't know why but Moon kratom never makes me sick even if I take alot ..
Yellow and red vein always
I sometimes wonder if the stuff that makes people sick is spoiled or something like that
 
MANWHORE said:
Some kratom makes me sick if I take too much I don't know why but Moon kratom never makes me sick even if I take alot ..
Yellow and red vein always
I sometimes wonder if the stuff that makes people sick is spoiled or something like that
Click to expand...
Not sure, but I tried a lot of it. I needed it to work. Thank God, it helps some. I have tried different vendors too. But I was probably trying to get the rong results from it. And after you throw up on anything so many times you can hardly take it anymore. I wish I had it to do over.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.

Similar threads

Milkyrayy
Average sten addict
Replies
7
Views
145
Elektrobot
Elektrobot
M
Intro
Replies
0
Views
18
megaKryptic
M
L
member intro, ambitions to become a hybrid athlete
Replies
2
Views
37
just some dude
J
OldGHGuy
Alcohol and Body Composition
Replies
6
Views
257
Mastedon
Mastedon
B
How long should I give for new bloodwork?
Replies
7
Views
249
adrenalytic
adrenalytic

Sponsors

Latest posts

Back
Top