HIGHRISK
Pro
Nice words of encouragement. That being said...Been there. I'm stocked up on pretty much everything I use or want so in the same boat. At least everything is in order and you have your shit. Sounds like a late May start so not that far off. Just focus on your goals, plan of execution and then think of this as 4 weeks of prep. So basically starting but not starting. Best idea I have for you.
I just started last Sat but it aligns well with my schedule and work. Finally feeling everything hit so will be a good first month for sure. Your time is coming.
He will be syringe deep in his ass by next week