Jesus Christ my ol lady pisses me off. Since we've been dating I haven't cycled but I recently built up a pretty decent cycle that I was wanting to start soon but I never mentioned it to her. Well some of my pct meds came in and she opened them and is all pissed telling me I'm choosing steroids over my family. This is just cause her ex abused her while he was on gear but he abused her before he ever started gear. I do have a temper but honestly it has always been better while on cycle. I'm much more moody off, I think my e starts to raise when I'm off the adex. Need to draw bloods soon and figure that out but that's beside the point. Just fucking pisses she is all saying I can do them but she "knows its going to ruin our relationship"... I should have known shed be a cunt about it tho as she already bitches about me wanting to go to the gym six days a week and that I sometimes don't eat with her cause it doesn't fit my macros or I'm trying to cut so I like to eat on a certain schedule to help stay full as lo Ng as I can. Apparently I'm super selfish for that. Only reason we met is cause of my body and the gym ( she met me at a pool party of a mural friends and she came to talk to me) but apparently now it is an inconvenience to her. I can't not lift and i already just go to the gym whenever I find time which I hate not being on a set schedule but i do it so I can work around her schedule. Some days I really want to leave her but we have a child and i can't be away from her so I stay. Fml.