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Getting really tired of seeing @350lift derailing threads, cussing at people, being angry, and he can't seem to use a period if his life depended on it. So for the good of Meso, please ban this little B!TCH BOY!
This is you running from your stress and anxiety.
You run around like a big fucking pussy and have this hard image that you are so big and bad. You swear and throw your aggression on other people. You have so much stress and negative emotions bottled up and what do you do to deal with it?
Klonopin is really great though for you! I mean, it's exactly where Big Pharma wants you. Big Pharma and the rest of the American corporate world don't give two shits about you. Nobody does, you have to look out for yourself but you don't have anybody around you to keep you on the right path. And all your problems that you are masking with the drugs are only going to get worse. And that is going to make Big Pharma even happier because it means more drugs, or if you get incarcerated then you can really make the government some money! America loves prisoners. You are a statistic that is falling into the hands of the system. More meds! More drugs! They are good for you
And at this point you are so far from the path you can't tell friend from foe.
You know why I like antagonizing people here? It's a test for myself, "Let see if anybody can hit me considering all the ammo I give these guys."
Are you stopping bullets or are you getting hit?
Here is the thing, another thing I like to do. Give bowling balls! I go around to different threads, see where people's mind is at and start my probing of their brain if they are a negative f*cking a$$hole, I give them a bowling ball. If you don't know what a bowling ball is, dumb fuck, I will tell you. It's a heavy ball of hate and stress that you have to carry around. So b!tch boy, you want a bowling ball from me?
From the ending scene of American History X:
Danny Vinyard: "So I guess this is where I tell you what I learned - my conclusion, right? Well, my conclusion is: Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it. Derek says it's always good to end a paper with a quote. He says someone else has already said it best. So if you can't top it, steal from them and go out strong. So I picked a guy I thought you'd like. 'We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory will swell when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature.'"
Do you know why old people drive so damn slow?
Because their state of mind is so peaceful, no care in the world! Do you see a lot of fat and stressed old people? No, me neither, they are all dead.
Maybe learn to deal with things at an early age? You will learn to deal with it sooner or later, get ahead of the curve.
Story time:
I was walking home late at night from my girlfriend's house when I was 17. She lived a mile away and I didn't have a car or bike so walking is common in Sweden. I traversed across a field as a short cut and there was a cow there. I was very troubled because my girlfriend and I were having problems, my Mom had kicked me out so I had been living on my own since 16. I explained to the cow about all my worries, my future, all the bad things that were going to happen. I spoke about my insecurities and everything I would like to improve with myself, I am not smart enough, I am not good looking enough. I went off for a good 15 minutes talking to the cow, the cow responding with various cacophonous "Moos."
After a while I started to realize that it is pretty silly to be talking to a cow like this. However, I noticed that the cow was in perfect health, she had big plump utters, beautiful hair and everything! It begged the question, how can this cow be so happy? Is he on an anti-depressant? Those seem to help(read kill) humans?!
I am such a smart human and I can't make myself happy? Why?
I wonder what a cow thinks about... Probably food, family and shelter. I don't think the cow thinks about getting a Mercedes, having the newest iPhone or about the storm that's coming next week.
Anyway, I don't know why I am telling you this story.
Ban 350Lift. He is a piece of shit and does no good here...
@350lift You know what you should do since it is the first day of the New Year? Go take some more drugs so you can forget about your problems. It's too scary to be sober and just LET THINGS GO!
28 is the magic age for suicides and overdoses, how many years do you got until you are gonna die?
"28 year old male died from accidental overdose found with benzodiazepines, alcohol and opiates in system."
Stress and bad emotions don't go away, they stay in your brain. The dosage of drugs reflects how bad they feel. That's why they die.
And that's true here on Meso with the mg doses people use, it's all reflective of your personal obsession.
But like you said in the other thread.
"I know nothing."
I disagree, I know one thing:
Don't let people's sh!t stick to you, don't create sh!t for yourself to smear yourself in.
Crap, I made this a long thread. Hopefully you won't get upset about that
This is you running from your stress and anxiety.
You run around like a big fucking pussy and have this hard image that you are so big and bad. You swear and throw your aggression on other people. You have so much stress and negative emotions bottled up and what do you do to deal with it?
Klonopin is really great though for you! I mean, it's exactly where Big Pharma wants you. Big Pharma and the rest of the American corporate world don't give two shits about you. Nobody does, you have to look out for yourself but you don't have anybody around you to keep you on the right path. And all your problems that you are masking with the drugs are only going to get worse. And that is going to make Big Pharma even happier because it means more drugs, or if you get incarcerated then you can really make the government some money! America loves prisoners. You are a statistic that is falling into the hands of the system. More meds! More drugs! They are good for you
And at this point you are so far from the path you can't tell friend from foe.
You know why I like antagonizing people here? It's a test for myself, "Let see if anybody can hit me considering all the ammo I give these guys."
Are you stopping bullets or are you getting hit?
Here is the thing, another thing I like to do. Give bowling balls! I go around to different threads, see where people's mind is at and start my probing of their brain if they are a negative f*cking a$$hole, I give them a bowling ball. If you don't know what a bowling ball is, dumb fuck, I will tell you. It's a heavy ball of hate and stress that you have to carry around. So b!tch boy, you want a bowling ball from me?
From the ending scene of American History X:
Danny Vinyard: "So I guess this is where I tell you what I learned - my conclusion, right? Well, my conclusion is: Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it. Derek says it's always good to end a paper with a quote. He says someone else has already said it best. So if you can't top it, steal from them and go out strong. So I picked a guy I thought you'd like. 'We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory will swell when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature.'"
Do you know why old people drive so damn slow?
Because their state of mind is so peaceful, no care in the world! Do you see a lot of fat and stressed old people? No, me neither, they are all dead.
Maybe learn to deal with things at an early age? You will learn to deal with it sooner or later, get ahead of the curve.
Story time:
I was walking home late at night from my girlfriend's house when I was 17. She lived a mile away and I didn't have a car or bike so walking is common in Sweden. I traversed across a field as a short cut and there was a cow there. I was very troubled because my girlfriend and I were having problems, my Mom had kicked me out so I had been living on my own since 16. I explained to the cow about all my worries, my future, all the bad things that were going to happen. I spoke about my insecurities and everything I would like to improve with myself, I am not smart enough, I am not good looking enough. I went off for a good 15 minutes talking to the cow, the cow responding with various cacophonous "Moos."
After a while I started to realize that it is pretty silly to be talking to a cow like this. However, I noticed that the cow was in perfect health, she had big plump utters, beautiful hair and everything! It begged the question, how can this cow be so happy? Is he on an anti-depressant? Those seem to help(read kill) humans?!
I am such a smart human and I can't make myself happy? Why?
I wonder what a cow thinks about... Probably food, family and shelter. I don't think the cow thinks about getting a Mercedes, having the newest iPhone or about the storm that's coming next week.
Anyway, I don't know why I am telling you this story.
Ban 350Lift. He is a piece of shit and does no good here...
@350lift You know what you should do since it is the first day of the New Year? Go take some more drugs so you can forget about your problems. It's too scary to be sober and just LET THINGS GO!
28 is the magic age for suicides and overdoses, how many years do you got until you are gonna die?
"28 year old male died from accidental overdose found with benzodiazepines, alcohol and opiates in system."
Stress and bad emotions don't go away, they stay in your brain. The dosage of drugs reflects how bad they feel. That's why they die.
And that's true here on Meso with the mg doses people use, it's all reflective of your personal obsession.
But like you said in the other thread.
"I know nothing."
I disagree, I know one thing:
Don't let people's sh!t stick to you, don't create sh!t for yourself to smear yourself in.
Crap, I made this a long thread. Hopefully you won't get upset about that
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