day one of attempting to restart

The use of multiple drug approaches to effect HPTA restart in hypogonadal situations generated by AAS usage actually has a long history. Numerous doctor have used various combinations in that regard, so this is no big deal.

While this concept will work "sometimes" (not always) with hypogonadism generated by AAS usage in younger males (teens to late 30s), what about AAS-induced hypogonadism in older males? Yes, their "normal" production may return, only to discover that their normal levels are now "sub optimal" (possibly in the 300 - 400 range - as an example - while their optimale levels could be at 700 - 900 levels). So once again, some form of Test administration via LEGAL hormone replacement therapy (TRT) becomes a necessary consideration.

And of course none of this is of any use whatsoever for the hypogonadal male who has become hypogonadal through primary hypogonadal causes or who has become hypogonadal through the "male menopause" (i.e., andropause) process generally related to aging... and unfortunately that "aging process" may affect males as early as their 40s whiole others not until their 60s or so. Having my HPTA restored to "normal" production, only to discover that my now "normal production" of Total T is around 320 (or 400 or whatever other low normal, sub optimal level) is simply meaningless.

Anyway, one of the protocols advocated using multiple drug approaches to reversing HPTA dysfunction in AAS-induced hypogonadism can be located here:

http://www.basskilleronline.com/hpta_reversal.html

...AAS has been shown to induce hypogonadotropic hypogonadism in adult males. The medical literature is conflicting in the reports of spontaneous return and long-term suppression of gonadal suppression post AAS usage. This observational study documents the treatment protocol of HCG, clomiphene citrate, and tamoxifen in returning hormonal function to normal post AAS usage. Design: Five HIV-negative males age 27-49, weighing 77-100 kg, with serum total testosterone levels below 240 ng/dL and luteinizing hormone (LH) levels below 1.5 mIU/mL were considered for this observational study. All five patients were administered the treatment protocol.
Treatment consisted of combination therapy which included concurrent administration of (a) Human Chorionic Gonadotropin, (b) Clomiphene Citrate and (c) Tamoxifen Citrate for a standard duration of 45 days. This protocol was repeated with every patient until serum LH and total testosterone values reached normal ranges... All five patients were considered eugonadal by normal laboratory reference ranges by the conclusion of treatment. Average serum total testosterone rose from 98.2 to 692.8 ng/dL (p<.001) while the average serum LH rose from an average undetectable value of less than 1.0 to 7.92 mIU/mL (p<.0008).
Conclusions: Although the treatment protocol of HCG, clomiphene citrate, and tamoxifen proved beneficial in reversing AAS induced hypogonadotropic hypogonadism, future controlled studies need to be performed to confirm the beneficial effects of this combined pharmacotherapy in returning HPGA functioning to normal.
While we believe that the treatment protocol was effective in returning normal hormonal function to these men, the lack of randomization or a control group leaves room for speculation. Although cases of spontaneous return to eugonadism with no medicinal intervention have been published, these reports documented durations anywhere from 6-18 months before normal hormone status was achieved (Gazvani et al, 1997; Wu et al, 1996). If the alternative treatment modality described herein can reverse suppressed gonadotropin production and AAS associated side effects much sooner than non-treatment, further evaluation of this therapy should continue.

While I cannot find the title of this particular study, it is clearly a legitimate medical study (though involving only a small number of patients and no control subjects). It also cites numerous references. BTW, if someone knows - or can find - the name of this study (and date), I would appreciate it. From the cited references, my belief is that this study was done around 2001 or so... Also I believe that it was likely an overseas study (England? Australia?)

I also have some questions about just what the medical license revocation was for in the above post (Mike, asih.net)... without reviewing the whole site - which I simply don't have the desire to do, as it appears that one would need to dig through all kinds of twisted logic and meaningless drivel immaterial to the presented complaint... But what I did notice, right off the bat was the following LARGE posting on the front page of the indicated web site:

Finding of Fact #18. Dr. Scally administered anabolic steroids to M.W., J.S., J.M., T.W., J.B., J.Bi, S.L., and S.D. for non-therapeutic reasons in violation of the MPA.

Finding of Fact #19. Dr. Scally administered Schedule III anabolic steroids to M.W., J.S., J.M., T.W., J.B., J.Bi, S.L., and S.D. for purposes of bodybuilding in. violation of the Texas Health and Safety Code, thereby violating the MPA.

It seems to me that the medical license revocation was NOT for treating AAS-induced hypogonadism, but for the illegal prescription of anabolic steroids. In fact, I wonder why the Texas Medical Board didn't turn over their files to enforcement authorities for prosecution of what seems to me to be felonious conduct under Federal law.

But then that's just my opinion....
 
stat1951 said:
The use of multiple drug approaches to effect HPTA restart in hypogonadal situations generated by AAS usage actually has a long history. Numerous doctor have used various combinations in that regard, so this is no big deal.

While this concept will work "sometimes" (not always) with hypogonadism generated by AAS usage in younger males (teens to late 30s), what about AAS-induced hypogonadism in older males? Yes, their "normal" production may return, only to discover that their normal levels are now "sub optimal" (possibly in the 300 - 400 range - as an example - while their optimale levels could be at 700 - 900 levels). So once again, some form of Test administration via LEGAL hormone replacement therapy (TRT) becomes a necessary consideration.

And of course none of this is of any use whatsoever for the hypogonadal male who has become hypogonadal through primary hypogonadal causes or who has become hypogonadal through the "male menopause" (i.e., andropause) process generally related to aging... and unfortunately that "aging process" may affect males as early as their 40s whiole others not until their 60s or so. Having my HPTA restored to "normal" production, only to discover that my now "normal production" of Total T is around 320 (or 400 or whatever other low normal, sub optimal level) is simply meaningless.

Anyway, one of the protocols advocated using multiple drug approaches to reversing HPTA dysfunction in AAS-induced hypogonadism can be located here:

http://www.basskilleronline.com/hpta_reversal.html






While I cannot find the title of this particular study, it is clearly a legitimate medical study (though involving only a small number of patients and no control subjects). It also cites numerous references. BTW, if someone knows - or can find - the name of this study (and date), I would appreciate it. From the cited references, my belief is that this study was done around 2001 or so... Also I believe that it was likely an overseas study (England? Australia?)

I also have some questions about just what the medical license revocation was for in the above post (Mike, asih.net)... without reviewing the whole site - which I simply don't have the desire to do, as it appears that one would need to dig through all kinds of twisted logic and meaningless drivel immaterial to the presented complaint... But what I did notice, right off the bat was the following LARGE posting on the front page of the indicated web site:



It seems to me that the medical license revocation was NOT for treating AAS-induced hypogonadism, but for the illegal prescription of anabolic steroids. In fact, I wonder why the Texas Medical Board didn't turn over their files to enforcement authorities for prosecution of what seems to me to be felonious conduct under Federal law.

But then that's just my opinion....

Larry, I for one am not the least bit interested in what your opinion is regarding legalities, lawsuits, or fingerpointing. This is a health forum.

I am interested in what Dr. Mike has to offer in the way of his medical experience with Men's Health because that is what these forums are about.
 
It is revealing of you to draw conclusions, make assumptions, and speculate on the material facts of the proceeding. Is prejudgment one of your stronger characteristics? After admitting that you simply don't have the desire to review the website and dig through all kinds of twisted logic and meaningless drivel immaterial to the presented complaint. Sir, the statement is oxymoronic. Logic is not based upon speculation, guess, and emotive urges. But your emotions take control when without any basis (your words, not mine) you exclaim, I wonder why the Texas Medical Board didn't turn over their files to enforcement authorities for prosecution of what seems to me to be felonious conduct under Federal law. How do you explain the fact that you did not read any of the website except the first page! Your conclusions were based upon noting more than raw emotions without any reasoning. I am sorry if the topic of AAS is a sensitive one for you. After the website returns tomorrow try a light read. If you really want to be dumbfounded and frightened read the sections on the Board experts.


The website belongs to me, alone. I designed, built, and wrote each and every word. Please excuse the lack of complexity, etc. in the site. I only have a very basic understanding of web construction. But it is rather strange who is responsible that "right off the bat was the following LARGE posting on the front page of the indicated web site..." These are Findings of Facts by the Board. I can understand not reading in detail since there are over 5,000+ pages. But had you I think you would have been very surprised


Your post is right that other forms of hypogonadism must be ruled out before embarking on the protocol. However, the post is clearly intended for those for those individuals using AAS. Your statement, The use of multiple drug approaches to effect HPTA restart in hypogonadal situations generated by AAS usage actually has a long history. Numerous doctor have used various combinations in that regard, so this is no big deal, is very far from what is fact. The medical literature contains very little with respect to treatment for anabolic steroid induced hypogonadism (ASIH). In fact, I would venture to guess that the total number of cites is less than 10!


The protocol works well with older males as well. But, again you are correct in implying their is a attenuation or blunting of the HPTA response with aging. I differ with strongly thought that HPTA normalization is "meaningless" if it returns the person to low normal T levels and they are symptomatic. This is a critical factor and concept and the primary reason surrounding TRT in Andropause or PADAM. While there are many studies showing significant morbidity with hypogonadism there are none in individuals with low-normal T. Depending on your view of ASIH this becomes important to the male who is electively on TRT (decreased libido, energy, etc.). Should this person need to stop TRT for any hypothetical reason) he will have the ability to stop and normalize the HPTA and thereby avoid those known morbidities associated with hypogonadism. But this may be dependent upon how long/dose/etc. He is on the TRT before stopping. See the Catch-22 a clinician places themselves - without a treatment to normalize the HPTA it may now not be possible to stop TRT! A basic tenet of medical care is to ensure a patient's autonomy - the result of the preceding actions has possibly eliminated his autonomy.


In your post you stated that it might still be necessary after HPTA normalization for the patient to be on TRT. The use of the term anabolic steroids in this proceeding included testosterone. Another reason to try and read some of the material is related to your post that after treatment the patient's T/LH level may fall. Correct!!! This comes to the regulation of the HPTA. Other considerations are clinical factors but disregard them to simplify argument. What factors need to be considered for HPTA regulation? I will let you answer this, if you wish, because this is at the heart of some of the individual's treatment and possibly lead to some introspection for your comments.


Lastly, and this will be most embarrassing for you but please accept it and make peace so an exchange of important issues may take place. The paper you cite is not from Australia or England but Houston!!! Yes, the paper is mine. I do appreciate you placing many of my quotes in your post. Is it possible for you to reconcile the individual from the website you did not read with the author of the paper you cite? I think so. Lets talk about issues of relevance and importance. For me it is important to understand your reactions. Why? The topic of AAS are so heavily politicized that it is imperative that an effort is made to bring this topic back to the realm of medicine so individuals are treated properly.


I hope this clarifies some of your issues. By no measure do I mean to raise your ire. I have tried to clear away those points where no exchange is possible and discuss those that have substance and mutual understanding.


Peace.


Mike


Note: If you would like a copy of the article let me know. No problem.
 
Vforcer2 said:
Larry, I for one am not the least bit interested in what your opinion is regarding legalities, lawsuits, or fingerpointing. This is a health forum.

I am interested in what Dr. Mike has to offer in the way of his medical experience with Men's Health because that is what these forums are about.


It is not my opinion regarding the legalities of (AAS) steroid usage beyond a very small spectrum for medical purposes, it is a simple fact of the law. As to lawsuits and fingerpointings, I spoke nothing of lawsuits. And YOU seem to be the one doing the fingerpointing.

As to the specified quote from the web page provided by Dr. Mike, I did nothing other than re-post what he himself has posted in HUGE font letters - in bold red - on that opening page that was provided by him:

http://www.asih.net/

When I saw the terms "Finding of Facts", I felt - based upon previous experience with formal hearings - that this was the determination made by a judge or fact-finding panel or arbitrator or other decider of authority. Apparently these were indeed the reasons used by the Board to revoke Dr. Mike's ability to practice medicine in Texas.... (according to an e-mail I have received by a member who is working through what parts of the web site is still accessible).

As to your comment, "Men's Health because that is what these forums are about"... actually this is only one forum and what I see happening is more and more of it turning away from Men's Health and concern for all forms of hypogonadism, and becoming more and more of a site primarily concerned with restoring AAS-induced hypogonadism... a Super PCT site. Otherwise, I agree with you - which makes my point: i.e., that the administration of AAS for non medical reasons is indeed a health hazard and that is what the Dr Mike site apparently indicates was going on.

Larry
 
Hi Mike. Welcome to the forum.

Don't mind Larry. He still hasn't gotten over Dr. Crisler's (aka, Swale) most recent self-destructive episode, which resulted in his departure from this forum.

Anyway, I would be interested in hearing in your own words why the Texas medical board revoked your license for allegedly administering anabolic steriods.
 
Well Larry, I do agree that I see men’s health forum going or moving in another direction.
But,
I have issue of hypogonadism and if I can't find the answer to my questions here where am I to go?
18 months of low test levels can be a nightmare.

If I have to go back on TRT then so be it.
I would much rather try and get back to normal ASAP.
How am I to do this?
Whom should I consult?

Do you agree that to find the best approach to understanding hypogonadism whether it primary or secondary is right here?
We do happen to have the same condition whether I induced it myself or an act of nature.
I am actually worried right now that I might not be able to recover.

So I am glad Mike is here, at least if anything else I can get some reassurance and or a good plan to recover, at least with this approach I can sleep a bit better.
I read the whole article you linked; I read all articles on this subject I can get my hands on. My last doc put me on TRT before he ever even suggested I try something to recover.
10 months later, (46 now) on TRT might have stopped any chance of recovery and all this under medical supervision.

Thanks for coming to the board Mike, you have a PM
 
asih.net said:
It is revealing of you to draw conclusions, make assumptions, and speculate on the material facts of the proceeding. Is prejudgment one of your stronger characteristics? After admitting that you simply don't have the desire to review the website and dig through all kinds of twisted logic and meaningless drivel immaterial to the presented complaint. Sir, the statement is oxymoronic. Logic is not based upon speculation, guess, and emotive urges. But your emotions take control when without any basis (your words, not mine) you exclaim, I wonder why the Texas Medical Board didn't turn over their files to enforcement authorities for prosecution of what seems to me to be felonious conduct under Federal law. How do you explain the fact that you did not read any of the website except the first page! Your conclusions were based upon noting more than raw emotions without any reasoning. I am sorry if the topic of AAS is a sensitive one for you. After the website returns tomorrow try a light read. If you really want to be dumbfounded and frightened read the sections on the Board experts.


The website belongs to me, alone. I designed, built, and wrote each and every word. Please excuse the lack of complexity, etc. in the site. I only have a very basic understanding of web construction. But it is rather strange who is responsible that "right off the bat was the following LARGE posting on the front page of the indicated web site..." These are Findings of Facts by the Board. I can understand not reading in detail since there are over 5,000+ pages. But had you I think you would have been very surprised


Your post is right that other forms of hypogonadism must be ruled out before embarking on the protocol. However, the post is clearly intended for those for those individuals using AAS. Your statement, The use of multiple drug approaches to effect HPTA restart in hypogonadal situations generated by AAS usage actually has a long history. Numerous doctor have used various combinations in that regard, so this is no big deal, is very far from what is fact. The medical literature contains very little with respect to treatment for anabolic steroid induced hypogonadism (ASIH). In fact, I would venture to guess that the total number of cites is less than 10!


The protocol works well with older males as well. But, again you are correct in implying their is a attenuation or blunting of the HPTA response with aging. I differ with strongly thought that HPTA normalization is "meaningless" if it returns the person to low normal T levels and they are symptomatic. This is a critical factor and concept and the primary reason surrounding TRT in Andropause or PADAM. While there are many studies showing significant morbidity with hypogonadism there are none in individuals with low-normal T. Depending on your view of ASIH this becomes important to the male who is electively on TRT (decreased libido, energy, etc.). Should this person need to stop TRT for any hypothetical reason) he will have the ability to stop and normalize the HPTA and thereby avoid those known morbidities associated with hypogonadism. But this may be dependent upon how long/dose/etc. He is on the TRT before stopping. See the Catch-22 a clinician places themselves - without a treatment to normalize the HPTA it may now not be possible to stop TRT! A basic tenet of medical care is to ensure a patient's autonomy - the result of the preceding actions has possibly eliminated his autonomy.


In your post you stated that it might still be necessary after HPTA normalization for the patient to be on TRT. The use of the term anabolic steroids in this proceeding included testosterone. Another reason to try and read some of the material is related to your post that after treatment the patient's T/LH level may fall. Correct!!! This comes to the regulation of the HPTA. Other considerations are clinical factors but disregard them to simplify argument. What factors need to be considered for HPTA regulation? I will let you answer this, if you wish, because this is at the heart of some of the individual's treatment and possibly lead to some introspection for your comments.


Lastly, and this will be most embarrassing for you but please accept it and make peace so an exchange of important issues may take place. The paper you cite is not from Australia or England but Houston!!! Yes, the paper is mine. I do appreciate you placing many of my quotes in your post. Is it possible for you to reconcile the individual from the website you did not read with the author of the paper you cite? I think so. Lets talk about issues of relevance and importance. For me it is important to understand your reactions. Why? The topic of AAS are so heavily politicized that it is imperative that an effort is made to bring this topic back to the realm of medicine so individuals are treated properly.


I hope this clarifies some of your issues. By no measure do I mean to raise your ire. I have tried to clear away those points where no exchange is possible and discuss those that have substance and mutual understanding.


Peace.


Mike


Note: If you would like a copy of the article let me know. No problem.


Sorry.

I didn't dig through the web site because:
(A) YOU indicated that it was down for maintenance, and
(B) what pages I could access seem to argue everything but the facts of what the Texas Medical Board appeared to be viewing as the most serious charges...

And those appeared to be in regard to the administration of AAS in what they - as the decider of facts - felt to be non medical conditions.

I waded through a number of pages that went on and on with all kinds of legal descriptions and definitions and so forth and so on, pages that attacked the Board and their experts but didn't seem to come right out and ever say, "Hey, no, I never did that!". I also waded through pages that had links that didn't seem to go anywhere while other links worked. But I felt that i had "waded through" enouch to give me a picture of what was gonig on (or had gone on) here.

Also, please get your facts straight.

RE:
How do you explain the fact that you did not read any of the website except the first page!

I never said that I only read the ONLY the first page.

What I said was:

...without reviewing the whole site - which I simply don't have the desire to do...

I then shortly afterwards said:

...what I did notice, right off the bat, was the following LARGE posting on the front page of the indicated web site...

Note that this LARGE posting was a huge font size in bright bold red that YOU had positioned on the opening page!

Reading that whole segment / paragraph made it clear that I had obviously read more than only the first page!

Let's see, what did you call that?

Speculation?

Assumption?

Is prejudgment one of your stronger characteristics?

As to your statement:

Lastly, and this will be most embarrassing for you but please accept it and make peace so an exchange of important issues may take place. The paper you cite is not from Australia or England but Houston!!! Yes, the paper is mine.

Why would I possibly be embarrassed? Please re-check the link that I provided: http://www.basskilleronline.com/hpta_reversal.html

The ONLY reference to Houston in that whole article was the following comment:

Laboratory testing was performed by Quest Diagnostics Inc., (Houston, TX) and SmithKline Beecham Clinical Laboratories, (Houston, TX).

As even NIH Hospital farms out much of their Hormone Testing to Mayo Clinic, this was pretty meaningless.

No where in this SPECIFIC online version of this study (obviously copied nad pasted by "basskilleronline") does it cite WHERE this particular study was done, or WHO it was done by or even the NAME of the study... and yet I'm supposed to be embarrassed for not knowing that?

Come on... you'll have to do better than that!

And the name Scally is also NOT located anywhere in that article... so again, how was I to "know" that it was yours? Not being an AAS-induced hypogonadal male, sorry, but it wasn't an article that I researched extensively to see who, when or where.... I noted that it was also cited - in the same incomplete form - on a number of BB / AAS related web sites and moved on... that one link of "basskilleronline" was the only one that I had bookmarked.

And as to whether or not there has been that much published medical literature on this topic, well, I simply don't know... but once again, that is NOT what I said... I spoke of doctors who USE such protocols... and there are a number of doctors who actually use this or similar protocols in treating AAS-induced hypogonadism. A review of the range of the various hypogonadal boards show similar treatments going on by a number of patients, under the supervision of doctors so they claim - and unless they are all using the same doctor... Like I said, I did NOT refer to publications in that area, what I referred to was therapies being used by doctors in that type of hypogonadism (Speculation and / or assumption on your part?)...

Anyway, I believe that a posting of this full article along with it's title, date, and authorship would be an excellent Thread for this site and would provide those with AAS-induced hypogonadism yet another therapeutical option. Additionally, this article is posted at numerous places across the Internet where it is just like basskilleronline - no authorship, nor title, nor date - so having it in it's full format on MESO would be a bonus for MESO... In fact, you ought to track down the various forms of its postings on the Internet and insist that they attribute authorship to yourself.

As to my "sensitivities" concerning AAS, I would propose that the opposite is true. I believe that it is you who has a "sensitivity" towards AAS... Possible a "light read" of applicable Federal statutes regarding the administration / prescription of AAS might be in order?

Now you may very well believe that your activities were not in violation of any such Federal laws, and that may very well be the case.

If that is what you feel to be the case, the I will offer some "professional advice" that could be of tremendous advantage in your appeal process.

I would strongly suggest that you take your practice records and set up an appointment with the Regional DEA Office for your area (Houston Division at 713-693-3000). Explain to them your situation and voluntarily submit COPIES of your practice records, specifically of the cases cited by the Texas Medical Board. To preserve confidentiality status, once you make the copies, go through and redact (mark out with a heavy black permanent marker) any references to names, addresses, dates of birth, social security numbers, etc. of each case. But be sure and include EACH and EVERY case that was reviewed and cited by the Texas Medical Board (use the same Initials Identification system that the TMB did for each case). If you get a clean bill of health from the DEA in that none of your actions violated any Federal law then you have a tremendous piece of advantage for your appeal process. There will be a similar State law through the Texas code of statutes. Find the primary enforcement agency for the State (not a local muniplaity or county enforcement agency which would carry little weight), but a State level agency. I would imagine that would be the Texas Department of Public Safety, Criminal Enforcement Division. Locate their Houston office number and follow the same process witrh them. Once again, getting a clean bill of health from the State's primary enforcement agency in that none of your actions violated any State law would then give you yet another tremendous piece of advantage for your appeal process!

As to:

By no measure do I mean to raise your ire. I have tried to clear away those points where no exchange is possible and discuss those that have substance and mutual understanding.

I have not had my ire raised even slightly. I believe that you jumped at some assumptions and conclusions and speculations based upon a quick scanning of my post rather than reading what I was actually saying (and then - humorously - proceeded to indict me for those same violations).

As you can see, I posted - even though not realizing that it was originally a study that you had done - what I felt to be a similar (and apparently successful) therapeutical process for the aid of AAS-induced hypogonadism, so I clearly do not have a bias against such individuals receiving treatment. My wife used to smoke and I would hate to see her denied treatment for some lung cancer or whatever down the road sometime because she was a "former smoker"... by the same token I would cast a biased eye towards a medical practitioner who then turned around and encouraged her to smoke or prescribed her tobacco!

But I will admit to a strong bias against AAS steroids (and I do not include Testosterone in reference range producing TRT amounts as falling within that realm). AAS steroids - with the exception of a narrow spectrum of medical uses (as far as I know) - are illegal in the USA. If they are legal in this other country or that other country, then usage of them within that context is their business and I would have to problem with discussions in that regard. I would disagree with that position and choose not to participate.

Anyway, my evidence of lack of ire is evidenced by the fact that I have provided a couple of options for you that would - IMHO - provide very strong benefits to your appeal process (and were probably things never even ever considered by your appeal attorneys).

Now should your appeal attorneys feel that this would be a BAD move in that legal violations did in fact occur, then forget that I brought it up!

Larry


P.S. As an "aging male" with hypogonadism and currently on TRT, I know that I personally (ME) would not want to go on an HPTA Reversal regimen that would ersult in my "normal levels" of around 180 Total Testosterone (range 260 - 1000) that existed PRIOR to starting TRT... I was absolutely miserable at those levels and had zero libido and complete ED... and that was where I was with NO hormone replacement therapy.... Even if a protocol such as you suggest DOUBLED my "normal production" via a "re-started" HPTA, jeez, that would mean that I now had around 360 Total T. Well, when my TRT regimen was initially started, I in fact DID have Total T in the range of about 375 - 380 for a couple of months... and I still felt like shit... So, for me personally, no thanks - I don't want to return to my previous "normal" levels of TRT or even twice my norma levels or even three times my previous normal levels (let's see, three times would put me at 540 Total T - still well below the recommended "upper quartile" that most antiaging doctors recommend).

P.S. #2 As to this following statement:
While there are many studies showing significant morbidity with hypogonadism there are none in individuals with low-normal T.

Yes, I would imagine that individuals with low-normal WOULD have a lower morbidity rate than those individuals with hypogonadism. But I would also imagine that individuals with optimal levels (upper quartile) of Total T, Free T, Bioavailable T would have even yet better morbidity rates. Nothing in my argument has favored that individuals should eliminate therapies and aim to remain hypogonadal, so where did that come from? My argument is that attaining an optimal level of T (as well as one's other hormones to the greatest extent possible) is the true route of the best possible Men's Health.
 
how are you feeling hack?

I really honestly feel much better than when I was experimenting with any trt protocal. My libido is still lagging though, but it is functional, and when I do get erections they are much more reliable than when I was on trt, where they seemed more fickle. I am hoping that the lack of ravenous desire has something to do with the estrogenic effects of the nolva, so I am starting my taper off this week, then I will probably see how I feel and take my blood test soon after.

I created the journal as a reference too, that I can look back on in future years.... I have looked at posts I made years ago (under different nicknames on different boards) and it is always interesting to see where you were and what you were thinking 3 years ago. good luck with your protocal too!
 
chap said:
how are you feeling hack?

Oh man Saturday I was depressed and this might be from Friday night going out and having some drinks. I only drink on Fridays and Sat, I was not my self at all.
I am taking some HCG too but for some reason it is not working all so hot, I really dont see how one could have testicular atrophy using 500+iu's a day and still feel like this.

I am at a loss, could be this HCG is no good.
Got a scrip for novarel and nobody can fill it.

I feel pretty good today but I am in my normal routine and this helps me stay focused and distracted from my problems abroad. Being at work can be theraputic at times:D

I am not normally moody or depressed but Sat was bad and I hated how I felt.

I am interested in the libido issue off the nolvadex chap.
 
hackskii said:
Oh man Saturday I was depressed and this might be from Friday night going out and having some drinks. I only drink on Fridays and Sat, I was not my self at all.

I am not normally moody or depressed but Sat was bad and I hated how I felt.

Alcohol will cause a buildup of estrogen, because it inhibits elimination of estrogen from the blood. Could be the extra estrogen that made you feel like this.
 
Welcome

DavidZ said:
Hi Mike. Welcome to the forum.

Don't mind Larry. He still hasn't gotten over Dr. Crisler's (aka, Swale) most recent self-destructive episode, which resulted in his departure from this forum.

Anyway, I would be interested in hearing in your own words why the Texas medical board revoked your license for allegedly administering anabolic steriods.

Mike, I welcome you to this forum. You appear extremely bright and high credentialled.

I personally don't want to discuss your license revocation. Such discussion tends to bring inflammatory rather than useful discussion.

I primarily want the discussion to keep its focus on Men's Health - with the valuable input you can bring.
 
Re: Welcome

marianco said:
Mike, I welcome you to this forum. You appear extremely bright and high credentialled.

I personally don't want to discuss your license revocation. Such discussion tends to bring inflammatory rather than useful discussion.

I primarily want the discussion to keep its focus on Men's Health - with the valuable input you can bring.

Well said.

Welcome aboard Mike.
 
end day 19, 10mg nolva

felt depressed most of the day, started worrying that it might mean my test went lower, but then my workout was very strong and made me feel better, depression may be more related to life problems (rocky relationship at the moment is a burden)

tempted to go for a blood test to see where I'm at and whether I can get off the nolva quickly or whether I should be bumping it back up a bit for a while

exercise tolerance wise I feel recovered, I remember what it was like when I was low test and I couldn't work out hard without feeling it, lately I've been really good, so test must be at least ok

libido still quite low though, which is a concern, functional, but no drive really... not sure if that calls for more or no more SERM
 
Re: Welcome

marianco said:
Mike, I welcome you to this forum. You appear extremely bright and high credentialled.

I personally don't want to discuss your license revocation. Such discussion tends to bring inflammatory rather than useful discussion.
I wasn't looking for a discussion. Rather I was looking to hear Mike's side of the story. Although, I agree, that there's a good chance that a telling of his story would probably lead to a discussion in a forum like this.

I presume that Mike tells his side of the story on his website. But his website is down at this time.

marianco said:
I primarily want the discussion to keep its focus on Men's Health - with the valuable input you can bring.
I agree.
 
We have to be careful sometimes to not confuse every feeling with a relation to our hormonal problems. i do this all the time, if i get in a fight with my girlfriend and i feel bad i start wondering if my depression is getting worse or if my e2 is high or whatever, sometimes i think i put TOO MUCH thought into it. Some days are just crappy days...hang in there bro.



chap said:
end day 19, 10mg nolva

felt depressed most of the day, started worrying that it might mean my test went lower, but then my workout was very strong and made me feel better, depression may be more related to life problems (rocky relationship at the moment is a burden)

tempted to go for a blood test to see where I'm at and whether I can get off the nolva quickly or whether I should be bumping it back up a bit for a while

exercise tolerance wise I feel recovered, I remember what it was like when I was low test and I couldn't work out hard without feeling it, lately I've been really good, so test must be at least ok

libido still quite low though, which is a concern, functional, but no drive really... not sure if that calls for more or no more SERM
 
morepain said:
We have to be careful sometimes to not confuse every feeling with a relation to our hormonal problems. i do this all the time, if i get in a fight with my girlfriend and i feel bad i start wondering if my depression is getting worse or if my e2 is high or whatever, sometimes i think i put TOO MUCH thought into it. Some days are just crappy days...hang in there bro.


Absolutely. 1 day does not mean much. I had my first shitty day in 6-8 weeks last week. Really almost a hint of pre-TRT stuff. The next day I was fine again. Since I'm on weekly shots and this was day 3 or 4, I know it was not due to T.

I did not have any particular reason for this. Just woke up and felt like crap.
 
morepain said:
We have to be careful sometimes to not confuse every feeling with a relation to our hormonal problems. i do this all the time, if i get in a fight with my girlfriend and i feel bad i start wondering if my depression is getting worse or if my e2 is high or whatever, sometimes i think i put TOO MUCH thought into it. Some days are just crappy days...hang in there bro.
Very well said for the last 20 some yrs. I woke up feeling like I could not take another day like the last one. But I did it and now I am 62 where the hell did the time go. So now all I do is take them one day at a time I feel yesterday is gone nothing I can do about it and today is here and I am going to make the best of this day as I can. Why it took me so long to get into the mind set that if there is nothing I can do about what ever, then I am not going to worry about it.
 
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