Ben’s random thoughts

so orgies with lot of women, drugs, alcohol and perverted stuff which last multiple days? where can i sign???
The fact it was also with underage and gay lol i dont think you really want to sign lol
You should go to gintoneria (its a guy famous on social that had a club were they sold champagne and gin tonic but there was a premium menu with exotic things)
 
The fact it was also with underage and gay lol i dont think you really want to sign lol
You should go to gintoneria (its a guy famous on social that had a club were they sold champagne and gin tonic but there was a premium menu with exotic things)
parties like that would be ideal on yacht on international waters so anything is legal there, or nothing is illegal :D would be great couple of days.
 
Bro wtf
Btw ho can u like these degenerate stuff? Im not critcizing fr, but i dont think doing non enhancing drugs just to party its good
i did some wild stuff in my younger years mate. always dreamed about wild sex orgy that lasts multiple days :D never did it unfortunately.
for some time i was lookin for swingers but lot of older people only in here, would be great to have orgy with hot young chicks. no need for them to be kids ofc, im not into that.
also i did all kinds of drugs in my past.
do you know why people like drugs? cause they are fun and great... well until they arent. but for 2-3 days once or twice a year on oarty like that... sign me up.
 
its bit dead in here so little update from me:

im at week 8, week 4 of eating in surpluss, im 11kg heavier and not much fatter i would say. i will push it probably till week 16.

second week with ai on 500mg / week and im without emotions suddenly. i feel flat, my mood is "okay" most of the time, not much excitement, bit more short fused, much less bloated and overall, people around me dont like this but i do.

normally, i have very low EQ and im not empathic person at all but now its all switched off. its weird but i like it more this way, feels safer, more predictable. its interesting but i would say this is first time that im aware of hormonal rollercoster.

bloods will be drawn 31.3, until then i have to go by feel with AI, started with 1/4 of aromasin tab 2x per week, on pin days. if i had to go by feels, i think its more than enough but numbers will tell...

anyway, feeling strong, hungry, lot of energy in gym, good focus, bit worse sleep (im hungry until late night and too early in morning).

im not mentally that horny anymore (thats +) but i have strong errections without any impulse (thats -). i lost ability to cum from jerking off 95% of time which is weird. i would prefer "deca dick", or no libido and errections tbh... this is weird.

anyway, in next 8 weeks i would
like to push another 5kg max and then cruise, probably on 200mg starting dose.
i will maintain for 4 weeks and then cut until im happy. will update
 
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Damn, today shitty day on the bike rainy long ride and cold i stopped at a bar because im freezing lol got a bread with ham and cheese 2 mars 1 twix and 1 snickers lol it was smaller portions than usual they are the one that they sell u with multipacks at supermarkets lol i did it because i felt low on sugars lol
 
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