Thanks for the answer and mind my typo, it's pretty late.
I thought that photo made me look shredded haha, guess not. Well here's my transformation over the 2 years if that helps. (I was twice as fat than in the photo, but didn't take any photos because I was embarrassed. Here you go, . I was 110KG, now 70-71KG. I was around 33% bf now 13-14%. I've been dieting all 2 years.
Current stats:
Bench: 120KG
Deadlift: 170KG
Workout 6 days a week
Overheadpress: 60KG
I want to be aesthetic, that's all. Yes shorcut, why not? I do agree that I've not been giving it my 100%, Maybe I should wait 3 more years. I can't do anything except lift, always thinking about it, pretty much is my life right now and probably will be.