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biggerben69 said:
I want to take care not to come off as an egotistical asshole sticking his nose into an argument in order to grab the spotlight for a time.
I've taken some interest in Pharmacom and what i thought was a pretty clear down trend in service and product quality. I thought it warranted my pointing out how what i was witnessing conjured up thoughts and memories of ugl's in days long gone.
I'm a creature of habit and instinct had me calling out reps and members and those that appeared to be shills and bandwagon cheerleaders.
I have to be honest. It felt right. The up and coming star of the aas world that once seemed to have the customers best interest somewhere close to their greed and excitement of a fat bottom line had crossed over to the dark side and needed to be exposed as the tyrants they had become. I thought i felt the people coming to life. The wagons were ready to be circled and meso would show the online BB'ing and Steroid Community how it earned its stripes and why we wouldn't change to fit the mold that the source boards fought so hard to uphold...the almighty dollar vs the bare bones truth. Meso would triumph. The truth always wins in the end.
This shit just isn't fun any longer. What the fuck has happened. I've been reading threads the last couple of nights and i gotta say what i feel is just plain sad. I shake my head and I'm not sure but i think what i feel may be shame?
I tell myself that I'm not that important. As is usual, I don't think I truly believe it but i say it to myself a few times. I mean, c'mon....I'm checking out the join dates of the guys stepping on to the playground for the first time looking to scrap and for the most part they're 2016 guys. Nothing wrong with that. Meso has always been about the new guy. The new kid has to cut his teeth sometime and there are some smart new members out there who have been watching from the sidelines and just like on the playground they can sense something is lacking and the old guard needs to be challenged and some new guys may make a name for themselves and some may not.
I'm not sure where i fit in these days? Back a couple yrs ago and even more recent than that we'd have a guy from the starting line-up relapse publicly. It's never pretty. Its always embarrassing. But it was as like when that uncle of yours had to much to drink at X mas and then exposed some dark family secret while challenging all the male family members to a fistfight.
Soon after, he'd be inconsolable, crying and apologizing to anyone and everyone that would listen. Your dad and other uncles would walk the drunk around the neighborhood while drunk uncle so and so puked and fell down. Everyone made up. Some fences would never be mended but order seemed to be restored nonetheless.
Doesnt feel like that to me here. Most of the new guys don't remember, or care for that matter, about what i would call the Glory Days of the Underground. 2012 i would say it started while peaking in 2014 and now seemingly ending in front of our eyes today in 2016.
I may be to full of myself but i believe i was fortunate enough to have personally ushered in the era and had a role in setting the tone for the few years that followed from 2012. 2013 and 2014 saw what i would call the greatest class of meso talent logging on for the very first time.
If you saw a list of the members that signed up in 2014(a few in 2013) you would agree they are the best of the best....collectively, anyway.
There are some old timers who are awesome or wkm's in every sense of the words. Mands....Dr Jim...Opti..manwhore...and even Paul who has 3 yrs on my registration date.
Meso was something in the Glory Days. It was like the early days of the UFC. Gracie and Shamrock.
Speaking of the old Greats...our very own Brutus79 is on the mend laid up in hospital 20lbs lighter from the shock of surgery and the gall bladder that called for the knife. He text me this morning reaching out the way he does at just the right time. I needed to hear from him. He helps me focus and remember that its not all about me. He reminds me of whats important. First by asking how my Granddaughter was doing...and then by texting a pic of his ugly mug in a hospital gown in bed with tubes up his nose and red weary ears that took nothing away from that genuine smile.
There's something about speaking with a man that has honestly seen the bottom...a man who has seen how disgusting and desperately hopeless a human being(himself) can become in this world.
A guy, who will tell you that he was only able to be part of what is a wonderful comeback story by living a pitifully self serving existence as he did.
Brutus helps me to be grateful for what i have. His attitude helps me recognize whats really important in this world. I've been to the bottom a few times. I've come to believe I'm addicted to the comeback?
Enough about me. @Big_paul ...I'm worried about you, brother. You're not in your right mind. @Docd187123 ...i have the utmost respect for you...but please...is being right more important than a mans life? Put the ego aside and if you cant see that you're boxing with a one armed man...simply stand down. If your hatred or whatever it is that is having you pick apart Paul while the new guys cheer is so great that you cant stop yourself then I'm asking that you fucking knock it off. You win. As smart as you are I'm starting to think that youre missing something upstairs. The man needs help.
The rest of us know you aren't a rep of any kind. I speak openly about your respected place in the Community. One of the smartest we have. A little compassion goes a long way.
Paul...i dont know you very well...but youre one of us. Reach out and get it together...please.
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Hey man....We might be related cuz that sounds an awful lot like my family and especially my drunk uncle!
 
Tj72 said:
Man, this place is what I call brutally honest and I can always deal with honesty a lot better than a bunch of bs!!
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It is and there is no other board you would ever see anything like this. If a man has heart he is going to fight. It happens all the time. When i go, I go big :)
 
I know bro and made mention of it in a post way earlier. Nothing wrong with fighting for what you believe in. At least you stand for something. I know now that I won't always agree with you, no doubt in my mind but it ain't the end of the damn world nor does it mean anyone is a bad guy here. Keep the passion, at least your living for something my man
 
I agree with @biggerben69 's previous post and all of the members in it except one
(maybe @biggerben69 forgot what happened, he is human). manwhore home brewed some crap gear that gave a member an infection so bad it put him in the hospital. Then, rather than being remorseful he made jokes about the situation and how he was still making money selling gear, some via PM on Meso. It happened about 2 years ago, but I don't recall the member who had to be admitted to the hospital. I remember his avi, not handle. Every third word MW would post was "pussy". Believe it or not, members started making fun of him for mentioning pussy so much. Talk about irony from a group of guys running juice.

Good to see some activity from you @brutus79.
 
Genghis K. said:
I agree with @biggerben69 's previous post and all of the members in it except one
(maybe @biggerben69 forgot what happened, he is human). manwhore home brewed some crap gear that gave a member an infection so bad it put him in the hospital. Then, rather than being remorseful he made jokes about the situation and how he was still making money selling gear, some via PM on Meso. It happened about 2 years ago, but I don't recall the member who had to be admitted to the hospital. I remember his avi, not handle. Every third word MW would post was "pussy". Believe it or not, members started making fun of him for mentioning pussy so much. Talk about irony from a group of guys running juice.

Good to see some activity from you @brutus79.
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Only on the board... im out of the gym two fucking months. Fucking gall bladder- and they said my heart is overall large enough to be a big concern, so while the doctor commended me for refusing all narcotics for the surgery to preserve my sobriety he also said with my history of past addiction with steroids would be a young death. So, physique style perhaps? I have a high of 292 for the year and woke up at 248. I sleep well but avoid the mirror- health over ego is a tough pill to swallow.
 
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brutus79 said:
Only on the board... im out of the gym two fucking months. Fucking gall bladder- and they said my heart is overall large enough to be a big concern, so while the doctor commended me for refusing all narcotics for the surgery to preserve my sobriety he also said with my history of past addiction with steroids would be a young death. So, physique stayle perhaps? I have a high of 292 for the year and woke up at 248. I sleep well but avoid the mirror- health over ego is a tough pill to swallow.
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You havent been on that long
They believe the heart enlargement was caused solely by steroids?
 
brutus79 said:
Only on the board... im out of the gym two fucking months. Fucking gall bladder- and they said my heart is overall large enough to be a big concern, so while the doctor commended me for refusing all narcotics for the surgery to preserve my sobriety he also said with my history of past addiction with steroids would be a young death. So, physique stayle perhaps? I have a high of 292 for the year and woke up at 248. I sleep well but avoid the mirror- health over ego is a tough pill to swallow.
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Damn man. Get better. Its a tough pill to swallow, but health comes first. Im in a similar situation (though not as bad). Got a couple of bad hernia's that have kept me out of the gym for almost 2 months. Dropped 20 lbs so far. Then i got surgery coming up and another month off.
Good to see you back around here though.
 
brutus79 said:
Only on the board... im out of the gym two fucking months. Fucking gall bladder- and they said my heart is overall large enough to be a big concern, so while the doctor commended me for refusing all narcotics for the surgery to preserve my sobriety he also said with my history of past addiction with steroids would be a young death. So, physique stayle perhaps? I have a high of 292 for the year and woke up at 248. I sleep well but avoid the mirror- health over ego is a tough pill to swallow.
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I can relate man. Get better and be safe bro.
 
brutus79 said:
Nope. A combination of genetics, decades of stimulant abuse all exacerbated by mid life anabolic abuse. I was less than safe and have always treated my body like an amusement park.
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I was thinking along those lines. Just wanted to see what you said. But you know it is difficult to swallow. I get it. We all wont have these synthetic muscles forever. Temporary. Just like life. Temporary.

Be well
 
brutus79 said:
Only on the board... im out of the gym two fucking months. Fucking gall bladder- and they said my heart is overall large enough to be a big concern, so while the doctor commended me for refusing all narcotics for the surgery to preserve my sobriety he also said with my history of past addiction with steroids would be a young death. So, physique style perhaps? I have a high of 292 for the year and woke up at 248. I sleep well but avoid the mirror- health over ego is a tough pill to swallow.
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Damn good to here you found out but sry to hear. Tbh its sketching me out man(enlarge heart) waiting for my gallbladder to be removed and let's just say aas and cocaine have been abused heavily in the last few decades. Speedy recovery Brut
 
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Good to see you back 'round these parts, @brutus79. Get well and get yourself back to training smarter and you'll be thanking yourself for it that you are still alive. If it serves my memory right, muscle memory is a good thing to not waste ever.
 
Pharmacom Labs said:
hey, isn`t it the question that can be fast and easy resolved by a private message? have you addressed me regarding this? Promo items are chosen on site at one of the ordering steps. If you chose them they were shipped. They could be shipped separately if order was big or discreet, but still shipped. PM me your order nr pls.

i would appreciate if you quote where Pharmacom said we have millions of kits stored. Everyone sees what he wanna see to his/her own benefit. You can think whatever you want, nobody forces you to use Pharmacom. If we mess up somewhere, we take real actions and fix it. Our customers know it. All other third-party pundits can continue to judge the unread book.
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could care less.. NO THE EXTRAS WERE NEVER SHIPPED.
 
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