I went out in blaze of glory over this very subject. Just don't do it if they're a WKM
What a fucking joke
@biggerben69 sound familiar?
I'm not complaining, just pointing out the double standard
Still angry I see? I haven't thought about that day in some time but I do remember I thought you had asked me about something gear related and in doing so believed you had opened the door and that you were asking what I could offer you.
What I can say that I remember and know is that there isn't any other member here that will speak up and get behind you and say "bb69 solicited me, too!" That's because it didn't and doesn't happen.
I have respect for meso and Millard. I couldn't imagine hitting up a new member about anything I could do or anything any of the best sources I have access to could do for them, anyway. Why would I? I was trusted before any serostim exchanged hands back in 2005 and I continue to be trusted today. It's because I've been through it all and then some more during the past 11 years. I served a 60 month federal prison sentence. I've gotten divorced and remarried. My step son has survived the entire first 3yr course of treatment/chemo after being diagnosed with leukemia. His mother, my new wife, was critically injured and should've died while her 2 life long friends that were passengers in that doomed vehicle did die.
Her wreck was 31 days after our son was given that nightmare diagnoses. My friends here at meso and the other boards I frequent lived through those experiences with me and offered every kind of support imaginable.
I'm grown and deal with this fucked up life and all it piles on me like an adult who is lucky, but also worthy and deserved, of the overwhelming support members of our Community gave and continue to give me.
Reasons I deserve all the love and support from this Community? I ate shit after a federal indictment was shoved down my throat. Of course I was offered a sentence reduction from the mandatory minimum 5yr sentence i had coming if only I'd cooperate and ruin the lives of some members of our Community by turning over info and agree to testify against those members. Wasn't a consideration. Fucking did the 5 yr sentence. Fuck them.
My soliciting by pm here at meso would be stupid. If I was soliciting it wouldn't be noobs that don't know better. They may be LE? If they are noobs I'd have to spend time convincing them. They don't know me? BB69 gets no love from noobs that don't know of him. I'm not being arrogant when I say that I am one of the best known and most respected guys out here. Again, not to be a dick, unlike tsl(new shit ugl) I have some top National Level competitors here in our Community as frequent callers needing and wanting to speak with me. I have 1 pro and another who will get his card within 2 yrs that count on me for major staples of their bb'ing diets.
If anyone believes I'm full of shit then that person doesn't know me. Guys here will speak to my life and shit I do when it is necessary to do so.
There were/are guys that are referred to me and some that hit me up when they maybe see me on another board talking about sourcing serostim.
I don't disagree with you saying there is a double standard. There clearly is. I don't agree with you implying that all WKM's would receive the support that I did from members that day. I'm not trying to be an arrogant prick, but I'm thinking there may be 1 or 2 guys besides myself who would have gotten the reception I got along with the page after page of posts by members that were genuinely angry with you and who checked in with me to see how I was doing after your thread and to ask me if I needed their help in any way.
I mean, it was quite the thread. I was a little worried about you and your personal safety. I had a few guys spread the word that you were not to be harmed.
I've been treated differently over the years for a couple of reasons, imo. Some boards are public but have secret sections of the public forum where VIP members or the equivalent may have sources advertising and taking orders. I help drive traffic. Serostim is as necessary as oxygen to the guys that compete at a high level. It is also sought out by gym rats who can afford the best.
Seros is a big reason I'm well known and received. However, without a record of honesty and integrity when it comes to dealing with LE and when it comes to the large sums of cash from the Community that I have been entrusted with over the years the seros wouldn't mean dick. Whether its $100 or $20,000, if its your $$ I'm holding, you know its coming back to you just the way you told me to get it.
The above is why I have not and will not solicit members here or anywhere. It's not something I need to do. It would only be counterproductive.
There are many reasons why i prefer not to open up about these things in the open. Security is the major concern. I don't move like i used to so I'm not overly concerned. There are safety measures in place to help run interference after I get done ranting and slip back to the streets under the cover of darkness. I gotta get moving. See you around.