One more thing

[MANWHORE]

Now I know why my T and LH have dropped:

That is why.

Low Testosterone and Diabetes - Men's Health Center - Everyday Health

Hang in there brother.

I thought my life was over when I found out the average
penis size was well above 3in, but I never gave up

Seriously, keep on keepin on brother. Go to your meetings
and stop drinking. It wasn't easy for me but ... Well, shit! It's still
not easy. Sometimes I think I am over it, but it will always be there
tempting me like THE DEVIL it is

Keep on truckin brother .. or whatever they say in your
neck of the woods.

 

[virtuosa150]

Hang in there brother.

I thought my life was over when I found out the average
penis size was well above 3in, but I never gave up

Seriously, keep on keepin on brother. Go to your meetings
and stop drinking. It wasn't easy for me but ... Well, shit! It's still
not easy. Sometimes I think I am over it, but it will always be there
tempting me like THE DEVIL it is

Keep on truckin brother .. or whatever they say in your
neck of the woods.

Sade's problem is, he doesn't believe AA will help him. I gave him the AA link in the UK. The defiant drunk that he is probably never clicked on it. He's got a blue dick from diabetes and a fucked up liver to boot. He's worried about his testosterone level. That boy is about as sharp as a bowling ball.

 

[1erCru]

Sade whats your A1C level.

 

[Michael Scally MD]

Sade whats your A1C level.

 

[sade]

Sade whats your A1C level.

Don't know yet, doctors app is Wednesday.

Sade's problem is, he doesn't believe AA will help him. I gave him the AA link in the UK. The defiant drunk that he is probably never clicked on it. He's got a blue dick from diabetes and a fucked up liver to boot. He's worried about his testosterone level. That boy is about as sharp as a bowling ball.

Life is short. Why not feel the best you can?
A simple hormone imbalance can have a profound impact on a man's health.

Find out how if you might be affected...

Are you over the age of 35? No, 31.
Do you notice a loss or have difficulty gaining muscle tone? Yes
Have you experienced weight gain especially around the midsection? Yes
Do you often feel weak and tired without reason? Yes
Do you have poor recovery from exercise? Yes
Do you have low sex drive or sexual dysfunction? Yes
Do you feel depressed, irritable and a lack of motivation? Yes
Do you have difficulty coping with stress? Yes
Are you having trouble getting a good night's sleep? Yes
Do you smoke cigarettes or regularly drink alcohol? Lol

If you answered yes to one or more of these questions you may have less than optimal levels of testosterone.

http://www.thehormoneshop.com/testosterone&men.htm (Testosterone & The Anti Aging Hormone Shop With Testosterone Stimulators)

 

[Michael Scally MD]

Krebs TS, Johansen PO. Lysergic acid diethylamide (LSD) for alcoholism: meta-analysis of randomized controlled trials. Journal of Psychopharmacology. http://jop.sagepub.com/content/early/2012/03/08/0269881112439253.full.pdf

Assessments of lysergic acid diethylamide (LSD) in the treatment of alcoholism have not been based on quantitative meta-analysis. Hence, we performed a meta-analysis of randomized controlled trials in order to evaluate the clinical efficacy of LSD in the treatment of alcoholism. Two reviewers independently extracted the data, pooling the effects using odds ratios (ORs) by a generic inverse variance, random effects model. We identified six eligible trials, including 536 participants. There was evidence for a beneficial effect of LSD on alcohol misuse (OR, 1.96; 95% CI, 1.36–2.84; p = 0.0003). Between-trial heterogeneity for the treatment effects was negligible (I² = 0%). Secondary outcomes, risk of bias and limitations are discussed. A single dose of LSD, in the context of various alcoholism treatment programs, is associated with a decrease in alcohol misuse.

 

[zkt]

One of the worst experiences of my life was getting drunk while on an acid trip.
Yep, that outta do it.

 

[ergomaniac]

One of the worst experiences of my life was getting drunk while on an acid trip.
Yep, that outta do it.

huh?
hard to get drunk if youre tripping. you have to be drunk first. then say ahh the hell with it. eight hours later you say maybe i shouldnt have.
speed+acid=:drooling:

 

[zkt]

huh?
hard to get drunk if youre tripping. you have to be drunk first. then say ahh the hell with it. eight hours later you say maybe i shouldnt have.
speed+acid=:drooling:

NOPE. Tripping along nicely and someone suggested we have a beer. A few was fine but it turned into an activity and I evevtually threw up and everything turned bad. I was young then. But I know of what you speak of the capacity for beer on methyl amphetimine. I once drank 2 cases while shooting poolover the course of a night. Didnt phase me. Still beating everybody in the joint till I left. Theres a lot to be said for the D2 receptor. Ive been takinf 40 mg memantine in the am. I can perceive an improvement.

 

[hardasnails1973]

Sade's problem is, he doesn't believe AA will help him. I gave him the AA link in the UK. The defiant drunk that he is probably never clicked on it. He's got a blue dick from diabetes and a fucked up liver to boot. He's worried about his testosterone level. That boy is about as sharp as a bowling ball.

Excellent point,
its all about what factors does one have control over because he does in reality their life is spinning out of control before their vary eyes. It like a person with borderline personality disorder who can not take responsibility for their own actions, but blames everything else instead.

 

[sade]

My problem is the fact that I fucked myself up abusing roids and could have had the girl of my dreams but because my dick didn't work, she fucked me off and is now having regular sex with some other guy. Some days I think fuck it if I hang myself or overdose on something all this will be forgotten, but I know deep down I can bounce from this.

The same shit that fucked me up and ruined my life can only make me me again. Yes, I have an alcohol problem. Yes, I'm trying to tackle this but it's fucking hard when when you have to deal with issues that I have to deal with.

One by one, slowly but surely I will tackle all my demons and get through this. The booze first, then I'm going to get my blood sugars under control. Then and only then will I take on the real demon. It is me vs my male hormone. I will pump test enanthate back in me after all the other shit is dealt with. Every drop of it. Every fucking drop.

 

[Michael Scally MD]

My problem is the fact that I fucked myself up abusing roids and could have had the girl of my dreams but because my dick didn't work, she fucked me off and is now having regular sex with some other guy. Some days I think fuck it if I hang myself or overdose on something all this will be forgotten, but I know deep down I can bounce from this.

The same shit that fucked me up and ruined my life can only make me me again. Yes, I have an alcohol problem. Yes, I'm trying to tackle this but it's fucking hard when when you have to deal with issues that I have to deal with.

One by one, slowly but surely I will tackle all my demons and get through this. The booze first, then I'm going to get my blood sugars under control. Then and only then will I take on the real demon. It is me vs my male hormone. I will pump test enanthate back in me after all the other shit is dealt with. Every drop of it. Every fucking drop.

 

[sade]

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VDvr08sCPOc]Fort Minor - Remember The Name (OFFICIAL Video) HD - YouTube[/ame]

 

[sade]

My favourite game ever!! Xenogears on PS1. [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwncNm3Yftk]Xenogears - -145- - : Seibzehn vs Achtzehn - YouTube[/ame]

 

[zkt]

Is this turning into a pissing match ?
LOL

 

[sade]

I swear, I will bounce back from this;

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=swo51-CG9Ss&feature=fvst]John Cafferty - Hearts On Fire (Rocky IV) - YouTube[/ame]

 

[Michael Scally MD]

The Drunk Diet: How I Lost 40 Pounds . . . Wasted: A Memoir
http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/the-drunk-diet-luc-carl/1104154946 (BARNES & NOBLE | The Drunk Diet: How I Lost 40 Pounds . . . Wasted: A Memoir by Luc Carl, St. Martin's Press | NOOK Book (eBook), Hardcover)

 

[virtuosa150]

http://www.alcoholics-anonymous.org.uk/ (Alcoholics Anonymous (A.A.) Great Britain)

This is the way that works.

 

[jonkobeck]

 

[sade]

The other day went to my mothers and four swigs of pepsi spiked my sugars high so decided to completely cut out all carbs and sugar.

Breakfast: 2 sausage, 2 bacon, 2 eggs
,
Lunch: cheese salad

Dinner: Baked chicken, fish, turkey or steak with veg

Supper: Cheesy chilly mushrooms or 2 minced beef burgers with lettuce

Snacking on peanuts, cottage cheese, celery with light cheese spread and peanut butter.

Taking fish oil and Vitamin D and also speed walking 1-2 hours a day and gym 3 times a week. Hopefully I can reverse the insulin resistance and raise my T levels. Yes, I've stayed off the booze and plan to stay off indefinitely.

App with urologist next month and will tell him my plans if he or my endo doesn't put me on TRT.