Who is our biggest, most shredded member at Meso?

Almost 40 and I’ve always wanted kids and he was the closest thing I ever had to one so I tried more so to make it work cause I cared about him so much
its one of the most fucked up feelings imo, Wanting a kid but not having one. I have a step kid (25 yr old) and am partially raising my niece (3.5 yr old) but would kill for my own.

I remember when you posted that story. Head high bro, high road always wins. There are guys here that feel your pain and support you, that was fucked.
 
Sure what do you want to know.I don’t mind you asking I put it out there. She played
Me. She ruined both shows I ever did. She faked a pregnancy 2 weeks before my show so I wouldn’t leave her and then the day of my weigh in driving to my show she told me she was getting an abortion, then lied and said just not kidding I’m not pregnant and I blew Up.

I never got to ever enjoy a prep or a show honestly. It’s not a fun process to begin with but when someone is constantly putting you down or giving you shit it’s ever harder. She was a black girl and she would said you’ll
Never be as good as a black man even with all the shit you take. they are superior and have better genetics.
Blah. Blah. But That was the one that hit the most because she had a son I basically raised and I was pretty much his dad
For 3 years. I didn’t care he was
Black

The best part was 8 weeks or so after the show she called and told me she really had an abortion and met someone guy and he took her to get it done lol and they were going to try and have a baby after it was done. I said that’s a keeper there, he’s a going to take you to abort another dudes baby and then wait for you to heal up to fuck you so you can get pregnant.

Yea that girl she’s gone and maybe one day I’ll do a show and actually enjoy it. And no disrespect asking. I’m no angel. I’ve done wrong in my life too but I was sucker for staying as long as I did. I’m
Almost 40 and I’ve always wanted kids and he was the closest thing I ever had to one so I tried more so to make it work cause I cared about him so much
God dam man, good for you. She sounds like a lunatic and you are undoubtedly better off without her. I couldn't I'magine investing in someone who is trying to put you down rather then lift you up. Fuck that, there are to many good women out there to get tied down by some wacko. Best of luck in the future.
 
Slowly leaning out. Maybe a pound a week. Sitting at 248 first thing in the morning right now. The goal is to stay as big and full as possible and look for a show when I’m about 6 weeks out. Trying to come in this year around 228- 230.

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Thick as always @rutman. If you can bring that new size with last year's conditioning this could be the year. You planning on the Master's Nats in July? The timing looks pretty good based on your current pic.
 
100% not me either. Oddly shaped and different side to side. I've never been accused of having a "well formed aesthetic" build. Genetic fail. LOL.
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Hey, I recognize that backdrop.... That was the first show I ever competed in way back in 2004. Won the novice overall. Did the state show a month later and finished last in junior light heavy, lol. Hung my trunks up after that for 12 years.

You had to win the overall there. You looked awesome!
 
Thick as always @rutman. If you can bring that new size with last year's conditioning this could be the year. You planning on the Master's Nats in July? The timing looks pretty good based on your current pic.

I’m seriously thinking next year on the Masters... Still not where I need to be to be at that level. But I’ll have to compete somewhere between now and then to be qualified. I’m looking at a bigger one north of us in October. That’ll be a good test for me. Just let me know where you’re going so I can pick a different show, lol. Don’t wanna get smoked too bad...
 
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