Confession Box

[TRT]

Confession: if I'm ever feeling down, I start yelling out ric flair quotes, even if im outside in public. Did it while pumping gas a few days ago and it made the experience much better. Try it sometime.

Fuck ya!

 

[TRT]

I have always tried to be the best at everything. Always tried to succeed past everyone else. I'm a workaholic. I'll work in the afternoons and off days. I squeeze in the gym where ever I can. It's made me successful and who I am. I can't stop now and I probably never will. It's also been the number one reason why every woman leaves me. [emoji852]️
The drive is greater then any woman's potential to influence.

 

[TheUglyTruth]

I have always tried to be the best at everything. Always tried to succeed past everyone else. I'm a workaholic. I'll work in the afternoons and off days. I squeeze in the gym where ever I can. It's made me successful and who I am. I can't stop now and I probably never will. It's also been the number one reason why every woman leaves me. [emoji852]️
The drive is greater then any woman's potential to influence.

You'd be surprised, thats hardly rare. but if thats you then its you, it's more so a matter of if your willing to change who you are for a woman. plus being a workaholic is fine, just aim it at something constructive or not always actual work aim it at a hobby or training or even sex, in which case i'm sure being a workaholic will be looked at as a plus but hey thats just my opinion.

 

[TRT]

You'd be surprised, thats hardly rare. but if thats you then its you, it's more so a matter of if your willing to change who you are for a woman. plus being a workaholic is fine, just aim it at something constructive or not always actual work aim it at a hobby or training or even sex, in which case i'm sure being a workaholic will be looked at as a plus but hey thats just my opinion.

I feel like I'd be willing to change but later. Right now I'd rather work hard the first half of my life so I can relax for the rest of it. If I can make the money to retire at 45-50 or establish an income that doesn't need my attention. Something that'll support me whike I'm sitting on the beach sipping on a margarita in the best shape of my life. Lol

 

[TheUglyTruth]

I feel like I'd be willing to change but later. Right now I'd rather work hard the first half of my life so I can relax for the rest of it. If I can make the money to retire at 45-50 or establish an income that doesn't need my attention. Something that'll support me whike I'm sitting on the beach sipping on a margarita in the best shape of my life. Lol

do what Jay Cutler and Rich Piana did save up enough to buy your own home, then live cheaply while saving up for another house to rent, then while using that house as income live normally now instead of cheaply but with the added income save until you can get a second house you can rent out and then you can live off the rent of two houses pretty simply provided your not an over spender and then you can rent out the current house while you travel, come back and live in one of the houses and keep the other two rented. or you can just keep expanding and expanding. i wouldnt bother with that though i'd just get the job done and live normally. seems complicated but it isnt really. houses near a city rather than in the suburbs will always have people wanting it. i'm not a workaholic at all so i dont do it but plenty of people i know are so do indeed do this and infact some are in real estate anyway so its easier. or just use what you need to get by save the rest and when your 50 retire have fun until pension age. just an opinion though

 

[TRT]

do what Jay Cutler and Rich Piana did save up enough to buy your own home, then live cheaply while saving up for another house to rent, then while using that house as income live normally now instead of cheaply but with the added income save until you can get a second house you can rent out and then you can live off the rent of two houses pretty simply provided your not an over spender and then you can rent out the current house while you travel, come back and live in one of the houses and keep the other two rented. or you can just keep expanding and expanding. i wouldnt bother with that though i'd just get the job done and live normally. seems complicated but it isnt really. houses near a city rather than in the suburbs will always have people wanting it. i'm not a workaholic at all so i dont do it but plenty of people i know are so do indeed do this and infact some are in real estate anyway so its easier. or just use what you need to get by save the rest and when your 50 retire have fun until pension age. just an opinion though

Bought my house 2 years ago for 89k in a growing city. Value has gone up. Fixed it up with crown and all and I have two rooms rented there for $600 each fully furnished. My mortgage is $470.00. The rest goes towards principal. When house is paid for I'll buy another one like you said. I got what you were saying perfectly. It's a good idea but not my only thing. I've got 100 other things going on at the same time and that's kind of the issue. I'm not over whelmed or anything. I like being stupid busy. Makes me happy but not my partners.

 

[Ironlord]

Bought my house 2 years ago for 89k in a growing city. Value has gone up. Fixed it up with crown and all and I have two rooms rented there for $600 each fully furnished. My mortgage is $470.00. The rest goes towards principal. When house is paid for I'll buy another one like you said. I got what you were saying perfectly. It's a good idea but not my only thing. I've got 100 other things going on at the same time and that's kind of the issue. I'm not over whelmed or anything. I like being stupid busy. Makes me happy but not my partners.

I feel ya on having 100 things going on at a time. Same here. Multiple businesses in different industries, wife and 6 kids, training 5 days a week ... Living the exhausted life but its who I am I guess...

 

[chileandawg]

Confess i like write in a badass Forum

 

[RowdyGrunt]

I have congenital analgesia, which means that I cannot feel pain until it's nearly catastrophic and/or fatal. And I use it to my advantage on the BJJ mats; and most of my training partners don't know.

 

[chileandawg]

Confess that love sluts & whisky

 

[Wings_of_pain]

When I was young I had a weird relationship with one of my teachers. It didnt start that way but she treated me nice when at home it was miserable so I took to it. It was strange because she was more of a maternal figure than my mom ever was but I couldn't help but be attracted to her because she was hot and young and treated me like I mattered. Idk I have never shared this before and I feel heavy guilt to think about it.

 

[Sk8man101]

When I was young I had a weird relationship with one of my teachers. It didnt start that way but she treated me nice when at home it was miserable so I took to it. It was strange because she was more of a maternal figure than my mom ever was but I couldn't help but be attracted to her because she was hot and young and treated me like I mattered. Idk I have never shared this before and I feel heavy guilt to think about it.

Haha sounds like some deep shit bro.

 

[Wings_of_pain]

Haha sounds like some deep shit bro.

Yeah you could definitely say that. Like I said, it's not something I have talked about before even at therapy. Been thinking about going back to see a therapist honestly.

 

[Sk8man101]

Yeah you could definitely say that. Like I said, it's not something I have talked about before even at therapy. Been thinking about going back to see a therapist honestly.

Whatever you gotta do man.

Shit man it was always my dream to bang one of my hot teachers.
Sounds like you had a much different experience with it.

 

[Wings_of_pain]

Whatever you gotta do man.

Shit man it was always my dream to bang one of my hot teachers.
Sounds like you had a much different experience with it.

It's funny because when I hear stories like that in the news I am like damn kid got lucky but for me it was not so clear and it makes me think that for alot of those cases it isn't as clear cut. I remember thinking at the time I loved her, and after she told me she loved me I had that sentiment for a long time. It honestly wasn't like strictly like some of these kids though where it's constant fuck fests lol for the majority of the time I knew her she was someone who encouraged me and got me interested in sports and school and whatnot. The time that I noticed a difference was more when she was getting divorced.

 

[TheUglyTruth]

I have congenital analgesia, which means that I cannot feel pain until it's nearly catastrophic and/or fatal. And I use it to my advantage on the BJJ mats; and most of my training partners don't know.

you reminded me of a story my father told me of a guy who wanted to go see the birth of his grand-daughter and couldnt get the day off so he shot a nail through his hand with a nailgun, and i don't know if he had what you have but he didnt feel a thing so he went to the nearest hospital and got to see his grandaughter being born,obviously they fixed him up first and figured what was wrong pretty quick when they saw he was in no pain. the most brutal way i've ever seen someone get out of work but it was painless an he still had function in his hand afterwards it was just numb. so he was happy, Daughter wasnt. interesting disease or problem as a whole.plus my brother does BJJ, his partner calls him a monkey because hes tiny and crawls around him and gets him in guillotine chokes alot. he's giant and 300 lbs plus where as my brother is lucky to be 150 lbs soaking wet, fun sport i quit pretty early.

 

[TheUglyTruth]

Whatever you gotta do man.

Shit man it was always my dream to bang one of my hot teachers.
Sounds like you had a much different experience with it.

doesnt everyone of basically every era, remember a hot teacher? hell my Grandfather does, and he's talking about women in the 20's-30's so porn to him is a woman wearing a skirt above the knee. hottest teacher i can recall was my geography teacher who was a spitting image of a pornstar i had seen. everyone liked her and pretended to like geography. funnily enough she cheated on her fiance with one of the students. unfortunately not me, but strangely enough one of the nerdy students which was fucking mindblowing to say the least. 20 years ago happened at the school also long before i was there.

 

[RowdyGrunt]

you reminded me of a story my father told me of a guy who wanted to go see the birth of his grand-daughter and couldnt get the day off so he shot a nail through his hand with a nailgun, and i don't know if he had what you have but he didnt feel a thing so he went to the nearest hospital and got to see his grandaughter being born,obviously they fixed him up first and figured what was wrong pretty quick when they saw he was in no pain. the most brutal way i've ever seen someone get out of work but it was painless an he still had function in his hand afterwards it was just numb. so he was happy, Daughter wasnt. interesting disease or problem as a whole.plus my brother does BJJ, his partner calls him a monkey because hes tiny and crawls around him and gets him in guillotine chokes alot. he's giant and 300 lbs plus where as my brother is lucky to be 150 lbs soaking wet, fun sport i quit pretty early.

Ha ha! that's exactly what I have brother.
It's a double edged sword. In most cases, people with "this" die early, because we don't know that shit is broke.

I'm a huge BJJ addict, have been since 96; and this condition is wonderful for that sport. I'm also a Muay Thai guy; also helpful.

The most bothersome thing for me with this condition is this: December 21, 2016. Got jumped in my neighborhood by kids who were in the street drunk, leaving a Christmas party. I started up the driveway to the home hosting to simply let them know before someone got hurt (I ran off the road because they were staggering in the middle of it).

One of them smashed me in the back of the head with a stick; and all three started directly taking turns stomping on my skull and kicking me. I was able to get up, and smash them. For that, the local prosecutor chose not to pursue charges on them. "Too many cases", and rich private school white kids don't make good headlines.

It worked, and worked against me in that instance. Oh... and I got a traumatic brain injury that I did not know about until about 3 months later. Doc didn't realize it, because he was freaked out by sewing my ear back on, and stitching my forehead with no pain meds.

 

[TheUglyTruth]

Ha ha! that's exactly what I have brother.
It's a double edged sword. In most cases, people with "this" die early, because we don't know that shit is broke.

I'm a huge BJJ addict, have been since 96; and this condition is wonderful for that sport. I'm also a Muay Thai guy; also helpful.

The most bothersome thing for me with this condition is this: December 21, 2016. Got jumped in my neighborhood by kids who were in the street drunk, leaving a Christmas party. I started up the driveway to the home hosting to simply let them know before someone got hurt (I ran off the road because they were staggering in the middle of it).

One of them smashed me in the back of the head with a stick; and all three started directly taking turns stomping on my skull and kicking me. I was able to get up, and smash them. For that, the local prosecutor chose not to pursue charges on them. "Too many cases", and rich private school white kids don't make good headlines.

It worked, and worked against me in that instance. Oh... and I got a traumatic brain injury that I did not know about until about 3 months later. Doc didn't realize it, because he was freaked out by sewing my ear back on, and stitching my forehead with no pain meds.

i like how fucked up that story was, sowing your ear back on...geez almost sounds as bad as the bodybuilders doing site injections in the neck aiming for the thyroid supposedly. gnarly. they must of had an interesting reaction to seeing you get up after that. does that mean you dont feel lactic acid when working out because i've hear dof a weird disease where they dont feel it and they basically just fail which can be dangerous obviously, but then again Manfred Hoeberl has the complete reverse builds up so much it takes several minues to go away and fails super quickly. or do you still feel exercise normally? if you dont feel anything that could make you alot more injury prone but i suppose alot of 90's bodybuilders on Nubain are doing it to become like you but all of them end up getting injured because they cant feel anything. plus at least the brain injury isnt so bad you cant string a sentence together, you seem perfectly coherent enough.

 

[loveyourbody]

Bought my house 2 years ago for 89k in a growing city. Value has gone up. Fixed it up with crown and all and I have two rooms rented there for $600 each fully furnished. My mortgage is $470.00. The rest goes towards principal. When house is paid for I'll buy another one like you said. I got what you were saying perfectly. It's a good idea but not my only thing. I've got 100 other things going on at the same time and that's kind of the issue. I'm not over whelmed or anything. I like being stupid busy. Makes me happy but not my partners.

I'm jealous my mortgage is $1950.37 a month