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[GigaloRob]

Millard, I know this is an uncensored forum, but don't you think Paul has crossed the line with the racisim

While I don't agree with his choice of words, being a complete asshole is not against any rules. I find it best to allow people to speak freely so that other people can see them for who they are. The blowback from this should be member driven (for those offended) and that's how it should be imo.

 

[Sampei]

This post... Standing ovation!

I think some perspective needs to be had here. Pharmacom is a huge UGL. And as a UGL and we should be skeptical of quality as they are not being regulated by any governmental agency for product quality - i would note though that deregulation of various industries and reduction of funding by congress to governmental agencies in the US has produced an environment where consumers of many products and services, including medical, are not necessarily any better off, in terms of 3rd party verified quality, buying Pfizer or Bayer, verses a UGL that cares about quality control. But I digress.

We should hold Pharmacoms (or any UGLs) feet to the fire if things fall off the rails with regard to quality. However, the sheer volume of business done by Pharmacom dictates that there will periodically be issues with product - its simply unavoidable as any producer who produces a product at large volume is going to have outliers. I'm not saying we should not be concerned and ask for answers when issues arise, but we should not pick up pitchforks and have such a knee jerk reaction. Issues are going to occur as any UGL or producer of any product at large volume. The issue is how Pharmacom or any UGL addresses the problems that crop up. To hold them at a 100% perfect quality standard is simply ridiculous, even for a bonafide pharma source.

 

[biggerben69]

I want to take care not to come off as an egotistical asshole sticking his nose into an argument in order to grab the spotlight for a time.
I've taken some interest in Pharmacom and what i thought was a pretty clear down trend in service and product quality. I thought it warranted my pointing out how what i was witnessing conjured up thoughts and memories of ugl's in days long gone.
I'm a creature of habit and instinct had me calling out reps and members and those that appeared to be shills and bandwagon cheerleaders.
I have to be honest. It felt right. The up and coming star of the aas world that once seemed to have the customers best interest somewhere close to their greed and excitement of a fat bottom line had crossed over to the dark side and needed to be exposed as the tyrants they had become. I thought i felt the people coming to life. The wagons were ready to be circled and meso would show the online BB'ing and Steroid Community how it earned its stripes and why we wouldn't change to fit the mold that the source boards fought so hard to uphold...the almighty dollar vs the bare bones truth. Meso would triumph. The truth always wins in the end.
This shit just isn't fun any longer. What the fuck has happened. I've been reading threads the last couple of nights and i gotta say what i feel is just plain sad. I shake my head and I'm not sure but i think what i feel may be shame?
I tell myself that I'm not that important. As is usual, I don't think I truly believe it but i say it to myself a few times. I mean, c'mon....I'm checking out the join dates of the guys stepping on to the playground for the first time looking to scrap and for the most part they're 2016 guys. Nothing wrong with that. Meso has always been about the new guy. The new kid has to cut his teeth sometime and there are some smart new members out there who have been watching from the sidelines and just like on the playground they can sense something is lacking and the old guard needs to be challenged and some new guys may make a name for themselves and some may not.
I'm not sure where i fit in these days? Back a couple yrs ago and even more recent than that we'd have a guy from the starting line-up relapse publicly. It's never pretty. Its always embarrassing. But it was as like when that uncle of yours had to much to drink at X mas and then exposed some dark family secret while challenging all the male family members to a fistfight.
Soon after, he'd be inconsolable, crying and apologizing to anyone and everyone that would listen. Your dad and other uncles would walk the drunk around the neighborhood while drunk uncle so and so puked and fell down. Everyone made up. Some fences would never be mended but order seemed to be restored nonetheless.
Doesnt feel like that to me here. Most of the new guys don't remember, or care for that matter, about what i would call the Glory Days of the Underground. 2012 i would say it started while peaking in 2014 and now seemingly ending in front of our eyes today in 2016.
I may be to full of myself but i believe i was fortunate enough to have personally ushered in the era and had a role in setting the tone for the few years that followed from 2012. 2013 and 2014 saw what i would call the greatest class of meso talent logging on for the very first time.
If you saw a list of the members that signed up in 2014(a few in 2013) you would agree they are the best of the best....collectively, anyway.
There are some old timers who are awesome or wkm's in every sense of the words. Mands....Dr Jim...Opti..manwhore...and even Paul who has 3 yrs on my registration date.
Meso was something in the Glory Days. It was like the early days of the UFC. Gracie and Shamrock.
Speaking of the old Greats...our very own Brutus79 is on the mend laid up in hospital 20lbs lighter from the shock of surgery and the gall bladder that called for the knife. He text me this morning reaching out the way he does at just the right time. I needed to hear from him. He helps me focus and remember that its not all about me. He reminds me of whats important. First by asking how my Granddaughter was doing...and then by texting a pic of his ugly mug in a hospital gown in bed with tubes up his nose and red weary ears that took nothing away from that genuine smile.
There's something about speaking with a man that has honestly seen the bottom...a man who has seen how disgusting and desperately hopeless a human being(himself) can become in this world.
A guy, who will tell you that he was only able to be part of what is a wonderful comeback story by living a pitifully self serving existence as he did.
Brutus helps me to be grateful for what i have. His attitude helps me recognize whats really important in this world. I've been to the bottom a few times. I've come to believe I'm addicted to the comeback?
Enough about me. @Big_paul ...I'm worried about you, brother. You're not in your right mind. @Docd187123 ...i have the utmost respect for you...but please...is being right more important than a mans life? Put the ego aside and if you cant see that you're boxing with a one armed man...simply stand down. If your hatred or whatever it is that is having you pick apart Paul while the new guys cheer is so great that you cant stop yourself then I'm asking that you fucking knock it off. You win. As smart as you are I'm starting to think that youre missing something upstairs. The man needs help.
The rest of us know you aren't a rep of any kind. I speak openly about your respected place in the Community. One of the smartest we have. A little compassion goes a long way.
Paul...i dont know you very well...but youre one of us. Reach out and get it together...please.

 

[Milk Man]

Okay niggers where were we. Oh thats right pharmacomstore is fucking mesorx and to that I say Daroius, hope I spluged your name right, you fucking cocksucker, I will do my solid best to destroy your thread.This is my last post on this thread. I am going to haunt your thread none stop. Your nightmare has just begun you fucking peice of shit. See you in the morning cunt on your thread.

Good night all.

Wow, thats cool.

Another "awesome member" gone down the drain. You and Odie are both turds from a different asshole. So all your pretending bullshit about the police violence against blacks really comes to light eh?

You truly must have fallen back into drinking or drugs or whatever your preference is, because you have definetly lost it. Anbody that can read can see that.

Docd is right wether you want to admit it again or not, your a source, local or not, you admitted it yourself. And if i remember correctly you said you sold to 1 or 2 people that used to be on this board, which qualifies you to selling on here. See how that makes sense?

This is just another example of why experience and time on this board is compltely IRRELEVANT. Asswipe since 2003.

 

[Tj72]

I want to take care not to come off as an egotistical asshole sticking his nose into an argument in order to grab the spotlight for a time.
I've taken some interest in Pharmacom and what i thought was a pretty clear down trend in service and product quality. I thought it warranted my pointing out how what i was witnessing conjured up thoughts and memories of ugl's in days long gone.
I'm a creature of habit and instinct had me calling out reps and members and those that appeared to be shills and bandwagon cheerleaders.
I have to be honest. It felt right. The up and coming star of the aas world that once seemed to have the customers best interest somewhere close to their greed and excitement of a fat bottom line had crossed over to the dark side and needed to be exposed as the tyrants they had become. I thought i felt the people coming to life. The wagons were ready to be circled and meso would show the online BB'ing and Steroid Community how it earned its stripes and why we wouldn't change to fit the mold that the source boards fought so hard to uphold...the almighty dollar vs the bare bones truth. Meso would triumph. The truth always wins in the end.
This shit just isn't fun any longer. What the fuck has happened. I've been reading threads the last couple of nights and i gotta say what i feel is just plain sad. I shake my head and I'm not sure but i think what i feel may be shame?
I tell myself that I'm not that important. As is usual, I don't think I truly believe it but i say it to myself a few times. I mean, c'mon....I'm checking out the join dates of the guys stepping on to the playground for the first time looking to scrap and for the most part they're 2016 guys. Nothing wrong with that. Meso has always been about the new guy. The new kid has to cut his teeth sometime and there are some smart new members out there who have been watching from the sidelines and just like on the playground they can sense something is lacking and the old guard needs to be challenged and some new guys may make a name for themselves and some may not.
I'm not sure where i fit in these days? Back a couple yrs ago and even more recent than that we'd have a guy from the starting line-up relapse publicly. It's never pretty. Its always embarrassing. But it was as like when that uncle of yours had to much to drink at X mas and then exposed some dark family secret while challenging all the male family members to a fistfight.
Soon after, he'd be inconsolable, crying and apologizing to anyone and everyone that would listen. Your dad and other uncles would walk the drunk around the neighborhood while drunk uncle so and so puked and fell down. Everyone made up. Some fences would never be mended but order seemed to be restored nonetheless.
Doesnt feel like that to me here. Most of the new guys don't remember, or care for that matter, about what i would call the Glory Days of the Underground. 2012 i would say it started while peaking in 2014 and now seemingly ending in front of our eyes today in 2016.
I may be to full of myself but i believe i was fortunate enough to have personally ushered in the era and had a role in setting the tone for the few years that followed from 2012. 2013 and 2014 saw what i would call the greatest class of meso talent logging on for the very first time.
If you saw a list of the members that signed up in 2014(a few in 2013) you would agree they are the best of the best....collectively, anyway.
There are some old timers who are awesome or wkm's in every sense of the words. Mands....Dr Jim...Opti..manwhore...and even Paul who has 3 yrs on my registration date.
Meso was something in the Glory Days. It was like the early days of the UFC. Gracie and Shamrock.
Speaking of the old Greats...our very own Brutus79 is on the mend laid up in hospital 20lbs lighter from the shock of surgery and the gall bladder that called for the knife. He text me this morning reaching out the way he does at just the right time. I needed to hear from him. He helps me focus and remember that its not all about me. He reminds me of whats important. First by asking how my Granddaughter was doing...and then by texting a pic of his ugly mug in a hospital gown in bed with tubes up his nose and red weary ears that took nothing away from that genuine smile.
There's something about speaking with a man that has honestly seen the bottom...a man who has seen how disgusting and desperately hopeless a human being(himself) can become in this world.
A guy, who will tell you that he was only able to be part of what is a wonderful comeback story by living a pitifully self serving existence as he did.
Brutus helps me to be grateful for what i have. His attitude helps me recognize whats really important in this world. I've been to the bottom a few times. I've come to believe I'm addicted to the comeback?
Enough about me. @Big_paul ...I'm worried about you, brother. You're not in your right mind. @Docd187123 ...i have the utmost respect for you...but please...is being right more important than a mans life? Put the ego aside and if you cant see that you're boxing with a one armed man...simply stand down. If your hatred or whatever it is that is having you pick apart Paul while the new guys cheer is so great that you cant stop yourself then I'm asking that you fucking knock it off. You win. As smart as you are I'm starting to think that youre missing something upstairs. The man needs help.
The rest of us know you aren't a rep of any kind. I speak openly about your respected place in the Community. One of the smartest we have. A little compassion goes a long way.
Paul...i dont know you very well...but youre one of us. Reach out and get it together...please.

This right here!!! That's what I'm talking about

 

[RandallNowan]

I want to take care not to come off as an egotistical asshole sticking his nose into an argument in order to grab the spotlight for a time.
I've taken some interest in Pharmacom and what i thought was a pretty clear down trend in service and product quality. I thought it warranted my pointing out how what i was witnessing conjured up thoughts and memories of ugl's in days long gone.
I'm a creature of habit and instinct had me calling out reps and members and those that appeared to be shills and bandwagon cheerleaders.
I have to be honest. It felt right. The up and coming star of the aas world that once seemed to have the customers best interest somewhere close to their greed and excitement of a fat bottom line had crossed over to the dark side and needed to be exposed as the tyrants they had become. I thought i felt the people coming to life. The wagons were ready to be circled and meso would show the online BB'ing and Steroid Community how it earned its stripes and why we wouldn't change to fit the mold that the source boards fought so hard to uphold...the almighty dollar vs the bare bones truth. Meso would triumph. The truth always wins in the end.
This shit just isn't fun any longer. What the fuck has happened. I've been reading threads the last couple of nights and i gotta say what i feel is just plain sad. I shake my head and I'm not sure but i think what i feel may be shame?
I tell myself that I'm not that important. As is usual, I don't think I truly believe it but i say it to myself a few times. I mean, c'mon....I'm checking out the join dates of the guys stepping on to the playground for the first time looking to scrap and for the most part they're 2016 guys. Nothing wrong with that. Meso has always been about the new guy. The new kid has to cut his teeth sometime and there are some smart new members out there who have been watching from the sidelines and just like on the playground they can sense something is lacking and the old guard needs to be challenged and some new guys may make a name for themselves and some may not.
I'm not sure where i fit in these days? Back a couple yrs ago and even more recent than that we'd have a guy from the starting line-up relapse publicly. It's never pretty. Its always embarrassing. But it was as like when that uncle of yours had to much to drink at X mas and then exposed some dark family secret while challenging all the male family members to a fistfight.
Soon after, he'd be inconsolable, crying and apologizing to anyone and everyone that would listen. Your dad and other uncles would walk the drunk around the neighborhood while drunk uncle so and so puked and fell down. Everyone made up. Some fences would never be mended but order seemed to be restored nonetheless.
Doesnt feel like that to me here. Most of the new guys don't remember, or care for that matter, about what i would call the Glory Days of the Underground. 2012 i would say it started while peaking in 2014 and now seemingly ending in front of our eyes today in 2016.
I may be to full of myself but i believe i was fortunate enough to have personally ushered in the era and had a role in setting the tone for the few years that followed from 2012. 2013 and 2014 saw what i would call the greatest class of meso talent logging on for the very first time.
If you saw a list of the members that signed up in 2014(a few in 2013) you would agree they are the best of the best....collectively, anyway.
There are some old timers who are awesome or wkm's in every sense of the words. Mands....Dr Jim...Opti..manwhore...and even Paul who has 3 yrs on my registration date.
Meso was something in the Glory Days. It was like the early days of the UFC. Gracie and Shamrock.
Speaking of the old Greats...our very own Brutus79 is on the mend laid up in hospital 20lbs lighter from the shock of surgery and the gall bladder that called for the knife. He text me this morning reaching out the way he does at just the right time. I needed to hear from him. He helps me focus and remember that its not all about me. He reminds me of whats important. First by asking how my Granddaughter was doing...and then by texting a pic of his ugly mug in a hospital gown in bed with tubes up his nose and red weary ears that took nothing away from that genuine smile.
There's something about speaking with a man that has honestly seen the bottom...a man who has seen how disgusting and desperately hopeless a human being(himself) can become in this world.
A guy, who will tell you that he was only able to be part of what is a wonderful comeback story by living a pitifully self serving existence as he did.
Brutus helps me to be grateful for what i have. His attitude helps me recognize whats really important in this world. I've been to the bottom a few times. I've come to believe I'm addicted to the comeback?
Enough about me. @Big_paul ...I'm worried about you, brother. You're not in your right mind. @Docd187123 ...i have the utmost respect for you...but please...is being right more important than a mans life? Put the ego aside and if you cant see that you're boxing with a one armed man...simply stand down. If your hatred or whatever it is that is having you pick apart Paul while the new guys cheer is so great that you cant stop yourself then I'm asking that you fucking knock it off. You win. As smart as you are I'm starting to think that youre missing something upstairs. The man needs help.
The rest of us know you aren't a rep of any kind. I speak openly about your respected place in the Community. One of the smartest we have. A little compassion goes a long way.
Paul...i dont know you very well...but youre one of us. Reach out and get it together...please.

Nothing egotistical about this, Brother.
It needed to be said.
You're bang on the money.

I'm glad Brutus is on the mend, too.

Randall

 

[Millard]

Could be @Millard Baker has turned this board over to pcom. I'm beginning to wonder.

You're so full of shit @Big_paul

You make baseless accusations against me and/or go on some rant against MESO every six months or so. I really don't care what type of substance abuse issues you have battled with in your life - past or present. It doesn't justify or excuse your behavior.

 

[biggerben69]

You're so full of shit @Big_paul

You make baseless accusations against me and/or go on some rant against MESO every six months or so. I really don't care what type of substance abuse issues you have battled with in your life - past or present. It doesn't justify or excuse your behavior.

No, it most certainly doesn't. It isn't any kind of fun when you're at the business end of consequences meted out by the top dog.
I don't mind being there to gather up dislodged teeth and help steady the offender after what is only the beginning of what's sure to be an epic struggle to answer the bell and survive. The best thing that could happen is for Paul to beaten within an inch of what has become a not so wonderful life.
Millard, i, for one, am in your debt for many reasons.
You philanthropic way of life has made so many of our lives worth much more than had you taken another path to wander and conquer. I'm happy to still be among the ranks here with the rest of your members. Thank you.

 

[Docd187123]

I want to take care not to come off as an egotistical asshole sticking his nose into an argument in order to grab the spotlight for a time.
I've taken some interest in Pharmacom and what i thought was a pretty clear down trend in service and product quality. I thought it warranted my pointing out how what i was witnessing conjured up thoughts and memories of ugl's in days long gone.
I'm a creature of habit and instinct had me calling out reps and members and those that appeared to be shills and bandwagon cheerleaders.
I have to be honest. It felt right. The up and coming star of the aas world that once seemed to have the customers best interest somewhere close to their greed and excitement of a fat bottom line had crossed over to the dark side and needed to be exposed as the tyrants they had become. I thought i felt the people coming to life. The wagons were ready to be circled and meso would show the online BB'ing and Steroid Community how it earned its stripes and why we wouldn't change to fit the mold that the source boards fought so hard to uphold...the almighty dollar vs the bare bones truth. Meso would triumph. The truth always wins in the end.
This shit just isn't fun any longer. What the fuck has happened. I've been reading threads the last couple of nights and i gotta say what i feel is just plain sad. I shake my head and I'm not sure but i think what i feel may be shame?
I tell myself that I'm not that important. As is usual, I don't think I truly believe it but i say it to myself a few times. I mean, c'mon....I'm checking out the join dates of the guys stepping on to the playground for the first time looking to scrap and for the most part they're 2016 guys. Nothing wrong with that. Meso has always been about the new guy. The new kid has to cut his teeth sometime and there are some smart new members out there who have been watching from the sidelines and just like on the playground they can sense something is lacking and the old guard needs to be challenged and some new guys may make a name for themselves and some may not.
I'm not sure where i fit in these days? Back a couple yrs ago and even more recent than that we'd have a guy from the starting line-up relapse publicly. It's never pretty. Its always embarrassing. But it was as like when that uncle of yours had to much to drink at X mas and then exposed some dark family secret while challenging all the male family members to a fistfight.
Soon after, he'd be inconsolable, crying and apologizing to anyone and everyone that would listen. Your dad and other uncles would walk the drunk around the neighborhood while drunk uncle so and so puked and fell down. Everyone made up. Some fences would never be mended but order seemed to be restored nonetheless.
Doesnt feel like that to me here. Most of the new guys don't remember, or care for that matter, about what i would call the Glory Days of the Underground. 2012 i would say it started while peaking in 2014 and now seemingly ending in front of our eyes today in 2016.
I may be to full of myself but i believe i was fortunate enough to have personally ushered in the era and had a role in setting the tone for the few years that followed from 2012. 2013 and 2014 saw what i would call the greatest class of meso talent logging on for the very first time.
If you saw a list of the members that signed up in 2014(a few in 2013) you would agree they are the best of the best....collectively, anyway.
There are some old timers who are awesome or wkm's in every sense of the words. Mands....Dr Jim...Opti..manwhore...and even Paul who has 3 yrs on my registration date.
Meso was something in the Glory Days. It was like the early days of the UFC. Gracie and Shamrock.
Speaking of the old Greats...our very own Brutus79 is on the mend laid up in hospital 20lbs lighter from the shock of surgery and the gall bladder that called for the knife. He text me this morning reaching out the way he does at just the right time. I needed to hear from him. He helps me focus and remember that its not all about me. He reminds me of whats important. First by asking how my Granddaughter was doing...and then by texting a pic of his ugly mug in a hospital gown in bed with tubes up his nose and red weary ears that took nothing away from that genuine smile.
There's something about speaking with a man that has honestly seen the bottom...a man who has seen how disgusting and desperately hopeless a human being(himself) can become in this world.
A guy, who will tell you that he was only able to be part of what is a wonderful comeback story by living a pitifully self serving existence as he did.
Brutus helps me to be grateful for what i have. His attitude helps me recognize whats really important in this world. I've been to the bottom a few times. I've come to believe I'm addicted to the comeback?
Enough about me. @Big_paul ...I'm worried about you, brother. You're not in your right mind. @Docd187123 ...i have the utmost respect for you...but please...is being right more important than a mans life? Put the ego aside and if you cant see that you're boxing with a one armed man...simply stand down. If your hatred or whatever it is that is having you pick apart Paul while the new guys cheer is so great that you cant stop yourself then I'm asking that you fucking knock it off. You win. As smart as you are I'm starting to think that youre missing something upstairs. The man needs help.
The rest of us know you aren't a rep of any kind. I speak openly about your respected place in the Community. One of the smartest we have. A little compassion goes a long way.
Paul...i dont know you very well...but youre one of us. Reach out and get it together...please.

I agree he needs help but unfortunately you cannot help a man who won't accept the fact that he needs it. I've been down that path and speak from experience.

Sure I'm not happy about having had to be the one to point out his issues but somebody has to do it. Maybe it will wake him the fuck up. If you look into his post history you'll see this isn't the first time this happened nor is it the only forum. It's the same song and dance with him Every few months. He's gone after Millard himself, Meso as a forum, CBS, myself, and even POB (yes that POB).

We made a truce after going back and forth for a while and then he broke it when CBS refused to get in contact with him. It's like he blamed me for CBS' decisions. I ignored him then. I've ignored him since. I quoted him in a thread recently and put at the end "just a friendly heads up" specifically not to respark our tumultuous past. You can see his responses in the threads to me but unfeotuantely you can see his PMs to me.

You know this isn't about the cheering or exposure. Enough is enough with this bullshit behavior. I've given him many passes and promised to dead the past so long as he did as well, to which he promised he would. I've kept my promise for over 6months now. He can thank himself for the situation he's in now. I wasn't the conductor of that train only a passenger.

Somebody needs to slap some sense into him literally or figuratively. That's what had to happen to me for me to finally wake up. That and losing someone I loved dearly. Everyone can play the pity Paul game but that's neither helping him nor addressing the issues at hand. I could give two shits about his past, there's always someone who's had it harder. Being drunk is not an excuse for killing someone while driving and his personal problems are not an excuse or justification for his past and present behavior. The best thing to do would be to put the fucking keyboard and think for one minute down but he doesn't do that until he's extracted his vengeance or whatever it is he is after.

Having said all that, you know I'm aware of your position in the community and what you've done to help save people a lives. You know I respect you. I will not mention the demons he battles again. I won't ignore him should be continue his attacks on me but I will keep that one particular subject off limits bc it came from you. Just remember I've bit my tongue for over 6 months bc I'm a man of my word but I will not let his hypocrisy, his baseless accusations, and his general bullshit go unchecked.

 

[AlphaLife]

You're so full of shit @Big_paul

You make baseless accusations against me and/or go on some rant against MESO every six months or so. I really don't care what type of substance abuse issues you have battled with in your life - past or present. It doesn't justify or excuse your behavior.

Millard, the guy is just a loser in real life so he uses this forum to feel like something better than he really is.

You sir, are a God send to this community. Thank you for all you do.

 

[Steve84]

"Slow Clap"
For all the members just bringing some reasoning into this thread.

I just want Meso to have some quality threads that bring value to the site and to the members. It seems like there has been lots of bickering and shit talking lately with no reasoning.
Nothing against Paul, just hate seeing a trashy thread of garbage.

 

[Tj72]

I'm new but this is a good community with good people....tough on you, you dang right they are but when it gets down to the nut cutting, if you're willing to LISTEN then members will help you... This has been my experience and how I feel. I haven't forgotten those wkm..that pm'd me when I first got on a few months ago and quickly pointed out where I screwed up... I accepted it and then they helped me. I'm very grateful to you guys and this community

 

[Big_paul]

Okay I know when I'm beat. I will say one thing in my defence, I tried to keep it clean for 3 days. That wasn't easy.

 

[GearGodess]

This is more for the first part of this thread before it went mad!

You guys are seriously giving @Achilles26 a hard time for reconstituting it with another brand of BAC water? Really? As long as it’s not expired, it is good to go. Check the dates. Why in the HELL does Pcom supply sterile water, now that’s a waste of growth unless you are shooting a vial a day!


And the reason you DO NOT reconstitute GH with sterile water is because that forces the end user to use the whole entire vial within a 12 hour period. BAC water keeps GH active/live for 10 days and HCG active for up to a month! AND NEVER NEVER NEVER shake, especially once reconstituted.


And just because he didn’t see it as the got the vials as it probably was embedded in the puck. The puck is opaque white and you wont see anything till you reconstitute it. That simple. There is no way @Achilles26 could have shoved something in that vial, the stopper would have been mangled rather than one tiny clean poke from BAC water.


I really hope that SHITTY PCOM grows some balls and owns up to their poor practices and very poor quality control procedures… what I also find ironic, one post they go into saying how they have millions of GH vials then a couple hours later they checked stock in the WHOLE ENTIRE warehouse… really??? Dam, that was pretty fast to check millions of kits for shit baried inside the puck… pcom is just full of bullshit and I hope everyone will see it sooner than later!!!


@insertnamehere to be perfectly honest, just because pcom said they are doing something, we don’t actually know they did… they are full of shit and false promises just like they have an excuse for everything… they need to step up to the plate and clean up. Either get their shit in order to be the best (as maybe they once were) or get the fuck out while ahead.


And btw, @Big_paul and @Doc187123 – you boys need to hug it out…

 

[Big_paul]

I will stay on the steroid forum from now on. I guess you could call that semi retirement

 

[IronJulius]

Okay I know when I'm beat. I will say one thing in my defence, I tried to keep it clean for 3 days. That wasn't easy.

Lol I'm hard headed myself. I hope you have a great and positive day brother

 

[Big_paul]

A vacation is in order. @biggerben69 Sorry I pissed you off, you are one of the members on Mesorx I would not want to piss off under any circumstances.

 

[Tj72]

I for one don't want you to go....I'm sure you a wealth of knowledge and great advice... I may take shit for this but I also feel you genuinely have us"members" best interest at heart... Probably very passionate about it as well and therefore can easily go off half cocked on any and everyone....the racist remark you'll have to recover from on your own over time but for the rest of this I think it can easily be over come with just having some general respect for others....if you feel you are right about something and/or believe in something then fight like hell for it but the personal insults don't necessarily have to be apart of it each and every time do they? I may be wrong man but I think that's all everyone wants...there will always be exceptions because someone will always be "that guy" and when it happens then hell yes meet them head on...just try not being "that guy" as much. I hope this all came out as it was intended

 

[gr8whitetrukker]

I want to take care not to come off as an egotistical asshole sticking his nose into an argument in order to grab the spotlight for a time.
I've taken some interest in Pharmacom and what i thought was a pretty clear down trend in service and product quality. I thought it warranted my pointing out how what i was witnessing conjured up thoughts and memories of ugl's in days long gone.
I'm a creature of habit and instinct had me calling out reps and members and those that appeared to be shills and bandwagon cheerleaders.
I have to be honest. It felt right. The up and coming star of the aas world that once seemed to have the customers best interest somewhere close to their greed and excitement of a fat bottom line had crossed over to the dark side and needed to be exposed as the tyrants they had become. I thought i felt the people coming to life. The wagons were ready to be circled and meso would show the online BB'ing and Steroid Community how it earned its stripes and why we wouldn't change to fit the mold that the source boards fought so hard to uphold...the almighty dollar vs the bare bones truth. Meso would triumph. The truth always wins in the end.
This shit just isn't fun any longer. What the fuck has happened. I've been reading threads the last couple of nights and i gotta say what i feel is just plain sad. I shake my head and I'm not sure but i think what i feel may be shame?
I tell myself that I'm not that important. As is usual, I don't think I truly believe it but i say it to myself a few times. I mean, c'mon....I'm checking out the join dates of the guys stepping on to the playground for the first time looking to scrap and for the most part they're 2016 guys. Nothing wrong with that. Meso has always been about the new guy. The new kid has to cut his teeth sometime and there are some smart new members out there who have been watching from the sidelines and just like on the playground they can sense something is lacking and the old guard needs to be challenged and some new guys may make a name for themselves and some may not.
I'm not sure where i fit in these days? Back a couple yrs ago and even more recent than that we'd have a guy from the starting line-up relapse publicly. It's never pretty. Its always embarrassing. But it was as like when that uncle of yours had to much to drink at X mas and then exposed some dark family secret while challenging all the male family members to a fistfight.
Soon after, he'd be inconsolable, crying and apologizing to anyone and everyone that would listen. Your dad and other uncles would walk the drunk around the neighborhood while drunk uncle so and so puked and fell down. Everyone made up. Some fences would never be mended but order seemed to be restored nonetheless.
Doesnt feel like that to me here. Most of the new guys don't remember, or care for that matter, about what i would call the Glory Days of the Underground. 2012 i would say it started while peaking in 2014 and now seemingly ending in front of our eyes today in 2016.
I may be to full of myself but i believe i was fortunate enough to have personally ushered in the era and had a role in setting the tone for the few years that followed from 2012. 2013 and 2014 saw what i would call the greatest class of meso talent logging on for the very first time.
If you saw a list of the members that signed up in 2014(a few in 2013) you would agree they are the best of the best....collectively, anyway.
There are some old timers who are awesome or wkm's in every sense of the words. Mands....Dr Jim...Opti..manwhore...and even Paul who has 3 yrs on my registration date.
Meso was something in the Glory Days. It was like the early days of the UFC. Gracie and Shamrock.
Speaking of the old Greats...our very own Brutus79 is on the mend laid up in hospital 20lbs lighter from the shock of surgery and the gall bladder that called for the knife. He text me this morning reaching out the way he does at just the right time. I needed to hear from him. He helps me focus and remember that its not all about me. He reminds me of whats important. First by asking how my Granddaughter was doing...and then by texting a pic of his ugly mug in a hospital gown in bed with tubes up his nose and red weary ears that took nothing away from that genuine smile.
There's something about speaking with a man that has honestly seen the bottom...a man who has seen how disgusting and desperately hopeless a human being(himself) can become in this world.
A guy, who will tell you that he was only able to be part of what is a wonderful comeback story by living a pitifully self serving existence as he did.
Brutus helps me to be grateful for what i have. His attitude helps me recognize whats really important in this world. I've been to the bottom a few times. I've come to believe I'm addicted to the comeback?
Enough about me. @Big_paul ...I'm worried about you, brother. You're not in your right mind. @Docd187123 ...i have the utmost respect for you...but please...is being right more important than a mans life? Put the ego aside and if you cant see that you're boxing with a one armed man...simply stand down. If your hatred or whatever it is that is having you pick apart Paul while the new guys cheer is so great that you cant stop yourself then I'm asking that you fucking knock it off. You win. As smart as you are I'm starting to think that youre missing something upstairs. The man needs help.
The rest of us know you aren't a rep of any kind. I speak openly about your respected place in the Community. One of the smartest we have. A little compassion goes a long way.
Paul...i dont know you very well...but youre one of us. Reach out and get it together...please.

Thats just what needed to be said. And exactly who needed to say it

 

[Tj72]

Now, I'd like to also point out that through all this mess that Pcom has been let off the hook temporarily because of the distraction...well that shits over now and we member want/deserve to have answers. I agree that there is no way that you doubled back and checked millions of vials in just a matter of hours. That's complete and utter bullshit and an insult to all of us to think we would buy that...also, what are you guys doing about it for the customer... Probably not a damn thing but we are waiting to hear your plans