Pharmacom TestE 500 - 12wks

I'm probably wrong but because you keep upping your aromasin to fight off the blotting you may have over done it and now your low e2 is causing a lack of libido

The libido was lower before upping the aromasin. It was high in the beginning of the cycle and then leveled back out and now it's just staying stagnant and maybe even getting lower due to the other issues I mentioned in my personal life. I honestly think my E2 is still on the higher end of normal because the bloat comes and goes and not much else has changed. I think my Test levels are still pretty high based on the feeling it gives me. I know there's only one true way to tell but not much has happened to make it necessary to get a blood test at this point. I can deal with lower libido since I don't even feel the need to use it at this point lol. And everything else is going fine besides that. I will be getting bloods post-PCT but I think everything is fine for now. I'll just keep paying attention to my body to make sure it stays that way.

As they say, your first cycle is a great time to learn how your body reacts so you can dial everything in. It has been true for me.
 
I have never, i mean never had a low libido on test. My opinion, you took some test, along with your own production your test went up. You took enough to shut yours down, and now its lower. Sure you could crashed your e2 also, just guessin without bloodwork. I have never had low libido on test. Just sayin
 
I have never, i mean never had a low libido on test. My opinion, you took some test, along with your own production your test went up. You took enough to shut yours down, and now its lower. Sure you could crashed your e2 also, just guessin without bloodwork. I have never had low libido on test. Just sayin

Have you seen my blood work from week 6? It was almost 4,000 ng/dl. And my libido wasn't crazy then. Only slightly elevated. It's not gone now, just back down to level. I'd love to walk around with a hard dick all day but it's never been my nature.


Maybe when I get to do a Tren cycle:p
 
Just makes you hard... doesn't fix libido... Your libido still working when looking at women who aren't her?

Well this past week my libido skyrocketed. It's just constantly fluctuating. One week it's higher than normal and the next it's non-existant. I guess it's just hormone fluctuation? I'm not sure.

But to answer your question specifically, I notice attractive qualities in other women, especially when they have a nice ass. I don't imagine myself spanking them from behind but I notice when they're present lol. Not sure if that helps.
 
Day 68:

Pinned right glute Monday and left delt today (Friday).

Everything's going well. Libido and energy level went up all week. I think it's a constant fluctuation.

I think I'm noticing the most growth right now and I'm coming to the end of week 10. Excited to see how I finish and even more excited to cut the water weight and fat back and see my true lbm gain.
 
Well, if you are noticing their qualities and not hers..... it likely isn't your libido exactly.

You're right, and there have been issues going on between us which have really affected my attraction to her. Which is tough because she's my wife. But that's life.

Good news is I'm able to keep it from effecting my forward progress. I'm learning to keep those issues separate from my personal life. I have to keep getting better in all aspects, despite the issues around me. Motivational speech for the day, check.
 
Day 75:

Pinned left glute.

Hit some awesome numbers today on bench and deadlift. Weighing in at 202-203 lbs.

So I pinned my right quad a few days ago. I aspirated and pulled back a lot of blood. I only aspirated with my quads at this point for that reason. So I pulled out and put a new needle on and the rest went fine....... until I realized it was a 23g instead of a 25g. 4 days later and still feel some PIP so I would say that small of a size difference does make a huge difference.

Most importantly, I've felt really achey and sore the past week. I'm not sure if this has to do with my recovery time slowing down now that I'm at the end of week 11 or if my body is fighting something off.

Here's a random progress photo after today's workout.
 

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Day 89:

Last pin day was 6 days ago of 250mg Test E.

My strength program is 13 weeks long so I have my final max test tomorrow.

The only changes I've noticed so far is the water bloat has decreased. I've continued my dosing of 12.5mg Exemestane EOD and 250iu hCG 2xWK. I will start PCT of 50mg Clomid and 40mg Nolva at ~2.5 weeks after last pin and will discontinue AI and hCG at that time.

I will update with my new 1RMs and measurements this weekend. This photo was taken this morning fasted with no pump.
 

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Day 90:

The results are in!
Here are my new 1RMs with progress:

Squat: from 280 lbs (start) to 325 lbs (current)
Bench: from 195 lbs (start) to 245 lbs (current)
Deadlift: from 275 lbs (start) to 375 lbs (current)

Weighing in at ~201 lbs.
 
Day 90:

The results are in!
Here are my new 1RMs with progress:

Squat: from 280 lbs (start) to 325 lbs (current)
Bench: from 195 lbs (start) to 245 lbs (current)
Deadlift: from 275 lbs (start) to 375 lbs (current)

Weighing in at ~201 lbs.

Are you satisfied with your results?
 
Are you satisfied with your results?

I am. It's been a huge learning experience. As a beginner in strength training, it felt great to bench 2 plates and pull in the upper-300s. It also helped me see how shitty I trained my back in the past.

I know I could have probably seen better results. I also know I could have done a lot to fuck up the program or my body.

I'm happy with the progress I made and look forward to seeing even better results in the future with the knowledge I gained.
 
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