I think I may have some sort of glucose intolerance but not full blown diabetes. Not yet. I'm sorting my diet and going back to the gym, plenty of cardio too.
I think he only stocks amps, he's got iranian test e but I won't touch that because there a lot of fakes. He has test c but I won't touch that either.
I'm in rehab at the mo because of a drink problem and won't be able to start TRT until I'm out this place. It's run by a couple of women and they piss me off. They keep telling me to go on anti d's and even referred me to a mental health unit. I keep saying to hem "Look, I don't give a fuck about my mental health, I have no sex drive I'm going back on the steroids and want out of this place" But they won't let me yet. They have no idea what testosterone is, no idea. The other guys don't either. Keep saying that diet and exercise will help me more than going on steroids. It's really pissing me off in here. I can't do shit. I feel trapped, waking up to the same shit everyday. I want to start taking the test but I can't in here.
No worries man. I haven't had a drink since Sunday and am going to try and stay sober over the weekend. I was going to go back on the test anyway after sorting my other issues out, but the thing is, I'm only drinking because I feel like shit, weak as fuck, losing weight, no drive or motivation. I only make those posts when I'm under the influence.