2017 log/ road to 2100 raw

Decided I'm just going to run test E @500 mg a week for now. Then maybe play with some orals and or tren ace when i get closer to a meet. Calories are around 3500 a day.
 
Yeah I try to myself but like you said they never turn out quite as good. I need to get a 2nd job there just for the free meals perk
 
So tired today and can't get the ex out of my head. It's been two weeks since she left, why the fuck can't I get over it? Feel like the worlds biggest bitch. Oh well, speed bench and accessories today with coach. Fueling up with two cherry pop tarts, peanut butter in between, protein shake and some chicken. Weird combo I know. Need to go shopping.. lol
 
You'll be alright in time. This kind of stuff is harder when you're younger anyway. I'm going through something similar with a chick I've been off and on with for twelve years. Just focus on training and life.
 
So tired today and can't get the ex out of my head. It's been two weeks since she left, why the fuck can't I get over it? Feel like the worlds biggest bitch. Oh well, speed bench and accessories today with coach. Fueling up with two cherry pop tarts, peanut butter in between, protein shake and some chicken. Weird combo I know. Need to go shopping.. lol

It'll get better, it just takes time. Gets old hearing it but it's the truth.

Look forward to the future man. When my ex left, I felt like my world was crashing down. Turned out, it was the best thing that could have happened to me. Turned me into what I am now, which is better than who I was before.

Not unlike your situation really. You had to trade her in to find your passion in lifting again... You got a good deal, I promise.
 
So tired today and can't get the ex out of my head. It's been two weeks since she left, why the fuck can't I get over it? Feel like the worlds biggest bitch. Oh well, speed bench and accessories today with coach. Fueling up with two cherry pop tarts, peanut butter in between, protein shake and some chicken. Weird combo I know. Need to go shopping.. lol

Out those emotions into the weights man. Either hype yourself to be mad at her and use the anger, or think about how the next girl will love your muscalar ass and use that as motivation.
 
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