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They were put in your path because you have the strength and control to do the right thing!! What if some kid had found them and used them? I am a firm believer of everything happens for a reason. Today you are not that toothpick junkie that uses, abuses and destroys everything in its path!! Today you are a responsible contributing member of society!!!! Keep fighting the good fight brother! We need you to stay here!! I need you for my own recovery!! Thank you!
Thank you. I am proud of myself. I'm not really a symbol of anything though, I'm no different than everyone here. We all face the same struggle and have to take it on in different ways. It's just not every day you stumble upon a couple untouched bottles of narcotics. It was hard to do guys. Still hard to think about. Old me would've quite literally murdered current me for doing that. Killed. If I wouldn't have came to meso before I left that house with those bottles I'm sure I would be on a binge right now, who knows maybe even OD'd. I can't thank you guys enough for helping me.
That's awesome brother I'm glad you made the right choice , good man!
This sounds alot like me one elementary school , I think third or fourth grade they brought that in with that hounddog puppet what was it oh yeah mcgruff anyway I remember actually stressed out about it as a little kid This was probably 1982 or 3 I was 6 or 7 maybe but for some reason I just knew I'd be an addict I'm the oldest kid so it's not like I had a brother using and my parents couldn't be more straight laced they didn't drink or smoke at all ever. I grew up on 8 acres with my grandparents house at the front and he drank his whisky at night and smoked a tobacco pipe so it's not like I had an older relative to look at to think that's going to be me but I just knew. Sure enough I started smoking pot in the summer before 6 th grade started and by the time I started highschool I was a pill expert I had a paper back pdr and would hunt for pills in any place I could. Then in '90 when I was 14 I met a guy who was in his late 20s a heroin addict and dealer he delt shit Mexican brick but he had the hook up on pills roofies always in the blister packs , xanax , Valium , percocet , dilaudids the old yellow K 4 s everything. He was the first person to introduce me to powder coke. But I did it all man that's who I was I sold everything took everything that was my whole life till they raised my parents property with a warrant for an indoor grow stupid motherfuckers were focused on the houses the whole time deep in the woods there was a 10'x10' plot of weed mid flower and they never found it. It was just before my 20th B-Day and my dad sent them right to my apartment where they kicked in that door and caught me with couple pounds a sheet of acid 100 Valium and a bottle of roxanol oral morphine sulphate solution. If there's have come 30 minutes later they would have got me with 7 grams heroin and half ounce of coke. That was my first arrest as an adult and after that I couldn't stay out of jail for the next 10 years like a revolving door. I had alot of good times before all that but it quickly became a nightmare afterwards I'm so glad to be out of that life!
Or at the very least saved yourself from a ton of misery and devastation of your relationships with loved ones. For some reason I can't die I have taken ridiculous amounts and never even came close to dying some of us are cursed or blessed depends on your perspective at the time to not die just to live in complete misery letting the people you love the most down the hardest. Anyway you did a damn hard thing and that's awesome! Cogratulation! Keep up the hard but admirable fight brother!
I had a year in July. I still wake up and think about things I can do to fill the day.
The Kratom powder is pretty nasty but I do not believe it causes any stomach issues within itself. I am thinking to brew it to tea first for best absorption / the way those grounds came up and all.. LOL
