I'm the op and I agree with huck. I am nowhere near big. I have however, been training for 4 years. Seriously for 3 years with a clean diet. I agree. I think I could've gotten to like 205-210 in the next few months nauturally with the calories i added for my cycle. I probably would've added a small amount of bf. But I don't think I'm deathly skinny. I was when I was 125lbs. I couldn't even bench 95 once. Since then, I've gained 70 pounds in weight and bench 205 for 4 sets of 8-12 controlled (Haven't maxed in 2 yrs). I know that's not a lot to most of you considering you guys probably throw 300+ around easier than I do the 205 but from where I started that's pretty good to me. I felt I was mentally and physically prepared to start a cycle.