So updating.
I relapsed and ended up overdosing mutiple times and in inpatient rehab.
All of last year i was on kratom or some substance and messed up.
so i have been clean for 40 days. Was in rehab 28 days. So 68 days total.
in this time i had no testosterone.
so now i finally got on trt because my numebrs were low.
i started working out 3 weeks ago. So i really only missed 3 weeks at the gym total.
that said i lost mass and gain a bit of fat.
i am 2 weeks into trt and finally got my script in the mail so i dont have to go to a clinic.
the two weeks were 100 mg a week.
thus when i got my test today i frontloaded 400 mg today because i have had so depressed and feeling lethargic from low t.
My bloodwork came back fantastic, all in range. I donated bloood yesterday.
my test levels were 84.
Estrodial 0
So i have 3 months until my next bloodwork and ordered some test prop in order to run a 500 mg mini cycle to get going again.
so started thats today. 400 mg test cyp. The prop will be here eventually.
I have no money so i have to wait to cycle for real which i will in a couple weeks, in that time i will prepare to do so accordingly and gain back some muscle until i blast off. But i have all the food i need to eat and i have been eating so clean. I also have the gym. I have nothing to do besides eat, stay clean, workout, AA. So i can dedicate all my time to getting in shape.
i am cutting this fat a gained away then going to bulk bigtime. I am going to cut alot to get that stubborn fat off on my lower bac
i was 240 lbs 6 foot 13-14% bf.
now 218 lbs 16 % bf about.
have been off all steroids for 6-8 weeks. And so it was a good forced break.
glad to be going again.
i have test cyp, AI, and cialis.