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When I stopped drinking my metabolism and my emotions were all over the place.
It may take awhile for your blood sugar to find a resting place.

I'm not sure man, I don't think the drinking is raising my sugars. I really hpoe it is and that quitting booze for good will not make them spike anymore. My sugars are normal two hours postprandial but if i eat Mcdonalds or some other type of junk food they spike into the diabetic level. My old man, uncle, auntie are all type 2 so diabetes does run in my family. Anyways, the booze is stopping me from getting better. I had a drink Friday and last night. I'm not touching it today though, no way. My doc even said to me that TRT will not work if I carry on drinking. He wanted me to quit and I did for a while but jumped back on after finding out that he wasn't going to put me on T. He was hoping that cessation of alcohol would bring back libido and fix the ED but it didn't because it wasn't what caused it. It was the steroids. A year long Test E cycle totally screwed me up. I stayed on for too long without thinking and paid the price. I swear, I don't give a fuck anymore. I'm putting myself back on. If they won't help me then so be it. I'll help myself.
 
I'm in rehab at the mo because of a drink problem and won't be able to start TRT until I'm out this place. It's run by a couple of women and they piss me off. They keep telling me to go on anti d's and even referred me to a mental health unit. I keep saying to hem "Look, I don't give a fuck about my mental health, I have no sex drive I'm going back on the steroids and want out of this place" But they won't let me yet. They have no idea what testosterone is, no idea. The other guys don't either. Keep saying that diet and exercise will help me more than going on steroids. It's really pissing me off in here. I can't do shit. I feel trapped, waking up to the same shit everyday. I want to start taking the test but I can't in here.


No worries man. I haven't had a drink since Sunday and am going to try and stay sober over the weekend. I was going to go back on the test anyway after sorting my other issues out, but the thing is, I'm only drinking because I feel like shit, weak as fuck, losing weight, no drive or motivation. I only make those posts when I'm under the influence.

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I had a drink Friday and last night. I'm not touching it today though, no way. My doc even said to me that TRT will not work if I carry on drinking. He wanted me to quit and I did for a while but jumped back on after finding out that he wasn't going to put me on T. He was hoping that cessation of alcohol would bring back libido and fix the ED but it didn't because it wasn't what caused it. It was the steroids. A year long Test E cycle totally screwed me up. I stayed on for too long without thinking and paid the price. I swear, I don't give a fuck anymore. I'm putting myself back on. If they won't help me then so be it. I'll help myself.

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What would you do then Dr Scally, if you took steroids for a year, fucked with nature and messed yourself up big time. Never recovered. Would you go back on?
 
@ sade, you gotta get off the booze man! PERIOD!

You can’t even begin to get yourself lined out until you stop drinking.
The alcohol anesthetizes your brain and you don’t think straight.

I’m telling you from 30 years of drinking and 20+ years of sobriety. You won’t get it right until you stop the booze. No! Not even one drink.

Once you clear the alcoholic cobwebs out of your head, you can start working on a life path of clarity and sobriety.

I’m just going to tell you how it is. If you keep drinking, you will kill yourself one way or another. If you want to live, sober up and stay sober!!

I have a little experience with this and I have seen it over and over.

If you keep trying to find something else in your life to make it better, so you don’t have to give up the booze, it will NEVER happen.

You have to stop the booze first and then you can sort the rest of the mess out as you go.

Life is a labyrinth (maze). You can’t find your way through the maze when you’re in a stupor.

Clean up man! You will thank yourself for it.

Find an AA meeting now and get to it. If you think there is a perfect time it will never happen.

Do it now!
 
@ sade, you gotta get off the booze man! PERIOD!

You can’t even begin to get yourself lined out until you stop drinking.
The alcohol anesthetizes your brain and you don’t think straight.

I’m telling you from 30 years of drinking and 20+ years of sobriety. You won’t get it right until you stop the booze. No! Not even one drink.

Once you clear the alcoholic cobwebs out of your head, you can start working on a life path of clarity and sobriety.

I’m just going to tell you how it is. If you keep drinking, you will kill yourself one way or another. If you want to live, sober up and stay sober!!

I have a little experience with this and I have seen it over and over.

If you keep trying to find something else in your life to make it better, so you don’t have to give up the booze, it will NEVER happen.

You have to stop the booze first and then you can sort the rest of the mess out as you go.

Life is a labyrinth (maze). You can’t find your way through the maze when you’re in a stupor.

Clean up man! You will thank yourself for it.

Find an AA meeting now and get to it. If you think there is a perfect time it will never happen.

Do it now!

Thanks bro, I'll do it. Haven't had a drink today. Once I've been sober for a few months, I'm going to put myself back on test enanthate, then I'm going to stick my dick in my endo's assistants face.
 
So, I'm trying to eat as healthy possible. My last meal was a salmon salad sandwich on 4 slices of wholemeal bread with cottage cheese on top. Two tablespoon of natural low fat yoghurt. My blood sugar was 163.9 an hour and 20 mins after but 15 mins later the reading dropped down to 103. So my two hour post meals sugars are normal but what I'm concerned about is the 1 hour post meal sugars. Can they spike this high in non diabetics?
 
Thanks bro, I'll do it. Haven't had a drink today. Once I've been sober for a few months, I'm going to put myself back on test enanthate, then I'm going to stick my dick in my endo's assistants face.

Most of my life has been healthy eating and fitness but I always had
that alcoholic inside me. I used to drink maybe 2X a month sometimes
more but sometimes months without any. It was after my divorce in 2007
I got into drinking every day for a couple years.

I went into rehab for 4 months and even at the beginning I didn't
feel so bad. It wasn't long before my sexdrive and strength came back
while working out in the Veteran affairs gyms and this is after many years
of messing with cycles. I was even using Tren E for years mostly on before
I went in to rehab.

My advice: Stop the drinking and you will see a big difference. I know it's
not easy, cause I started again after I got out and just stopped about 4 months ago with my girl's help. Just stay busy and try to keep your mind off alcohol and if it comes up just move on to something else fast.

I knew I would either have to stop myself .. with my girl or go to meetings and I
just don't like meetings so I did it this way. It only takes a few weeks for that physical addiction to go away then just have to work on the mental.

Good luck bro. You can do it, I know cause I did and I love vodka.
 
Most of my life has been healthy eating and fitness but I always had
that alcoholic inside me. I used to drink maybe 2X a month sometimes
more but sometimes months without any. It was after my divorce in 2007
I got into drinking every day for a couple years.

I went into rehab for 4 months and even at the beginning I didn't
feel so bad. It wasn't long before my sexdrive and strength came back
while working out in the Veteran affairs gyms and this is after many years
of messing with cycles. I was even using Tren E for years mostly on before
I went in to rehab.

My advice: Stop the drinking and you will see a big difference. I know it's
not easy, cause I started again after I got out and just stopped about 4 months ago with my girl's help. Just stay busy and try to keep your mind off alcohol and if it comes up just move on to something else fast.

I knew I would either have to stop myself .. with my girl or go to meetings and I
just don't like meetings so I did it this way. It only takes a few weeks for that physical addiction to go away then just have to work on the mental.

Good luck bro. You can do it, I know cause I did and I love vodka.

Thanks mate, I'm definitely staying off of it. It's causing me too many problems. I think it's messing with my pancreas and raising my blood sugars and this was one of my worst fears, becoming a diabetic. That is the last thing I need to continuously monitor my sugars just to make sure I haven't spiked. My mental health is really bad at the minute and obsessing over this issue is going to drive me insane. I'm stopping now before it's too late. Last drink was Saturday night and that will be my last. I have so many issues to sort out I really don't need to be worrying about becoming a diabetic. That's one of the reasons I'm stopping and there's so many more. I'm going to AA tomorrow. I don't get physical withdrawal symptoms anymore, just get really depressed so usually turn to drink but I really have had enough this time.
 
Getting past those withdrawls from anything is more than half the Battle! Keep Ur head held high Brutha, my prayers are with U, and We will always be here if U need us,we never leave one of Our own behind, never! God-Speed bro!
 
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Getting past those withdrawls from anything is more than half the Battle! Keep Ur head held high Brutha, my prayers are with U, and We will always be here if U need us,we never leave one of Our own behind, never! God-Speed bro!

Thanks bro!! it means a lot.
 
Can anyone tell me if this is a good panel of tests to get done to keep health in check when on TRT?

http://www.thedoctorltd.co.uk/healthscreen.html (TheDoctor Ltd: putting YOU in charge of YOUR health)
 
Ok, guys coming soon........

sade fucks himself up by staying on 500 mg Test Enanthate for a year six and a half years ago.

sade goes back on test enanthate at 300 mg TRT. How will he respond?
 
I got it all worked out bro's. 300 mg TRT for life at age 31. I'd rather live young and happy than old and miserable.

Blood tests every 6 months for liver function, kidney function, lipids, full blood count, PSA, T, E2 and SHBG. Discard a pint of blood every 2-3 months. Digital rectal exam every other year. I'm gonna do it. Make this work. I don't need a doctor. My cousin is a doctor. Maybe she'll help me in the future?

This is my life. This is my story.
 
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