Tomorrow will be my first high dosed hcg shot.
I noticed my balls being bigger already, and its only been 3 weeks of 1500iu of hcg per week.
I hope the 1500iu e3d isnt too overkill now, also in regards of high estrogen sides.
Libido still good, i popped a quarter tab of cialis on friday, because i havent seen my girlfriend in a week and didnt want my libido-anxiety to stop me from enjoying sex with her.
But im pretty sure I didnt need it, because the whole week prior i was being horny as fuck and had to jerk off a few times.
I wonder when the drop in libido finally comes or if it is coming.
Last time I approached coming off, i had it around the same time I started serms, and i remember not being able to achieve an erection because anything else was more interesting than sex to me.
I didnt taper down there and went from 250mg test a week to 0, and since this time I tapered down to 150mg, im really wondering if such a case comes again, or at least not as hard (pun intended) as it was when it happened last attempt.
The thought comes, because at 250mg i was still a horny goat, and i reduced down to 150mg, libido dropped a bit, and it took a time (until last week or so) to catch up to a higher level again.
So i had a libido-low when i dropped dosages down, which makes me think its either the body itself because it has to regulate homeostasis for newly lower levels of testosterone (even though 150mg puts me at around high-natty levels), and once homeostasis is achieved, which takes a few weeks, stuff like libido rises again,
OR it was simply mindfuckery.
I wanted to avoid that, hence the cialis.
As soon as ED happens again, i will do cialis low dosed for about 2 weeks, and check again how im doing without afterwards, because I expect it to happen, and dont want to let my gf suffer for it.
Really, really curious.