Rumors Stanford, etc.

Got the readers digest version finally, glad to see some relevant common sense is starting to shine through. In a small handful of years on meso all I have to say is this has been one of the largest efforts in foolishness I've seen yet.

b.i.n.g.o. That's where my mind takes me when I try to figure out what is going on with Kai's post. I knew he was a source but didn't know what forum he was on.

Ryno is making friends all over the place I see. Slippery slope...

I have a Glock 29 and love that gun, go 10mm. Just be careful with your pics (serial numbers are easily tracked, obviously)

I'm ready for some good food. I'm starting to eat more exotic stuff again, finally. Tin foil hat or not, I think there are more truths in a long winded post like yours than people realize. Connecting the dots isn't fool proof but it does paint a picture of things that may have otherwise been overlooked. It can also lead down an inaccurate path, too... I have a new phone and lost my contact list, shot me a message today. We'll link up soon.
Good morning my friend. Hope you have a wonderful day. Always enjoy your posts. :D
 
Ok. Where to begin.

First off, i do not sell anything that's not on my list. No narcotics. If one person on this board or anywhere has bought narcotics from me please come forward. If anyone has proof that i sell narcotics, please come forward. I've had people ask me if i know anyone who wants to buy this or that and I've said i will keep an eye out and never got back to them. Be honest, i don't even know people that use drugs other than marijuana. I take pain pills, but that's because (as many of you know) I'm very seriously and permanently injured. I only take them when i absolutely have to because i don't like taking drugs. I smoke marijuana very, very rarely for pain, but i can't stand the way it makes me feel.


As far as me being in cahoots with the behind the scenes guys, whoever they might be, is also a lie. I've never had a dialogue with millard in any form whatsoever other than once i posted publicly can he delete something. I've never spoken to biggerben in any form other than in casual conversation another member mentioned he was having a rough time. I offered a bit of help and even told that person not to mention it was from me. I've done that numerous times with people I've never chatted with. Some of those peoples, on this board, don't even know I've offered or that i actually assisted them. It's all part of giving back to a community that has taken care of me.

There are times when things might not look appropriate so I've come forward with it. Like with torroxl. I heard he was having a rough time through another member. I didnt know him and he wasn't even a customer. I ended up helping him and he became a customer and a friend. He toots the Stanford horn, but i let people know straight up, torro may have a bias. That's only fair to the community to let them know. There is another member that has done things for me behind the scenes. I have to keep that private for security reasons. He was taken care of for that. That doesn't affect meso and i can't disclose what that's about. Has nothing to do with narcotics. I've gotten close to a few of my customers throughout the years. I've never asked them to do anything inappropriate or that would in any way harm meso. Here's an example so you can understand what i mean. I got real close to a member and have been dealing with him for many years. I asked if he could ship me some 190 proof everclear.


As far as tgi is concerned. I've heard rumors from many people that he thought i was part of some click with the top guys here to get him out. I can't say for sure that he thought that as it was second hand information. This is completely false. I've only ever praised him. I think he's a great asset to the members here. I read his post when he posted it early in the morning and sent him a pm asking him to stay. I said that he should ignore the haters, i have had to deal with them as well, and to know that there are many, many more people here that appreciate him. Be honest, i have my own theories on whats going on, but I'll keep those to myself. I don't like to start drama. I'm kind of a low drama person.



Anyways, if anyone has any questions for me, if i can answer them i will. If anyone has any dirt on me post up. As long as you don't post any personal info that might be a security risk i won't have a problem with it. My theory on the whole situation is that everything that is being discussed in public or private is fake. Everything. I'll just leave it at that.

I am not in the loop as far as any rumors or outright lies that may have prompted this but thank you for this post. Smart to take a proactive approach to BS that might have a negative effect. Good luck brother.
 
Alright, let me premise this by saying i wish this would just die. Posting this to offer full disclosure. Ryno emailed me and eluded he had no idea about all this drama. I ignored his emails, but he persisted so i answered him and told him i wished him the best but let's just leave it at that (paraphrasing). He sent me another email and asked me to post this as he wanted to stay away from the board. Take this post any way you want. So, i do wish this would just go away, but i also want to be as open about this drama as i can. Hence, full disclosure. And for those affected by Rynos actions just know i had nothing to do with any of this nor do i condone any wrong doing. Here ya go. Just a copy and paste.





Dear meso. First I want to o say I'm truly sorry I got fucked up And betrayed the trust of all you guyswho once considered me a friend. Some of you still do and I'm grateful for that. I did try to come back here once and fix or at least make amends to those I took advantage of.. I was in rehab at the time and I felt like everyone was immediately my enemy. The shit people threw my way wasn't something I was ready for mentally even if it was deserved. I walked and didn't look back. Today I browse through a few threads and see the Stanford rumors thread. I know my words carry 0 weight in the meso community but I feel like there are a few things that I have to say , have to bring to light . I've been completely sober since January 15th so I hope those of you who knew sober Ryan can at least consider what I'm saying...
1st. I saw mention of the ryno scamming impersonation of Royal pharma .. some truth but very brief.... In myaddiction I ripped off a total of 3 people... ... 1 of whom I scammed by pretending to be someone else. Kim ... I told her in January I fucked up, told the whole community and was met with complete hate. She had been asking me via pm to help with a source... Over and over again. Asking me to help... At some point I saw the window and I took it.... Sent an email claiming to be royal and just like that I had the cash to get high..I did pass the order on to Royal but told him I was waiting on funds. I planned on taking care of it when money was right. But was arrested a short time later. . It's fucked up.. didn't seem so in the beginning but it's horrible...I wanted to make it right, but she was saying 1 thing Royal was telling me something different. And 100 others decided she needed defended and came to the rescue. Long story short . Royal ended up sending her shit so it was Royal I needed to settle up with. She made no mention of this when blasting my attempt to fix it .. not until I brought it to light after talking to Royal... Even then meso members felt I should still give her a full refund .. ... It's no secret reverse scammers are present in this community and I'll leave it alone... Next afguy.... Biggest regret of them all... Solid ass dude right there. We had several transactions and he always handled his shit. Not keeping my word was nothing more than pure weakness. He helped me put many times an this time ... Every intention of keeping my word and no matter how many times I tried . It got fucked up... In rehab I mad contact but lost his contact info shortly after and we haven't spoke since. I would still love the opportunity to at least get him his money back even if he can't forgive. Last but not least..... Kai... This is a fucking leaching piece of shit... I sent this guy dozens of customers all of whom ordered big but every time I spoke to him he wanted me to do more.. some of the shit could have landed me fed time and maybe my name on a watch list somewhere. He wanted to send me Bitcoin and then have me send it back to him through big name banks in the us.. ... India is on the scam list for a reason... I told him no but he sent the money anyway..... This was at the same time as some pretty heavy shit went down and hemmed up another friend of mine .. I was high... Convinced myself he was a terrorist and I was doing the world a favor and I walked with the cash... ... Now...I never gave Kai or Iceman or anyone my password or permission to go in to y account... How me got in o dont know. Furthermore. The email speaking of letting people know I was locked up... It's bullshit .. no feds.. no fed charges. And no one was ever given orders to notify anyone if I got popped... Jesus...but hemanaged to get my mom's name . But she died in February so I don't think he will be able to open anymore retail credit accounts in her name ... Last my wife checked there had been

5 opened after my arrest and during my rehab...he isn't what he claims to be but then I guess I want either.... The emails regarding opiates and Stanford. He never bought anything from me... He hooked me up with gear at s discount and I resold... Mostly local... He treated me like a friend and I ultimately took advantage of that. I won't go into detail but the street drug biz was not really involving any meso members other than myself... Especially not sp.... Again.....truly sorry I caused all of this and I hope that one day u can all move past this... I learned a lot about myself over the last 18 months and I know I'm a much better person today because I'm sober. I'm still very much into the gym and building muscle but I leave the business end of that to the professional because dealing steroid only led me to glamorize the black market and made it that much easier for me to transition into pills and eventually hard drugs. Good luck everyone
 
Motherfucker....I told myself and someone else to stay outta this, but this cocksucker is still lying. Fuck you Ryan!!

Btw Dipshit @24hreup is the one that stepped up and gave @Kim most of her shit.

Fuck!!! I feel better....
Well
I guess since you posted I will! Haha I’m also not sure about rehab? But I know in Jan. He was busted for making fake money. Also, I never intentionally left out that 24 sent me product. I said it In the 24 thread and in this thread. Ryan is still lying hence prison and rehab have not been effective.
 
Well god damn. Glad I'm not in this mix.

I gotta job offer last night. Security for a local rapper my kid is friends with, can you believe that shit? A few nights a week, few hundred bucks a night just standing there, would be the 4th guy he has protect him.

I said no. Nobody gets in the way of my pornhub time! I haven't been in a gym for a long time too. I hide my fay well I guess
 
Alright, let me premise this by saying i wish this would just die. Posting this to offer full disclosure. Ryno emailed me and eluded he had no idea about all this drama. I ignored his emails, but he persisted so i answered him and told him i wished him the best but let's just leave it at that (paraphrasing). He sent me another email and asked me to post this as he wanted to stay away from the board. Take this post any way you want. So, i do wish this would just go away, but i also want to be as open about this drama as i can. Hence, full disclosure. And for those affected by Rynos actions just know i had nothing to do with any of this nor do i condone any wrong doing. Here ya go. Just a copy and paste.





Dear meso. First I want to o say I'm truly sorry I got fucked up And betrayed the trust of all you guyswho once considered me a friend. Some of you still do and I'm grateful for that. I did try to come back here once and fix or at least make amends to those I took advantage of.. I was in rehab at the time and I felt like everyone was immediately my enemy. The shit people threw my way wasn't something I was ready for mentally even if it was deserved. I walked and didn't look back. Today I browse through a few threads and see the Stanford rumors thread. I know my words carry 0 weight in the meso community but I feel like there are a few things that I have to say , have to bring to light . I've been completely sober since January 15th so I hope those of you who knew sober Ryan can at least consider what I'm saying...
1st. I saw mention of the ryno scamming impersonation of Royal pharma .. some truth but very brief.... In myaddiction I ripped off a total of 3 people... ... 1 of whom I scammed by pretending to be someone else. Kim ... I told her in January I fucked up, told the whole community and was met with complete hate. She had been asking me via pm to help with a source... Over and over again. Asking me to help... At some point I saw the window and I took it.... Sent an email claiming to be royal and just like that I had the cash to get high..I did pass the order on to Royal but told him I was waiting on funds. I planned on taking care of it when money was right. But was arrested a short time later. . It's fucked up.. didn't seem so in the beginning but it's horrible...I wanted to make it right, but she was saying 1 thing Royal was telling me something different. And 100 others decided she needed defended and came to the rescue. Long story short . Royal ended up sending her shit so it was Royal I needed to settle up with. She made no mention of this when blasting my attempt to fix it .. not until I brought it to light after talking to Royal... Even then meso members felt I should still give her a full refund .. ... It's no secret reverse scammers are present in this community and I'll leave it alone... Next afguy.... Biggest regret of them all... Solid ass dude right there. We had several transactions and he always handled his shit. Not keeping my word was nothing more than pure weakness. He helped me put many times an this time ... Every intention of keeping my word and no matter how many times I tried . It got fucked up... In rehab I mad contact but lost his contact info shortly after and we haven't spoke since. I would still love the opportunity to at least get him his money back even if he can't forgive. Last but not least..... Kai... This is a fucking leaching piece of shit... I sent this guy dozens of customers all of whom ordered big but every time I spoke to him he wanted me to do more.. some of the shit could have landed me fed time and maybe my name on a watch list somewhere. He wanted to send me Bitcoin and then have me send it back to him through big name banks in the us.. ... India is on the scam list for a reason... I told him no but he sent the money anyway..... This was at the same time as some pretty heavy shit went down and hemmed up another friend of mine .. I was high... Convinced myself he was a terrorist and I was doing the world a favor and I walked with the cash... ... Now...I never gave Kai or Iceman or anyone my password or permission to go in to y account... How me got in o dont know. Furthermore. The email speaking of letting people know I was locked up... It's bullshit .. no feds.. no fed charges. And no one was ever given orders to notify anyone if I got popped... Jesus...but hemanaged to get my mom's name . But she died in February so I don't think he will be able to open anymore retail credit accounts in her name ... Last my wife checked there had been

5 opened after my arrest and during my rehab...he isn't what he claims to be but then I guess I want either.... The emails regarding opiates and Stanford. He never bought anything from me... He hooked me up with gear at s discount and I resold... Mostly local... He treated me like a friend and I ultimately took advantage of that. I won't go into detail but the street drug biz was not really involving any meso members other than myself... Especially not sp.... Again.....truly sorry I caused all of this and I hope that one day u can all move past this... I learned a lot about myself over the last 18 months and I know I'm a much better person today because I'm sober. I'm still very much into the gym and building muscle but I leave the business end of that to the professional because dealing steroid only led me to glamorize the black market and made it that much easier for me to transition into pills and eventually hard drugs. Good luck everyone
Stanford, my advice is to block this asshole and never talk to him again. Not even sure why you'd post this bullshit
 
Stanford, my advice is to block this asshole and never talk to him again. Not even sure why you'd post this bullshit

Exactly!! Well said. I was very pissed. Probably should've thought about it more.
 
Stanford, my advice is to block this asshole and never talk to him again. Not even sure why you'd post this bullshit
Look at it from my point of view. If i chose to not post what has transpired and someone found out it would look like me and ryno are back in cahoots. I can't win either way so transparency is best, i think. He wrote that. I'm not saying i believe him or that anyone else should. Now the board can do what they want with this information. I want to move ahead but i also don't want to get caught with my pants down in another conspiracy. He has changed his emails and emailed me a few times. I told him what was going on with the board and with what he has done and i wish him the best, but I'd like to just be safe and move on. Not exactly sure how better i could have handled.
 
Look at it from my point of view. If i chose to not post what has transpired and someone found out it would look like me and ryno are back in cahoots. I can't win either way so transparency is best, i think. He wrote that. I'm not saying i believe him or that anyone else should. Now the board can do what they want with this information. I want to move ahead but i also don't want to get caught with my pants down in another conspiracy. He has changed his emails and emailed me a few times. I told him what was going on with the board and with what he has done and i wish him the best, but I'd like to just be safe and move on. Not exactly sure how better i could have handled.
The key being " move on" tell him to fuck off
 
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