Nope. Just trying to mentally prep your ass for how difficult this journey will be and how hard you have to approach it lol. Seeing your lifts and numbers, and the volume you've done before, and the couple vids you posted....you have what it takes physically for sure. Mentally you'll want to quit, to skip sets or reps, to miss a day, to find any excuse to escape the punishment but if I read you right, you'll keep coming back anyway
I may not always want to do it but I'm not one quit I'm just too stubborn. I'm sure it's going to suck while I'm doing it and shortly after but I'd be so pissed at myself if I skip stuff or make excuses.