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Discussion in 'General Discussion' started by StanfordPharma, Aug 21, 2019.
Good morning my friend. Hope you have a wonderful day. Always enjoy your posts.
That moment you realize the entire anabolic subculture has your personal Information....
I am not in the loop as far as any rumors or outright lies that may have prompted this but thank you for this post. Smart to take a proactive approach to BS that might have a negative effect. Good luck brother.
Stanford has been a super solid source. I value them
Damn, and PI couldn't even get a pizza... Lol
Alright, let me premise this by saying i wish this would just die. Posting this to offer full disclosure. Ryno emailed me and eluded he had no idea about all this drama. I ignored his emails, but he persisted so i answered him and told him i wished him the best but let's just leave it at that (paraphrasing). He sent me another email and asked me to post this as he wanted to stay away from the board. Take this post any way you want. So, i do wish this would just go away, but i also want to be as open about this drama as i can. Hence, full disclosure. And for those affected by Rynos actions just know i had nothing to do with any of this nor do i condone any wrong doing. Here ya go. Just a copy and paste.
Dear meso. First I want to o say I'm truly sorry I got fucked up And betrayed the trust of all you guyswho once considered me a friend. Some of you still do and I'm grateful for that. I did try to come back here once and fix or at least make amends to those I took advantage of.. I was in rehab at the time and I felt like everyone was immediately my enemy. The shit people threw my way wasn't something I was ready for mentally even if it was deserved. I walked and didn't look back. Today I browse through a few threads and see the Stanford rumors thread. I know my words carry 0 weight in the meso community but I feel like there are a few things that I have to say , have to bring to light . I've been completely sober since January 15th so I hope those of you who knew sober Ryan can at least consider what I'm saying...
1st. I saw mention of the ryno scamming impersonation of Royal pharma .. some truth but very brief.... In myaddiction I ripped off a total of 3 people... ... 1 of whom I scammed by pretending to be someone else. Kim ... I told her in January I fucked up, told the whole community and was met with complete hate. She had been asking me via pm to help with a source... Over and over again. Asking me to help... At some point I saw the window and I took it.... Sent an email claiming to be royal and just like that I had the cash to get high..I did pass the order on to Royal but told him I was waiting on funds. I planned on taking care of it when money was right. But was arrested a short time later. . It's fucked up.. didn't seem so in the beginning but it's horrible...I wanted to make it right, but she was saying 1 thing Royal was telling me something different. And 100 others decided she needed defended and came to the rescue. Long story short . Royal ended up sending her shit so it was Royal I needed to settle up with. She made no mention of this when blasting my attempt to fix it .. not until I brought it to light after talking to Royal... Even then meso members felt I should still give her a full refund .. ... It's no secret reverse scammers are present in this community and I'll leave it alone... Next afguy.... Biggest regret of them all... Solid ass dude right there. We had several transactions and he always handled his shit. Not keeping my word was nothing more than pure weakness. He helped me put many times an this time ... Every intention of keeping my word and no matter how many times I tried . It got fucked up... In rehab I mad contact but lost his contact info shortly after and we haven't spoke since. I would still love the opportunity to at least get him his money back even if he can't forgive. Last but not least..... Kai... This is a fucking leaching piece of shit... I sent this guy dozens of customers all of whom ordered big but every time I spoke to him he wanted me to do more.. some of the shit could have landed me fed time and maybe my name on a watch list somewhere. He wanted to send me Bitcoin and then have me send it back to him through big name banks in the us.. ... India is on the scam list for a reason... I told him no but he sent the money anyway..... This was at the same time as some pretty heavy shit went down and hemmed up another friend of mine .. I was high... Convinced myself he was a terrorist and I was doing the world a favor and I walked with the cash... ... Now...I never gave Kai or Iceman or anyone my password or permission to go in to y account... How me got in o dont know. Furthermore. The email speaking of letting people know I was locked up... It's bullshit .. no feds.. no fed charges. And no one was ever given orders to notify anyone if I got popped... Jesus...but hemanaged to get my mom's name . But she died in February so I don't think he will be able to open anymore retail credit accounts in her name ... Last my wife checked there had been
5 opened after my arrest and during my rehab...he isn't what he claims to be but then I guess I want either.... The emails regarding opiates and Stanford. He never bought anything from me... He hooked me up with gear at s discount and I resold... Mostly local... He treated me like a friend and I ultimately took advantage of that. I won't go into detail but the street drug biz was not really involving any meso members other than myself... Especially not sp.... Again.....truly sorry I caused all of this and I hope that one day u can all move past this... I learned a lot about myself over the last 18 months and I know I'm a much better person today because I'm sober. I'm still very much into the gym and building muscle but I leave the business end of that to the professional because dealing steroid only led me to glamorize the black market and made it that much easier for me to transition into pills and eventually hard drugs. Good luck everyone
Motherfucker....I told myself and someone else to stay outta this, but this cocksucker is still lying. Fuck you Ryan!!
Btw Dipshit @24hreup is the one that stepped up and gave @Kim most of her shit.
Fuck!!! I feel better....
I guess since you posted I will! Haha I’m also not sure about rehab? But I know in Jan. He was busted for making fake money. Also, I never intentionally left out that 24 sent me product. I said it In the 24 thread and in this thread. Ryan is still lying hence prison and rehab have not been effective.
Steps 8 and 9 don't mean shit unless you work the first 7.
Well god damn. Glad I'm not in this mix.
I gotta job offer last night. Security for a local rapper my kid is friends with, can you believe that shit? A few nights a week, few hundred bucks a night just standing there, would be the 4th guy he has protect him.
I said no. Nobody gets in the way of my pornhub time! I haven't been in a gym for a long time too. I hide my fay well I guess
Does this look like I asked Ryno over and over for a source? Stop the lies Ryno.
Stanford, my advice is to block this asshole and never talk to him again. Not even sure why you'd post this bullshit
Exactly!! Well said. I was very pissed. Probably should've thought about it more.
Look at it from my point of view. If i chose to not post what has transpired and someone found out it would look like me and ryno are back in cahoots. I can't win either way so transparency is best, i think. He wrote that. I'm not saying i believe him or that anyone else should. Now the board can do what they want with this information. I want to move ahead but i also don't want to get caught with my pants down in another conspiracy. He has changed his emails and emailed me a few times. I told him what was going on with the board and with what he has done and i wish him the best, but I'd like to just be safe and move on. Not exactly sure how better i could have handled.
The key being " move on" tell him to fuck off