This is Manu's post.
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Hey guys,
so i would like to chime in and say a few words.
First of all, before Ci went absent, he told me he would help me financially to cover the hospital bills etc. Of course i really didnt believe that he will help me and after he was gone for weeks (even months?) i was sure he was just went missing to avoid all the shit that happened.
However, when he reappeared and ive received a WickR message from him and he explained me everything and that he still owes me money i was surprised to say at least.
he told me he is in miserable situation financially but he would like to help as much as he could. So he sent me 200$ in btc and told me he will send more as soon as he gets back on his feet.
He told me he is damn sorry, didnt really know much about
hgh, trusted his supplier etc.
weve chatted since then quite a lot, he asks me regularely how i am etc.
what happened cant be reversed, my heart has received permanent damage and i will have to live with it and it sucks.
But the fact that he reappeared after being away for months, writing me and sending me money, asking regularely how i am etc. shows me that he seems to care and that he seems to take a part of the responsibility.
he could have just made a new account and reappear as someone completely different - yet he chose to come back.
Ive told him 2 things:
- be honest and upfront with the meso community. Honesty leads to trust and this is something he needs to regain.
- test test test. no blind shots.